15 months old Emran

Hari ini Emran dah 15 bulan..dah bole jalan dah alhamdulillah tapi masih jalan terkedek-kedek

 he loves to eat..apa org kasi makan aje tolak batu and kayu,,,hahaha..

mmg kena keep and eye on him coz he will put everything dalam mulut

yesterday kat ttdi mummy nampak dia masuk makanan kucing dalam mulut

apa lagi menjerit laa kitorang...

cepat-cepat korek mulut dia..fuhh bahaya betul..semua masuk mulut

sampai mummy panggil dia vacuum..hehehe

yerlaaa sume benda kat lantai dia nampak n kaut masuk mulut

so mmg rumah kena slalu vacuum laaa..kalau tak si kecik nie jadi vacuum..:-P

HAPPY 15TH MONTHS OLD EMRAN...

Masih lagi beraya

Hari ini Public Holday..syukur laa dapat cuti lagi...dapatlaa berehat juga laa after 2 days since tuesday and yesterday i am working alone in the office since all my staff tak balik lagi..agak kelam kabut sket laa bila tetiba datang 2-3 patient sekali gus dalam masa yang sama..tak menang tangan nak dispens ubat..
takpaa laa tahun depan insyaallah nak mintak cuti lama sket time hari raya..

  aktiviti hari nie pastinya menziarahi saudara mara belah KL..dapat pergi 2 rumah aje..first pergi rumah ayah uda kat Kg Batu Tambahan..lama juga laa kat sana sebab hubby's cousin Kak Ila insist kitorang tunggu dia masak untuk makan tengahari,,,actually Kak Ila panggil kawan -kawan dia makan..kira mcm open house..kiranya kehadiran kitorang langkah kanan laa..after makan tengahari ( lauk simple tapi sedap,,)..we all shoot ke Shah Alam plaks umah Kak Fidah

  kat rumah kak fidah makan lagi..hehe..Kak Ri masak stew, mihun dan sebagainya..ramai juga rumah kak fidah.. sbb family belah abg Ary datang skali..full house laa kiranya..lepas rumah Kak Fidah dah tak larat laa nak ke rumah sape -sape lagi so balik ttdi rehat..

2nd Syawal & 3rd Syawal

 On 2nd day we decided to have a short break in Penang.... since Emran tak pernah datang penang so alang -alang dah ada kat utara plan shoot ke penang terus laa.. we invited others to come along ke penang semua agree so off we go

 bertolak from Sg Petani around 11.00am sampai kat jalan masuk ke jambatan ya rabbi jem teruk..masa tue tak tahu plak ada kabel TNB terbakar kat Jambatan..we figure out semua orang nak bercuti ke Penang Island.. memang tak boleh masuk langsung ke jambatan from Seberang Jaya..so we quickly make a U-turn kat Prai untuk naik Ferry plaks..alhamdulillah masa time kitorang nak naik feri tak jem pun.. a bit slow but moving.. sampai kat Penang Island around noon..so we had our lunch first kat penang before heading to Tanjung Bungah..  Unfortunately the others keluar lambat from Sg Petani so they ended up tersekat terlalu lama untuk naik ferry by 5 pm pun tak sampai penang lagi..kesian betul..

 We spend a  day at Tanjung Bungah..kids having fun  main air... pergi pantai then main air lagi...heaven juga laa dapat berehat 1 day kat penang... next day after breakfast..kids main air lagi then by 11.00am check out..

  before going back to Sg Petani we all beraya kat one of my ex-Bbraun collegue kat Sungai Ara.. alhamdulillah selepas 2 tahun lebih dapat laa berjumpa semula.. ..malam around 1.00am we all make our way back to KL..

1 Syawal 1431 H

   LAst minute decision..we went back to Sungai Petani for Hari Raya...hubby decided on the very last minute that he wanted to go back..memang last minute ie on thursday  1 day before raya around 10,00am he said to me jom balik SP laa jap lagi.... so since last minute we take our own sweet time untuk bertolak janji sampai dengan selamat..firstly we settle all our things first..went to MBSA to collect Pharmacist licence..then went to TTDI jumpa Mummy & Shat..lepak -lepak ttdi japs till noon then pergi perkuburan kiara lawat pusara daddy before balik Denai Alam utk packing barang...kejap je dah nak masuk 3 bulan daddy takde.. but till today masih macam tak percaya dia takde.. ( sorry memang terasa mcm tue, i dunno why..maybe sbb kenangan tue selalu ada bersama) ..Najla pun dalam kereta bila masuk kawasan perkuburan tue tanya nak ke mana , nak tengok atuk...najla nak atuk..naja rindu atuk etc...sampai hubby has to explain to her that atuk dah tak ada nicely...

 after siap kemas rumah and packing around 3.30pm baru bertolak..journey to north ok smooth juga takda laa jem sangat kecuali bumper to bumper but moving from ipoh to sungai perak...dalam hati myself memang dah budget mest jem punya laa sepanjang jalan coz yerlaa semua orang mesti berpusu-pusu nak balik..tapi alhamdulillah lancar...syukur sangat ..najla slept all the way till Juru while Emran cipta rekod tak tido langung sampai sungai petani..heheh..We arrived  in Sg Petani around 9.30pm..we did not stop at any R&R coz dah budget mesti jem punya laa.. so we just isi minyak and relod touch n go siap-siap from Shah Alam..buka puasa pun dalam kereta aje masa kat Taiping..cuma sampai Juru kids dah hungry so we went for Nasi Kandar kat Autocity..

 1 Syawal tahun nie kat rumah mak di Sg Petani semua adik beradik belah hubby ada berkumpul..seronok juga laa sbb full house.. ..Mak pun sayu laa sbb anak -anak n menantu dapat kumpul bersama semuanya..dah jarang dapat kumpul semua skali especially yang dah berumah tangga..Najla and Emran having fun playing with their 3 cousins, Alif Nur Iman, Akmal Hadi and Hanania ( Nania)..

  hari Raya pertama full dose ngan rendang, ketupat palas and nasi impit + also nasi minyak...

Tahun nie tema biru...:-)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

daripada kami sekeluarga

Raya Preperation

   A few days before Raya... all preperation ala kadar ajelaa ..Kuih raya ada yang beli ada yang buat but not much yang dapat buat with toddler in the house..semua benda dia kacau  sampai kuih tengah masak kat oven pun dia sibuk nak ngintai oven ..hehe.. planning to bake a little bit more nanti kalau sempat laa and planning to do some sweet dessert like blueberry cheese tart and also perhaps some cakes with my sister Shatirah ..

  We have not decided yet to go back to Sg Petani or not..ada a few personal things which both hubby and i could not decide yet till now .. maybe we raya kat KL ajelaa.. if we Raya in KL only planning to visit all the saudara mara sebanyak yang mungkin insyaallah..

  last weekend went for a buka puasa buffet  with office mate at Desa Paku Ara Damansara.. food wise ok laa..puas hati with the foods but for me not the food counts but  more towards merapatkan silaturrahim with my new officemate ..

   this hari raya it will certainly be different and sometimes after terawih mummy and i  will talk about it.. i mummy will say to me " teringat lagi Raya last year daddy sakit..tahun nie dah tak da dah..".. but mummy said she bersyukur daddy cuma bedridden for 1 month only and keep on improving until the day he passed away..most of arwah daddy' baju batik, baju melayu, sampin songket etc was still nicely kept inside the closet and mummy have not decided yet  what to do with it since Adi and also Shahrir tak muat pakai baju -baju arwah..

     tomorrow afternoon only i will start my Raya leave and will decide what to cook for Hari Raya... one of the lagu Raya yang sedap didengar  for me is "Rindu yang telah pergi".. sayu ajelaa., Moga Daddy berbahagia di sana dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang -orang yang soleh..
 

RINDU YANG TELAH PERGI (Akim, Black, AG)


Sekali lagi ku terdengar,


Suara takbir,


Rasa menyelubungi,


Bila ku sendiri






Ku masih bermimpikan,


Hilai tawa itu,


Walaupun hanya sesaat,


Ku merasakannya






Kini yang tinggal hanya,


Pusara sebagai penawar,


Bisa ini,


Agar bercahaya,


Aku mampu berdoa,


Ini takdir yang maha esa


Di hari/pagi raya






Terbayang kenangan indah,


Tika bersama,


Keluhuran di wajahmu,


Ku kenang selalu






Andai ku meniti sebuah,


Cinta sejati,


Aidil fitri jadi saksi


Tulus hati ini






Rindu yang telah pergi,


Membawa satu memori,


Menjadi satu coretan cinta,


Oh woo…


Di pagi syawal ini,


Tertitis airmataku,


Memandang potret wajah dirimu



 
 

Membeli belah baju Raya

 Kids baju Raya done... bought a few for them last weekend at MidValley Kamdar...price wise ok laa cuma design terhad..Baju Melayu for Emran had to purchase yang besar sket.. i bought size 2-3 years old and also 3 years old but yg 2-3 years old tak muat pulak kepala emran masuk...aiseh so mummy had to alter a bit ie buka jahitan kat bahagian leher tu sket..i guess emran nie kepala dia besar..:-P so next time kena tempah laa kot instead of  beli ready made..

For Najla's baju kurung manage to buy it at Uptown Danau Kota since at Jusco dah tak ada stok for her size and also at Kamdar also the same...price wise ok coz boleh tawar menawar  and design memang puas hati coz macam -macam design  ada...and rasanya kalau pergi beli jam 1pagi for sure dapat lagi murah nie..silap -silap RM10 aje heheh..but since myself and the kids pun tak larat laa nak tunggu sampai jam 1 pagi so we just ok ajelaa with that price..since hubby ada "kerja" sket kat area sana every tuesday night so wanna ask him to buy a few more baju kurung for Najla pakai ke sekolah every Friday..and i like going there macam -macam ada..tudung also very cheap..other items also laa..so its a real bargain if wanna purchase items there coz boleh laa jimat banyak...^_^

   For the parents baju raya tak da laa kot..pakai ajelaa apa yang ada..:-)...

15 Ramadhan

Dah masuk 2 minggu dah puasa..alhamdulillah macam kejap aje dah masuk 2 minggu..buka puasa meals was as simple as possible...either we have our buka puasa at home or we stay over at Mum's place @ TTDI..my collegues ajak buka puasa sama -sama at one of the restorant kt Ara Damansara ..we are planning to it since ok jugalaa sekali sekala berbuka bersama mereka + family utk kenal dengan lebih rapat lagi.. at least dapat kenal -kenal and also rapatkan silaturrahim

    Raya tahun nie tak pasti lagi balik Ke Sg Petani atau tak...kalau ikut giliran memang tahun nie beraya di Sg Petani dulu tapi memandangkan i just started my new job so memang tak da entitlement cuti banyak -banyak for Raya puasa..dapat sehari dua ajelaa kot...tak pasti lagi macam mana...

 Baju Raya for kids pun tak beli lagi..have to get one or two for Najla since every Friday dia kena pakai Baju Kurung to school instead of her usual uniform..baju yang dia ada pun err dah agak kecil sedikit memandangkan she's growing tall..time nie maybe the best time untuk beli coz akan ada variety of designs etc.. Besides that have to get Emran First Baju melayu + sampin + songkok since last year takda saiz utk baju melayu dia since he is just 4 months old..skarang he already masuk 1 year + senang laa kot cari baju raya ..can't wait...^_^

   
    i guess this year Hari Raya celebration for us  is  more about remembering kepada our beloved ones yang telah pergi macam Arwah Pak Karim, Arwah Pak Ali, Arwah kak Neng, Arwah Pak Bakar, arwah  nenek, arwah ayahanda (my FIL)  dan of course our dearest beloved daddy... more about visiting and rapatkan bonding between families...insya'allah

Happy 14th Month old Emran

 Emran dah 14 months old dah..still tak mo jalan tetap gaks nak berdukung....pandai merajuk dah kalau org marah dia especially kalau orang yg dia jarang jumpa like his uncle-uncle... terror bergaduk juga especially with her Kakak Najla..if Najla hits him or cubit him he will balas back..and furthermore he will gigit kakak bila dia sedang nyenyak tido..apa lagi meraung laa kakak sbb sakit sangat...myself pun tak tahan dgn gigitan dia..

Ramadhan kami...

 1st day of Ramadhan..our day started at Makhamah Jalan Duta..semuanya berjalan lancar..alhamdulillah..tentatifly we have to wait for the keputusan nanti for LA,..first time pergi makhamah..sooo many lawyers..heheh..mcm jakun plaks..sbb tgk semua berpakaian serba hitam...mereka beratur key in case dalam QMS then tunggu giliran untuk case dipanggil..semua bawa briefcase  beg pakaian macam nak pergi overseas..mak aiii berapa tahun punya dokumen..,,.anyway do respect them for being so patient tunggu kat ruang menunggu...our lawyer was Mr Khoo Chee Nam..arwah daddy;s classmate from Segamat..very experience man and his conversation to us remind me of arwah dad..

  the nite before was a bit pening -pening lalat ..not because bangun sahur awal but because our little guy demam panas and also cirit birit tak henti henti sampai buttocks dah jadi mcm udang bakar..kesian sbb skin dia terlampau merah sampai setiap kali buang air besar mesti nangis time nak cuci coz tak tahan sangat pedih... so apply few creams..and the peads advice to change milk to lactose free milk as emran suspected to have "lactose intolerance" and gastroenteritis ( inflammation at the stomach )which causes him to have frequent diarrhea..but amazingly he is not dehydrated although having few occurance of diaarhea a day... so no need to to admit him to hospital etc since  his fluid intake ok...dia belasah aje minum apa org kasi so takdelaa dehydrated..hihih..kalau dia dehydrate confirm kena cucuk laa masuk air..

   Menu ramadhan... simple -simple ajelaa..beli kat bazaar a few items..najla insist nak suruh buat cookies coz she wanted to help tekan acuan and decorate it...still considering it..maybe buat a few for her to bring to school to share with her friends...she still remember her atuk...she dig out all atuk's pictures at TTDI house from the boxes just to look at the pictures and put it back..

Selamat Berpuasa semua...Moga segalanya dipermudahkanNYA..

     

Ramadhan yg bakal tiba

 Insyaallah minggu depan akan bersua kembali bukan Ramadhan...this will be the first time Ramadhan without daddy.. pasti akan terasa lain...as kitorang laa yg rajin beli makanan berbuka puasa kat bazar -bazar nie..but we buy it as simple as small amount for just us.. and macam last year time daddy tak sihat we will buy the makanan that he wants to eat example ayam percik ke, murtabak ke... (  kenangan -kenangan..setiap kali pasti akan terkenang juga dia... )


 
  I am so glad my work is just office hours only...so by 6.00 pm or 6.30pm insyaallah dah sampai rumah to prepare utk berbuka puasa..and since sahur will just be me and hubby so maybe we just had a simple -simple meal for sahur..

  Owhh hari pertama puasa all of us need to go to Makhamah tinggi Jalan Duta for hearing tentang L.A regarding tukar nama,..hopefully semuanya akan berjalan lancar so that the L.A can be proceed smoothly..

Back to Corporate World

 Had started at a new place.. Small specialist centre..So far i am happy with my job here as it operates strictly office hours only although kena kerja hari Sabtu hald day but yet it is still ok compared to working in retail with shifts and also odd working hours...pharmacy job is one of the stressfull jobs in Malaysia..

  Travelling so far ok..just around 20 -30 mins drive from our house..tak payah lalu tol..so jimat duit on tol..tentang parking 60 sen sejam but got to know from the staff we can apply for the monthly passes thru the company and they will give rebate RM50...so kira half the parking fee was paid by the company.. kira jimat sesangat

  Challenge skarang kena leave for work early though Najla and Emran kena bangun se awal 7am... by 7.30am kena leave rumah...kesian kat Emran..kena mandi and makan kat nursery...usually i will prepare him elok -elok dulu every morning before sending him off to Nursery... tak apalaa..moga rezeki murah nanti akan kerja and jadi boss sendiri..insyaallah..

BBQ, Potluck n Family Gathering

 We had a great time today...BBQ,potluck and family gathering today at Rumah TTDI...invited mostly saudara mara belah arwah daddy and belah mum adalaa dalam sedikit yg datang compared to belah arwah daddy... but yet we still have a good time..


       BBQ pit was set around 9.00am by Shat's fiancee Musaab.. and later Hubby and Musaab start memasak..best wooo aroma BBQ ayam, daging, kambing  i guess satu lorong bau..hihih...then start 11.30am onwards sedara mara start datang.. abg usop yg pertama datang terus dia join diorang prepare BBQ..

     by noon most of the relatives dah datang so we all mulakan agenda dgn bacaan doa selamat yg diketuai oleh abg Mat...selepas tue apa lagi agenda makan -makan...banyak makanan...best -best..macam -macam ada semua sumbangan saudara mara and also kawan Shatirah..Rasa macam makan buffet kat hotel...haha..
     Kids memang having fun..Najla, Eusoff, Ayra, Alis and also tak lupa ilham dgn cucu kak Shahar Dzariff...Sayang Adli tak ikut cuma Alis sorang aje..kalau tak memang havoc laa dengar diorang main..Najla sebab Adli takda kawan baiknya si Eusoff tue..heheh..kesana -kemari main dgn Eusoff aje..then anak -anak Ina iaitu Mursyid, Zahraa and Hanna datang lagi laa seronok diorang main..today games kids main bubbles aje...yesterday baru beli that bubble maker yang automatik punya kat Carefour..so memang kids having fun kesana kemari mengejar bubbless..so parents diorang boleh laa makan dengan aman..hehe

 

 Oooh we also bought a birthday cake for Emran..tapi sayang birthday kek dia cepat cair plaks..hape punya birthday cake..Emran tak sempat potong pun kek tue or bergambar with it since we bought it just to share with everyone today sebagai dessert laa selepas makan kambing bakar, ayam bakar, daging bakar, dsb

gambar -gambar pun tak amik banyak sebab kitorang busy makan and melayan tetamu..^_^

Macam -macam cerita

  Almost 3 weeks being a home maker and insyaallah next week back to the corporate world... i am really pissed off with the retail chain where i did my part time coz really being a racist and also penipu besar..my last salary was given very late and to make the matter worst they only pay less than half ..bengang betul...takpe -takpe...tak halallaa duit yg di makan tue...kurang asam betul..tau last month cabut aje terus tak payah kerja tapi disebabkan polisi yg tak boleh pakai dari jabatan kesihatan kl branch ttg pembatalan pharmacist licence where have to submit surat dari majikan etc prevent me dari cabut terus..hanya jabatan kesihatan KL aje yg perlukan surat majikan tue..kalau tempat lain tak payah langsung.. one more thing that i hate is i made an official complaint to them regarding something important tapi mcm takde apa pun..huhhh kata kerja effisyen...
 
       regarding opening a pharmacy still working on it but is so damn expensive for the modal..almost a price untuk beli sebuah rumah baru...loan and also prosper PUNB have to wait also..at least 3-4 months the earliest..kalau tak 6 bulan lebih juga laa..so still keep in mind dulu and simpan harapan moga satu hari ada rezeki laa utk buka... the price of shoplot rental at the hotspot area to open a pharmacy pun boleh tahan mahal..for example at pelangi square Kota damansara rental aje dah nak 6K kot...mcm harga sebulan gaji..itu baru rental sebulan..kalau awal -awal nak buka kedai mesti kena bayar rental dulu in advance at least 3 months...mau tak rabak poket...insyaallah one day ada rezeki will open one.

          Since 3 weeks ago most of the time habiskan dgn jaga emran and also masak sket sket...kemas rumah tak dapat sangat unless emran is a sleep..kalau tak dia laa tukang sepah and have to watch him all time since dia suka memanjat sana sini..

           Insyaallah weekend nanti we will have a small gathering with family which includes bbq and potluck utk eratkan silaturrahim sesama family members..this will be the first family gathering selain dari kenduri kendara  or kematian selepas arwah daddy left us and also maybe will be the last gathering held at rumah TTDI...
      

          

        
 

Masih Terdengar di telinga..

    Nasihat itu masih terdengar dengar di telinga.. rasa macam baru semalam sahaja mendengarnya..dan tak jemu- jemu di ulang-ulangnya..


    tak sedar langsung masa terus berlalu... kekedang termimpi  yang dia masih ada di sisi..

report Card Day

 today hari Report Card Day kat Sekolah Najla..9 am dah ada kat sekolah ..Najla n friends performs Nasyid..kelakar gaks tgk diorang perform...sbb siap lupa -lupa lirik tapi belasah aje laa diorang..hahaha..Diorang perform lagu Rasulullah dan lagi satu lagu agak panjang juga..tak ingat apa nama..Najla tak concentrate sangat..masa nasyid bole plak dia berborak dgn Adli..ahakss..

     Selepas amik report card time untuk parents jumpa teacher one by one...teacher inform tentang perkembangan Najla... oklaa yg mana yang negatif tu insyaallah kita cuba laa untuk perbaiki..sbb i don't think i wanna force Najla ..let her enjoy her childhood sepuas-puasnya and its a nature she loves to play..play...play..teacher says she is very outspoken and  loves to participate in discussion...


  We had a great time juga..knowing other parents and also enjoy the food  yang disediakan.

                                                            seisi nasyid

                                                                dengan Abah

                                                         Najla's masterpiece

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY EMRAN DANISH ( Belated one)

          Our boy turns ONE on 18th June 2010..kesian Emran coz we did not have anything for him since time tue arwah Atuk dia was in ICU..the initial plan is to celebrate the birthday at TTDI on that day with Arwah Daddy, Mummy , Shatirah etc..just a small one ..dah ingat dah nak beli small kek and also p.i.z.z.a.h.u.t.. tapi ALLAH had greater plan for us..kita hanya merancang hanya ALLAH yg menentukan..tak sempat pun nak buat apa..

           I am so sorry for you sweetheart..we will plan another small celebration later next month insyaallah..perhaps buat bbq just a small celebration with family...and Ummi will never forgot your birthday the rest of my life as your birthday will reminds me on the day your Atuk left us just one dayafter you turn 1 year old..18th June , 19th June and 20th June i will  never forget these 3 days.. 20th June is my bro inlaw birthday and also my adik angkat, Huda's birthday..

             kejap jer Emran dah one year old..rasa mcm baru aje menemani dia keluar masuk hospital kerana jaundice dia tak turun -turun..he spend most of the first few weeks of his life keluar masuk hospital Pantai and also DSH...and kebetulan pula 12 hari selepas Emran lahir arwah Daddy kena stroke and he shared the same hospital and same floor with Arwah Daddy at DSH in June last year..and i did not even had time berpantang after lahirkan Emran... i guess maybe it will effect my health later tapi berserah ajelaa,,

            Emran loves to kiss people's cheeks and says muuuuaaaaksss...( haiihh mana belajar nie..^_^ ).. he still belum boleh jalan lagi ..same like his sister yang start "ada kaki " after 1 yearr ++..and beware dia akan rapat dgn orang yang ada makanan coz he loves tu "cukai" people's food by saying nakkk..nakkkk..nakkkk..hehehe..

           HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD EMRAN DANISH...


              
               

            

          

  

Separuh jiwaku pergi..

Am still trying to adapt things after Daddy left us..bohonglaa if i said i can teruskan hidup ini dengan begitu mudah skali tanpa memikirkan kenangan bersama daddy...it will take some time to adapt.. like hubby always says to me..its true as he lost his beloved father 4 years ago..i guess i am not as strong as him yang begitu sabar dan tabah..while i am a softer  heart type where i tend to easily mengalir air mata..and i salute my beloved mum yang begitu tabah..takda setitik air mata pun yang keluar when she knows that daddy will not be able to survive the 2nd stroke.. but dalam hati siapa yg tahu kan..hanya ALLAH sahaja yg  mengetahui..19hb memang i will remember it the rest of my life coz i lost both my dad and my father in law on 19hb..my dad passed away on 19th June while my father in law passed away on 19th July 2006..

   Weeks before daddy left us i manage to be with him as we slept in TTDI due to hubby had some job to do..so we didn;t send the kids to school for weeks  and most of the time Najla and Emran spend time with him while i' working..he was so happy when the kids were around especially when Emran loves to godak-godak his wheelchair and kacau the radio+ playing golf balls with him..it just makes him happy ..during the last week he always says sakit kepala but  sakit tu mcm hilang bila dia main dgn Emran..

 Ada satu malam tu kalau tak silap 2 weeks ago Abg Dolah, Kak Mala, Kak Wiha, Kak Jidah datang visit him at night.. mereka bercerita kisah -kisah dahulu and can se him laughing all his heart menceritakan kisah -kisah dahulu.. Kak Mala pun inform me tak pernah tengok daddy se happy tu..and also he ceritakan kisah -kisah lama pada abg Mat ,,

  i guess he knows that the time had come for him untuk kembali kepada NYA..that's why he refuses to go to the hospital although dia sakit kepala..that's why he always says to me that nabi pun hidup sampai usianya 63 tahun sahaja and this year daddy is 63.. Daddy also seakan tahu dia akan pergi coz he was so happy he manage to sell the TTDI home, manage to purchase Rossa@ Denai Alam but only didn't manage to pindah ke rumah baru which was schedule in 2 months time..sebaliknya dia pindah ke "rumah" dan "alam" yang lain..

 
   I browse thru daddy's SMS in his HP..ada satu SMS yang dia send pada Kak Fidah yang menyentuh hati which says like this " Time is not with us, i want to be nearer to my children so Denai Alam is the best place for me to live..." 

    it will be different without him as every morning sebelum pergi kerja @ PBD i will be at TTDI and meet him and brought his morning newspaper..now nak pergi kerja pun tak ada mood coz pasti akan terkenang -kenang and also i am glad i will be no longer at PBD starting next month.. cepatlaa masa berlalu..tak sanggup rasanya nak lalui minggu ini dan minggu depan...

today together with hubby we went to JPN utk buat sijil kematiannya..and i know it will be a long process for us to settle a few things regarding harta arwah dsb..

Ya ALLAH i almost broke down every day and doa pada Allah moga ada kekuatan dan ketabahan dan moga roh daddy ditempatkan di kalangan ahli -ahli jannah..hanya doa anak aje yang akan sampai pada seorang ayah..and i hope the family bond between  uncles, aunties,cousins anak sedara dsb sebelah arwah Daddy will always be strong as ever eventho arwah telah pergi...and next year insyaallah we will do the best for my youngest sister wedding sebagai memenuhi amanat terakhir arwah..

 Separuh jiwaku pergi..and i will miss you always


 
  

  

    

I LOST MY BELOVED DADDY..

 19th June 2010..Daddy telah kembali kepada penciptaNYA..  i am lost with words and i certainly feel very empty and sad..Daddy passed away as his injury was so severe ...i certainly will remember this day for the rest of my life..

  around morning at 9.00am when we arrived at Hospital Sg Buloh, keadaan Daddy memang dah nazak dah..he depends on life support machine..the Blood pressure is going down and down..so we gathered all the relatives to sama -sama berdoa dan bisikkan kalimah syahadah ke telinganya..Dr came around 11,00am and he inform us that daddy in actual fact dah brain dead..his pernafasan depends on the life support machine..once the machine tarik his Heart rate will eventually drop to 0...after discussion  we agreed to tarik his life support machine as we don't want to seksa him... sudah tiba masanya untuk dia kembali kepada PenciptaNYA....this is the difficult moment in my life.. i broke down and cry..rasa mcm sesak nafas sangat...Ya Allah tabahkanlaa hati ini..tabahkanlaa hati ini..tak putus -putus hati ini berdoa..i went out of ICU to called and take a deep breath..i hug Kak Ri and told her everything daddy dah takde dahhh ..ya Allah..ya Allah..we both cry .. i went down to the car untuk daptkan Emran and Najla..what saddens me Najla really broke down and cry bila dia dapat tahu Atuk dah tak ada..
  Jenazah Daddy telah dimandikan dan dikapankan di Hospital..then jenazah terus di bawa ke Masjid At Taqwa TTDI   al gufran TTDI.. alhamdulillah ramai yang datang untuk sembahyangkan jenazah daddy buat kali ke 2 di Masjid..selepas Asar Jenazah terus di bawa ke Tanah Perkuburan Islam bukit Kiara untuk dikebumikan..

     Hari -hari yang akan kami lalui sekarang pastinya akan berbeza tanpa Daddy... innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiuun..

DADDY in ICU

              It all started with a frequent headache.. dan dengan sekelip mata pada hari Khamis Dad tidak sedarkan diri.. masa tu he is  having high fever so in a rush my elder brother and my lil sis rush to Appolo TTDi to request for doctor to come home for a while an take a look..the dr said cannot laa etc...apa punya doctor..bangang..agaknya kalau ada org  tgh kritikal pun mmg tak boleh diselamatkan laa dgn sikap mcm nie..padanlaa Apollo tue tak ada org nak pergi..very -very bad service..

            so fine..we call an ambulance.. so ambulance bring him to Damansara Specialist Hospital .. Dia dah start having some fits..probably due to the high fever that he had..so after he is stabilized they did a CT Scan.. and the results shows that his brain dah swollen and ada pendarahan..kami semua terkejut..it was the 2nd stroke attack.. so he was admitted in ICU Damansara Specialist..cuma the day he was admitted  Waiting game begin coz there were NO Neurosergeon in KL / SELANGOR...semua pergi bercuti or either off duty etc... i guess Malaysian standard of health services was really annoying and also ketinggalan zaman..
so they just call from one hospital to another hospital to ask if there is the specialist available..Dalam masa yang sama my mum plan to pindahkan Dad to hospital kerajaan ..the bill sure kena melampau mahal kalau terus stay..

                  Finally one neurosurgeon from Ampang Putri datang...he explain the consequences..my mum awal -awal lagi had made a decision no to surgery or tebuk tebuk what so ever.. kalau the chances is slim she told us to redha dan sabar..mum does not want the dr to do try and error etc when they know the chances is slim and when tak berjaya the bills willl then shoot up to 200k... kekdg trick hospital swasta mmg macam tue utk dapat duit. like what happens to my arwah FIL

             So we agreed to transfer him to Sg Buloh Hospital...He is now in ICU and our prayers and doa moga Daddy dapat regain conscious kembali...Ya ALLAH berikan kekuatan kepada kami semua untuk menghadapi dugaan ini..

Half year berlalu..

 year 2010 dah masuk June...dah half year dah kita tinggalkan tahun 2010..untuk kami sekeluarga tahun ini  benar -benar quite mencabar for us...yess ( tarik nafas panjang....) takpelaa kami still masih berusaha dan akan hadapinya dgn sabar..insyaallah..life is not a straight line..pastinya setiap perjalanan hidup itu ada ranjau dugaan yang perlu dihadapi..setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya dan redha dan sabar adalah yang terbaik dari mengeluh..

        This month also i will end my contract with W*tS*n since they wanna change the term contract without my consent.. dah laa menyusahkan haku kena panjat tangga cenderasari utk explain dan beri penjelasan pada pihak yang berkenaan pastu sedap aje "cuci tangan  buat tatau and nak pinjam lesen free-free..banyak cantikkk...

         I am a free lancer and got to do locum job in W*tS*n "rival" ( guess every one tau which one..sume bole agak punya...) to be based in  Bukit Raja...the driving distance i guess will save me a lot of time compared to the current location..i will be nearer to Denai Alam..

          I do sacrifice everything for the sake of my kids... i want to spend more time with them especially during the weekends and public holidays to i rejected all the luxurios offer ( i would say that ) to work on weekends or Public Holidays...it is  PRICELESS to see their faces when they woke up in the morning on saturday/sunday/ public holiday knowing that  both of us cuti + diorang tak payah ke sekolah..

         i guess by the time Najla dah masuk standard one i would opt for just a short time locum so that i will be able to hantar and amik dia sekolah..with all the crazy people around nowdays where so many cases yang menakutkan i will never trust a stranger to send and pick up Najla to/from school..

         

Siapa laa yg mengajar ?..ishh..ishhh

 Setiap kali Najla marah kat orang she will says Gatal...example if dia marah kat atuk dia she will say atuk nie Gatal...if adik usik barang dia she says Adik nie...Gatal...hahahaha..siapa laa yg mengajar nie?..adussss


 then nowdays kalau merajuk dia kata Najla nak lari dari umah dengan adik..bila tanya lari ke mana?..dia kata lari ke bawah aje ..hehehe

 

Coti Sekolah

• Hubby not around for almost 1 week due to involve in MSSM in Kedah..time nie laa utk dia berehat but tak dapat laa juga..kesian dia.,so one week of his holiday burn laa..got to know that when balik from Kedah another week of holiday dia kena ke sekolah buat line padang utk sukan and mark papers form 4 pulak..*Sigghh **

• parents busy finding a new crib ..80 % confirm insyaallah will be staying at Denai Alam too..Mum tertarik with Rossa Design at Denai Alam...so probably if the price OK will be their home sweet home..and just about 10 mins from our house

• having quite a tough time at night managing the two kids without hubby around  coz dua -dua akan berbunyi serentak nak susu..and the kids nowday lambat plak nak zzz at night coz dua -dua nak main dulu sampai penat baru zzz..

• next week Emran will turn 1 year old...Gossshhh dah big boy dah dia..Najla dah sibuk asking for party packs to be distribute among her friends kat sekolah..,maybe we will have just a small celebration for Emran..

               

Daytrip..to Ipoh

 Today ada agenda penting.. menghadiri kenduri saffinass di Ipoh..sahabat merangkap adik angkat yang dah lama kenal dan lama dah berjanji akan datang makan nasi minyak dia...yess had always promise to attend her wedding since ?... sebagai "motivasi" untuknya mendirikan rumahtangga kerana usia makin meningkat..ahakss..every year dia menghitung tahun tapi belum sampai lagi jodohnya dan alhamdulillah tahun nie dia dah selamat bergelar isteri..:-)

  daytrip to Ipoh..quite "tricky" as hubby ada kerja..so had to handle the two kids alone..so ask my dear friend merangkap adik angkat juga Huda pergi bersama -sama ..thanks to my dear sis shatirah yang kasi pinjam Myvi coz wanna drive waja but Huda tak cekap nak pandu kereta manual...i definately could not drive as Emran for sure tak nak orang / duduk kat car seat lama -lama..and since he still pacify me when dia nak tdo..so had to asked huda to drive..

  started our journey around 10am..the day before Najla demam plak and hampir -hampir tak nak g Ipoh ahamdulillah dia dah ok this morning..ingat nak bawa Emran sorang aje and Najla stays @ TTDI but she insist to tag along..sampai nangis -nangis nak ikut g ipoh..

Journey to Ipoh..pergi agak jem juga from Rawang coz cuti sekolah baru bermula + today Public Holiday..R& R sume penuh dgn kereta mcm balik Raya laa plaks..hehehe

  Anyway..sampai Ipoh around 1.20pm...jumpa pengantin dia terkejut sangat and terlompat coz tak sangka kitorang sudi datang..hehehe...we hugged each other coz i guess i did not meet her a few years already..( berapa kali asik cakap nak datang Ipoh tak da rezeki gaks nak datang...)
she looks  lovely pakai jubah kaler cream sesuai laa dgn gelaran Ustazah Saffinass.. Cik Abe pun Ustaz

       Anyway had our lunch..amik -amik gambar..tunggu pengantin lelaki lambat sangat so we all terpaksa minta diri dulu..but sampai kat kereta sempat gaks tengok pengantin lelaki yang baru sampai..

      to my dearest Saffinass.. SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU..moga jadi isteri yang solehah n moga berkekalan ke akhir hayat...ameeeen insyaallah..

 

abis bilik pengantin najla n emran explore..hihihi

Approching our 6th years together..ALHAMDULILLAH

 Alhamdulillah pejam celik pejam celik dah masuk 6 tahun usia perkahwinan kami..alhamdulillah we manage to go thru susah payah bersama..

 we had been thru lots of things together..3 kali duk berjauhan sementara atas tuntutan belajar masa mula mula baru mendirikan rumahtangga...then berjauhan sementara 2 kali atas tuntutan kerjaya...hanya tuhan aje yg tahu perasaan kami mcm mana..we had to sacrifice our weekends to travel..travel..travel..

we also had been thru where "ada sesetengah orang yang tataulaa jenis manusia apa penuh dengan hasad dengki  pandang rendah pada kerjaya hubby sebagai teacher coz gaji "sengkek" tak laa beribu -ribu riban sebulan tapi tak apalaa janji duit itu halal..and moga kerjaya hubby mendidik anak orang lain itu "rezeki " untuk anak-anak kitorang nanti di masa hadapan

 alhamdulillah now we had our own home and syukur sangat with our Denai Alam home..and insyaallah moga di masa akan datang ada rezeki untuk kami buka bizness sendiri..

  to dearest hubby..moga ikatan perkahwinan yg kita bina akan berkekalan ke akhir hayat insya'allah..happy 6th anniversary...

 

Super Duper Penat

 I am like a chicken without head..hahaha,,managing the kids alone..hubby is not around as he is busy with some stuff and also his job..dia ada kerja tambahan as he was selected as KL team coach for Softball to MSSM...weekends pun dia dah takda kat rumah dah kena uruskan itu ini...kalau balik rumah tue pun dah quite late and the kids and also me pun dah zzzz..aduhai harapnya tak berpanjangan laa pengorbanan ini coz i miss him alot and our masa spend bersama pun limited...the kids also miss him so much where Najla always says to me Najla rinddu kat abah and also emran dah pandai calling Babahhhh...Bahhhhh

        the runny nose pun dah start pulak..guess terjangkit kat most of the customers yang datang at Wa*tSo*ns PBD yang datang non stop ke kaunter farmasi untuk purchase ubat selsema...bagus betul..siap kasi virus skali kat pharmacist..haihhhh

       

11 months old Emran..

         sekejap aje our lil boy turns 11 months...he still the manja boy wants to be carried around.. ada  4 batang gigi dah and soon to be tumbuh banyak...lately asyik tak berapa sihat aje..kesian sangat coz when he is not feeling well he tend to be ore and more clingy where we had to carry him around tak boleh duduk langsung..

          we had install the safety gates kat tangga since Emran loves climbing up stairs + turun stairs..pantang nampak tangga cepat aje..

           Happy 11 Months old Emran Danish..muaks..muakss..

      

          

Moving to Denai Alam

       My Mum and dad wanted to move out from TTDI..yerp after 30 years staying in TTDI insyaallah they decided to live in a new place and community..i guess my dad is not happy staying there anymore sejak dia sakit coz pergerakan dia limited and also a few matters

      After a few discussion they decided to sell of the house.. tengah cari buyer... dah lantik agen utk carikan pembeli..ada a few pembeli yang dah tengok rumah and interested tapi tatau laa jadi beli ke tak..so we just tunggu and lihat ajelaa..

 Well what can i say..after 30 years   tinggal kat TTDI, membesar di sana, bersekolah di sana dan elangsungkan \perkahwinan di sana i could not imagine that i day we will not be living there anymore..i guess time to move on..banyak kenangan manis and pahit kat sana yang pastinya takkan dilupakan...

 i still remeber masa early 80s dulu rumah tersebut sejak dulu pernah jadi tempat persinggahan cousin -cousin yang jauh utk stay bila mereka mencari pekerjaan di KL...rumah tersebut juga pernah menjadi tempat tinggal arwah nenek and arwah aunty raunah where both of them pass away there

  My mum and dad wanted to move to Denai Alam..yess they wanted to stay near our house..i guess my dad wanted to be nearer to the cucu -cucu and also to start a new life in Denai Alam..skrg tengah mencari cari jugalaa rumah kosong kat Denai Alam..most probably he wanted to stay within the same road as ours..perhaps a few houses away from our house..ada lagi rumah kosong..tgh survey

   Rumah Denai Alam yang baru launch and bakal launch pun skarang dah makin expensive..a huge jump of hundred thousand ringgit compared to masa kitaorang booking and beli 5-6 years ago..!!!..huhuuh..
Ada a few houses mmg cantik laa..got to know one house type name IVY terrace ada built in swimming pool inside the house...fuhhhh bestnya kalau dapat rumah mcm nie ..kids boleh swimming hari -hari...yerlaa buka living room aje dpn tue swimming pool...kan syokkk..kalau laa dapat... hehehe (Dream on Yana...:-PPP ) ..and guess what according to the sales person all SOLD OUT masa launch..hebat sungguh..

 

    

                    syoknya kalau rumah ada pool mcm nie...ini laa among the design IVY Terrace..best kan?..Najla tgk gambar nie pun super excited....hihihi

    

               
                Selepas nie nak lawat kitorang and my parents slalu slalu laa ke Denai Alam...hihihi

Warehouse sale

     
  Kami ke Bata Warehouse sale kat Menara Mustapha Kamal , Damansara Perdana today...choice of shoes tak banyak sangat tapi price Ok laa untuk yang medium budget macam kitorang nie..hihihi..tak kisah kasut jenama apa janji murah and selesa coz for everyday use,,Orang boleh tahan ramai juga laa..berebut -rebut juga mereka nak beli kasut...quite cheap starting from RM1 for children slippers and RM5 for a bubble gummers shoes..


\ yang giat bershopping shoes hari nie adalah Shahrir...yess he was so happy sampai tak sedar beli berapa pasang tah dia borong with less than RM100 coz it was so difficult to find his shoes elsewhere with a cheap price..yerlaa kasut saiz 12...susah nak cari ..kalau ada pun mau beratus sepasang kasut...lari budget woo..

      Bila dia bershopping apa agaknya kami anak beranak buat?... jawapannya....

                                                     

                                      
Santai -santai berposing sambil makan aiskrim...heheh..
    

Medicine Cabinet

  I guess every house ada medicine cabinet sendiri.. yerlaa incase of emergency..simpan stok panadol sket, ubat itu sket,, ubat ini sket.. our medicine cabinet more or less ada macam-macam... hahaha yerlaa dah kerja pharmacist mestilaa stok banyak ubat kan...:-ppp ...

        i do stock up some medicine just in case for emergency case for the children and also for both me and hubby,,, Yang mesti ada dalam our medicine cabinet adalah :

     Voltaren suppositories & Nurofen Syrup - ubat ini sangat penting terutama kalau the kids demam panas.. if temperature diorang more than 39 degree masuk 1 supp inside the buttock and within 15 minutes the temperature will turun..quite fast juga laa since if kids demam we need to control their temperature not to be so high or they will have a potential to get seizure.. Nurofen syrup we give as an alternative if susah sangat nak masuk ubat via buttocks tue.. its also fast to reduce the temperature compared to normal panadol/ Paracetamol Syrup..but we do keep paracetamol syrup as well

     Phenergen syrup - for running nose/ block nose/sneezing..and also cough with flam for the kids..

    Dhamotil , Charcoal, ORS - for us if food poisoning and also cirit birit..yang ini memang effective terutama time emergency sangat..

         

       Bena expectorant -for cough with flam.. ini ubat sangat zzzz.. tak boleh drive kalau makan ubat ini.. a good way to rest if you really have cough..anyway awas jangan beli BENADRYL original kotak merah  coz it contains pig.. tak halal ..

        Other cough syrup like Breacol, , Ibu anak etc we all jarang simpan coz its simple wouldn't work for us.. We also keep some cream incase of allergic/ insect bites/ rashes

 Betnovate N cream - works for us and the kids...jadi senang ajelaa simpan 1 stok aje..-))

  Itu ajelaa antara barang yang memenuhi kabinet ubat-ubatan kami.. since most of the items especially the syrup dah buka so we had to put all of it dalam fridge..so kira "penuhkan" fridge ^_^... next yang kena ada mestilah kotak First Aid Kid.. berguna kalau kecemasan luka kena air panas ke, tercedera tangan ke. etc.. we all belum beli lagi.. insyaallah will get it soon..

Ten Month old Emran

    
 Emran turns 10 month on 18th June 2010...the day we went to PD.. Owhh he "celebratre" his 10 months old dengan demam panas laa plak..gigi baru tumbuh 2 batang kat bawah and skrang nak tumbuh lagi 2 batang kat rahang atas..

  Semua kata dia friendly baby...senyum aje kat orang sekeliling tak kira siapa...hobi skrang adalah panjat tangga rumah Denai Alam + rumah TTDI..so kena watch him all the time..teacher kat taska kasitau he can stand but malas nak jalan...hihih..prefer orang dukung and lentok badan ke belakang..sama perangai macam ummi dia masa kecil suka di dukung oleh arwah nenek..) ...he is a DRAMA KING...pagi -pagi before pergi sekolah after he and his sister dah shower -shower he will show tantrum by crying non stop minta belas
kasihan untuk didukung..so quite "challenging" juga laa untuk ummi bersiap-siap pergi kerja..

     lagi 2 bulan he will be one year old...hope he will grow as one healthy boy
 

first Vacation....

 For my Dad.... YEss its his first ever vacation...


we are so exhausted and tired so we decided to plan for a short vacation..we plan to go to tempat dekat ajelaa...pergi Port Dickson..i invited shatirah,mum, dad, aunty Maya, Uncle Faroq, Adi + family to tag along..sajer aje jalan -jalan ke pd sambil bawa the kids mandi laut n tido hotel

its a first so called vacation for my dad after his stroke attack..sejak kena stroke my dad was quite sensitive with his surrounding..he don't want to go out or go anywhere except to NASAM..we have to understand his feelings as a sick man..yesss memang perlukan kesabaran yang tinggi.. ( i really salute my beloved Mummy for the kesabaran..)for those who know my dad i guess you all know how his attitude is...so we really had to understand him..How is it fell to be in a wheelchair most of the time...not easy to understand the feeling unless we are in his shoes.. my dad masa dia sihat everyday dia berdoa tak kena stroke tapi takdir ALLAH.. and he had to accept the faith dengan penuh kesabaran...

   Adi + family tak dapat ikut..so we all went in 2 cars..We booked a 2 Apartment suites at Ancasa All suites, PD.. tolak from TTDI around 10.00am slow drive sampai kat PD around noon...Tempat dia awsome juga laa...bilik memang cantik and sesuai for family vacation...owhhh by the way before going to PD i emailed the customer service officer at Ancasa telling them about my dad condition and requested for a lower floor... so they all dah ready laa...Customer service dia ok and very helpfull ..they help with the bags etc ...memang banyak laa since we needed to bring my dad punya peralatan..

     
                                                     One of the rooms



       After lunch yang disponsor oleh Aunty Maria (consist of Rendang Ayam,Sambal Udang, rendang daging,nasi himpit..Nasi lemak masak kat hotel guna rice cooker..) ..semua rehat  sebelum plan nak ke pantai that evening except us.....Since Najla was so excited nak mandi pool..so after Zohor bawa Najla and Emran ke pool...owhhhh few days before Emran demam panas which make us worried juga laa coz his temperature turun naik turun naik..Ended up we did not sleep at night taking care of him tuam -tuam his head giving all sorts of medicine etc and lastly ended up bringing him to DSH on Friday morning around 3.30am..Dr said it was tonsilitis..but we rasa because dia nak tumbuh gigi atas ( gigi kapak) and also viral infection..Dr gave some medicine and masuk half suppositories kat punggung dia..i question the doctor boleh ke masuk supp for a baby less than 1 year since my knowledge was the supp not recommended for children below 1 year.. i also never ever advice my customers to beli Voltaren Supp for the children less than a year.. Dr said kalau half boleh tapi tak boleh insert lagi coz it will damage the liver for children below 1 year..We bring all the medicine to PD..ended up hubby insist nak rendamkan Emran juga kat pool nak hilangkan panas badan dia..so Emran pun kena laa mandi skali..awal -awal dia nangis coz takut air ...hehehe..memang drama king betul..last -last baru Ok..

                         Tengah hari mandi pool for 2 hours then naik bilik rehat kejap..lepas Asar pergi pantai pulak.,,,hahaha,,,yerlaa dah duk sehari je mestilaa manfaatkan sepenuhnya masa tue...hihihi..takkan nak duk dalam bilik aje..rugi duit...petang tue insist untuk bawa lagi Emran and Najla mandi pantai pulak...sadly the pantai was a bit dirty..tak syok mandi langsung...orang pun agak ramai since its a public beach bukan private beach..Aunty Maria wanted naik the banana ride but was quite costly..around RM50..so naik ramai jimat laa tapi susah laa nak naik since we all pun tak cukup corum and takkan nak bawa Emran n Najla naik..Nak naik boat i guess i mabuk laut..so skip that activity..ended up Aunty Maria, Uncle Faroq and Shat stroll along the pantai sampai sunset., Dad tak nak turun pantai ..so he just watched from the balcony..Mum turun for a short while saje ambil angin before naik balik to teman dad..We all ?...kejap ajelaa ke pantai then sambung balik mandi pool...hehehe..petang tu kat pool ada activiti menari dalam air.. hubby and najla participate with the activity..mereka suruh exercise dalam air and also do the chicken dance..Ada juga poney ride..maybe next time laa..

                                                   Drama King Emran..
  
                   Malam after dinner semua dah kepenatan.. Emran and Najla slept well.. Next morning after breakfast..sambung lagi kat pool sebelum check out..the breakfast was superb..ada pankek,bubur,nasi goreng,meehun, ayam goreng, fruits, bread etc...dad also enjoy it..we requested for his breakfast to be served upstairs..so they send it up to our apartment.. thumbs up for the service..

                       

        Around10.30am we all pun check out..We really had a great time laa..should do it more often..kalau ramai- ramai memang seronok laa..owhhh by the way Emran lepas kena rendam 2-3 kali terus baik demam..hehehe,,,so hubby kata next time kalau dia demam kena bawa tido hotel laa rendam dia kat pool..:-PP...We find out that Emran dia jarang dapat sakit but once dia sakit ambil masa lama sket nak sembuh although with all the medicines...probably because he is G6PD deficiency while on the other hand Najla senang juga dapat infection dari persekitaran dia like batuk/demam/ selsema but once given medication +  little bit of antibiotik dia cepat aje sihat semula..masa nak balik Najla ended up batuk batuk sket coz tak cukup rehat..tapi overall she's ok laa after her ummi kasi all sorts of medicine..;-))

       

Still searching

 A still hoping for a Locum job in Shah Alam...setakat ini belum rezeki ini...i am sick and tired of driving everyday menempuh jem dari Shah Alam to KL yang mengambil masa 2 hours instead of usual 20 minutes.. i am sick and tired of the parking rate yang mahal gile yang tetiba aje naik rate pasal apa tah dari usual flat rate to RM3 per hour which i terpaksa work 10 hours the rate will be RM30/day?????...boleh makan 1 pizza setiap hari or can rembat 2 starbuck Ice blended..:-PPP...

     I am sick and tired of some people yang tak paham that i am only working as a LOCUM PHARMACIST with a hourly salary/day  and treat me like i am the PERMENANT staff where i have to help them achieve their sales and KPI...apa halnya?...i don't get a CENT pun for that instead you guys bersuka ria with the monthly bonus for achieving the target etc ...i don't mind helping but some people are too much...bak kata orang laa beri betis nak paha...berani complain and interfere with my life and family by questioning my job etc... ini i tak boleh sabar...i'll put a full stop on that.,,tunggulaa sampai masanya nanti,,

     Gosshh...mana -mana pergi ada je orang PHD...bukankah rezeki masing -masing ALLAH yg tentukan.....tak payah laa nak dengki -dengki...

RP

What is RP?...its a Business Proposal ( dalam bahasa melayu Rancangan Perniagaan ) which we all tak tido malam utk menyiapkannya...Its 100 % done cuma tak submit lagi coz we still couldn't find a perfect place to start our biz..ada yg ok..tapi mak aiii sewanya mahal sangat...mcm sebulan gaji basic...ada yg murah tak sesuai kot location dia...still finding and finding..before we submit the RP to the relevant "tempat"..^_^

           It took us quite some time nak siapkan..actually boleh siap awal tapi ada "gangguan" menaip dari Emran..hihih..since he was so clinggy..macam mana nak menaip...so had to put him to sleep first then baru laa menaip..ended up we sleep at 2++ am and esoknya hari bekerja...whooo memang letih n mengantuk laa tak usah cakap di siang hari..though i do respect the parents out there yg sambung belajar time dah berkeluarga n ada anak kecik -kecik nie..kalau me memang tak sanggup laa...perhaps my determination was not that strong enough..kalau anak dah besar  i guess takda masalah..

            hopefully berjaya laa utk start biz nie..its not an easy task..i have set my goal..insya'allah hopefully semuanya dipermudahkan..