Sudah Botak

 My boy dah botak..after  1yr 5 months finally we cut his hair...his hair was not so long but hubby decided to cut it anyway..berbekalkan mesin potong rambut letrik jadi barber sendiri laa yek..hehehe..so jimat RM..:-PP ... hubby decided to potong rambut No2 ( or is it No 1? ) ..emran was so scared with the machine and he cried out so loud  and meraung raung.. macam laa sakit padahal tak sakit pun...drama king betul..

Najla's Story...

 Lama tak cerita bout our Najla...in less than 1 month she will turn 5 years old...aduss rasa makin tua dah..kejap je dia nak masuk 5 tahun..

   she still the talkative girl yang suka cakap tak berenti -henti..sampai kalau org tak tahan mesti pening kepala..hahah..time dia senyap adalah time tido aje..:-P..hari -hari dan setiap masa ada aje topik perbualan dia and ada aje idea borak dia..

     sangat excited untuk ke sekolah every day and did not mind to wake up at 7.00am everyday to get ready for school..alhamdulillah part nie yang syok coz agak memudahkan utk umminya bersiap ke kerja..tak lambat dsb coz she had no problem waking up in the morning.mandi bersiap ke sekolah dsb..since now dah start cuti sekolah we still send her and Emran  to school as since hubby is no longer a teacher so school holidays dia kerja macam biasa..:-)) ..owhh kat sekolah pun teacher kata sangat laa lasak and teacher says Najla loves to jump around and she is like a jumping jelly beansss...hahaha..

       She's soo inlove into swimming pools and also art...melukis dan menconteng sana sini adalah her favourite..insyaallah kalau ada "rezeki" will enroll her in art classes like get crafty at OU.. i am sure she will love it so muchhh

      

Training Bomba

yesterday 9 staff from my workplace  including me went to Balai bomba Sg Buloh for a whole day training...a really great experience but very -very tiring..bukan senang kerja bomba nie..hose pun dah berat 25kg..belum lagi baju dia..

        with my office mate Kak Yus

    we all semua memang tak sangka laa hose berat 25kg..i really had trouble carrying the hose with one hand and have to run 100 meters with the hose..huhuh.,..bukan sekali dua angkat tapi 5 -6 kali juga..so total 25kg x 6 times = 150 kg yesterday..besuides that kena kawad juga.. i totally forgot how to kawad already..the last time kawad was 7 years back rasanya masa latihan training kat UKM dulu..  Memang pancit..nampak sangat my stamina memang tak kuat..huhuhu,,

   we all kena pegang hose when they open the air to 10 bar...tembak orang sure terbang punya..we had a hands on experience and also we all kena tembak air dgn sarjan yang mengajar..memang basah kuyup laa..


      with our trainer sarjan samuri

                                                  training yang lasak..huhuhu


   memang penat sangat laa but  really wonderfull experience..bukan senang nak training whole day dgn bomba plus we get the chance to naik kereta bomba, try all their peralatan etc.. disebabkan penat sangat balik pun i  tersesat jalan ke shah alam..wanted to go from sg buloh to shah alam via guthrie highway tapi terlepas plaks simpang guthrie tue sampai ke penjara sungai buloh..so ha to turn back..kesian 1 friend of mine yg ikut belakang i tersesat juga..had to ask her to turn around and show her the way to bukit subang exit via guthrie highway..my mistake since i memang tak biasa langsung area sungai buloh and tak pernah laa ke sana after daddy passed away..entahlaa maybe coz sbb teringat kenangan terakhir daddy di  Hosp Sungai Buloh so i not so keen to go to Sg Buloh if tak ada apa -apa hal so i don't really know the area well.... today my whole body memang sakit laaa hasil penangan mengangkat 150kg..and also have starting to have sore throat etc..

                                              gambar kenangan my office mate and sarjan samuri

     

Happy 17th months old Emran

 Yayyy...this boy dah setahun 5 bulan...owhhh sangatlaa lasak..jatuh terhantuk dah banyak kali dah...huhuhu...lebam kat pipi dahi owhh jangan cakap laa..memang ado..

  skarang dia panggil sume orang abah aje..hehehe..adoii bila laa nak advance panggil ummi nie..:-P..tapi still clingy boy..sanggup nangis pegang kaki kitorang semata -mata nak suruh dukung dia..kalau tak brguling guling laa dia sampai kita dukung...and syoknya berguling tak kira tempat depan toilet..kat dapor..adoii laaa baby boy nie..manjaaaa...^_^


 next year we plan to change his school...nak masuk sama sekolah dengan kakaknya...insyaallah..at least he  can learn something since current taska dia more on daycare only where the children just main + makan + tido + tengok tv...errr so i don't think Emran can learn anything from those activities..

  

Story About my father ( Continue)

 30th June 2009, at around 6.45am my dad suddenly had a stroke attack.. he could not speak at all..but he tried to.. he called Aunty Rokiah  in Shah Alam and Aunty Rokiah knew it was a stroke.. its was a "code blue emergency".. Quickly they called the ambulance and Abg Usop.. it seems so long to travel from TTDI to DSH..

 myself was in PMC as Emran was still on jaundice on his 12 days of life.. its quite a challange for me physically and emotionlly during that time as just a few days before Emran was admitted to PMC ( again) i did speak to him and how happy he was to carry Emran in his arms..

     in DSH things was quite chaos.. dad was quickly rush for CT Scan and also heart scan etc.. for CT Scan it was confirmed there was a clot and bleeding and during that time he was semi concious.. Dr need to put him in ICU for monitoring purpose.. but Dr broke down the news that he will be semi paralyzed if he managed to recover from the stroke attack.. I would say during his time in ICU it was seems like a " waiting  game" for our family..kami cuma mampu berdoa agar diberi kekuatan dan juga kesabaran

   One week in ICU..Dad manage to come out from the danger zone and transferred to a normal ward with monitoring.. a few doctors come to attend dad in DSH name it cardiologist, meurologist,  physician. gastroentologist ..what makes us angry  is one Cardiologist who quickly jump into conclusion that my dad had no harapan untuk pulih.. i mean it is such a "cruel" words to say to a family members not to put up hope/ berdoa..hanya ALLAH yg berkuasa..not the doctors yg boleh tentukan ajal maut seseorang.. my mum take it positively and say to the cardiologist..its ok he will improve with god will ..terus belah cardiologist tue and tak datang lawat dah.. i guest the cardiologist just wanted RM from Dad's insurance  for his so called " consultation " ..

I admire the positive atitude from the neurologist Dr Azmi who really gives encouragement and support.. he said Dad can improve but takes times.. maybe a year, maybe more years to come..

  yes indeed its true through out the journey of recovery he had improved a lot..from totally bedridden and could not talk at all ( vegetative condition ) he can talk, can walk with the help of walking sticks ..a recovery that Dr Azmi also agak terkejut.. it could not happens without the continuous support and positive attitude from my arwah dad himself, my mum especially being wih him 24-7 , and my other family members.. the journey to recovery was sometimes challenging,,,only we family knows what happens and am gladfull semua dapat lalui dgn tabah sabar although sometimes rasa kesabaran itu hilang.. but we know we want the best for him.. During Shat's engaggement on 27th Feb 2010 he was quite overwhelming that the crowd which consist of family members ( around 300 ++ ) datang .. neither did we know it will be the last function held in our TTDI house with him

  11 months after his journey to recovery, on 17th June 2010 dad suffered a 2nd stroke just one day before Emran turns one.... and he did not survive the 2nd stroke..CT Scan revealed that his brain was already bleeding all over..and he will not survive it..true enough..and 19hb June 2010 daddy kembali pada penciptaNYA pada pukul 11.50am di ICU Hospital Sg Buloh..

Dari Allah kita datang kepadaNYA kita akan kembali.. i will cherish all the moments with him and i hope my children especially Najla who spend most of her times with him will also do the same in a way that she never forgets her atuk who had been with her for 4  years 6 months..

Story about my father..

 its already Nov and in less than 2 months dah masuk 2011.. tahun 2010 yg akan ditinggalkan pastinya membawa seribu satu kenangan.. siapa sangka the 1st 6 months of 2010 we still had our dad with us but towards the next 6 months in 2010,we are left without him..

    I do want to write previously regarding my dad but i guess sometimes ianya terhenti di situ bila tiba waktu nak menulisnya..

 My Dad was born and raise in Segamat Johore.. He was the youngest in the family...He is a Mechanical engineer by profession..  he loves to play golf and usually he kill time by playing golf with his friends or sometimes with family members..

  Most yg kenal my dad will know how strict he was.. some people will take his words as very harsh and maybe ada yg akan berkecil hati.. for me personally it is a way its good to be strict coz if not we are not here and achieved what we are now today.. His prirority 1st is towards education as he always said that only education can transform the life of one person..yes indeed its true..he encourage to go as far as we can in education..

  Since my dad came from a big family so he had so many anak -anak sedara, cucu sedara or etc..its fun actually to have a big family as when it comes to occasion dapat berkumpul ramai-ramai.. prisip dad towards saudara mara is to ziarah and saling mengunjungi sesama keluarga tak kira laa saudara itu muda dari kita..Dulu masa daddy sihat we used to be agak memberontak or marah why dad would sibuk -sibuk take the initiative to visit anak -anak buah/ cucu sedara sedangkan mereka did not call or take initiative to visit him..but i realize it does not matter if we are older we cannot take the initiative to visit the younger ones as menziarahi dapat mengeratkan silaturrahim sesama kaum keluarga..

   Dad also was actively involved in  IEM ( Institut Engineer Malaysia)... He had become among the lead council to accredate Engineering Courses in local and private universities in Malaysia..

   Dad life transformed when he suffered a stroke on 30th June 2009..

to be continued...