TiRed..

 Fuhh  macam orang tak berpantang pulak coz i have been out here and there to settle some important things..yess it is only 25 days supposed to be strapped up at home having a nice rest, berbengkung, param pilis etc but have more important things to do..

    Firstly is to uruskan the maid permit...kena tunggu almost 3 jam juga laa kat imigresen sebab ramai orang.. maid sudah sampai..we have been ups and down here n there nak uruskan her work permit.. she is 24 by the way..setakat ini for me oklaa cuma we need to train her and instruct her untuk buat apa selain jaga  Rafeeq.. Hopefully she will be ok taking care of the children nanti once i start working in 1 month time..yang penting dia boleh tengok-tengokkan najla before najla ke sekolah and taking care of Rafeeq selain dari to ensure rumah kemas dan bersih.....kekdang buntu juga nak suruh dia buat kerja apa...hehehe coz dah biasa semuanya buat sendiri,,agak kekok jugalaa nak arah-arahkan dia buat itu ini..pas beberapa bulan harap -harap dia tau laaa apa dia nak buat dgn tak payah disuruh lagi...Najla will be no longer staying at day care centre ..for Emran we will send him to school as usual so he can learn and socialized with his friends..hopefully semuanya berjalan dengan lancar...

 2nd nak uruskan about all the claims yang hendak dituntut dari pihak insurans semasa the children hospitalized..we are entitled to claim all the expenses during Rafeeq stays in hospital and also Najla and Emran's follow up after being discharged from DEMC..not forgetting to claim from Prudential for approximately Ringgit Malaysia **** for the birth of child

 3rdly uruskan Aqiqah Rafeeq...this  time insya'allah memang we plan bak buat aqiqah Rafeeq early during my confinement leave.. supposed yg paling afdal adalah on the 7th day after his birth but masa tu all were down with conjunctivitis.. so memang tak dapatlaa nak buat time tersebut..insya'allah we will be having the occasion after Hari Raya Haji..

4th ...uruskan my pharmacist licence for 2012 which needed to be renew every year...terpaksalaa pergi sendiri coz syarat for the licence have to be renew and collected by the person itself..


  5th.... uruskan renewal KWSP utk bayar loan rumah...haisshhh why laa semua nya have to be during this time....procedure nya pun bukannya simple..have to go here and there jugak..kena pergi  Maybank subang requested for a letter of housing loan balance ...then have to go to KWSP to submit and wait for approval..


 after dah settle semua urusan barulaaa boleh tarik nafas lega dan sambung balik confinement leave..another 1 month more to go...cepatnye ...

the Adjustment phase..for abang Emran

   While Najla has no problem adapting the role of kakak for her two brothers Emran on the other side was a bit jelous dgn adik..hehehe...he loves his little brother very much coz he will always kiss his brother time tido sampai Rafeeq started to cry..cuma he will get jelous kalau tgk abah and ummi attending Rafeeq.. When Abah holds on to Rafeeq he will follow Abah closely pegang seluar semua sampai susah nak jalan..when baring dgn Rafeeq he will jump around kat atas abah..Guess he is trying to adapt the role of abang sebab selama nie before adik lahir he was the one yang youngest....

@ 15 days

 Najla and Emran tak sabar nak tunggu Rafeeq besar sikit supaya boleh laa diorang syok main dengan Rafeeq...skarang bila they put some toys sebelah rafeeq  their comment is Ummi kenapa Rafeeq asyik tido ajeeee..

 

berpantang sendiri...

like the previous pregnancy.. kali ini pun berpantang sendiri di rumah sendiri... kadang -kadang lari kejap g berpantang  rumah my mum...alhamdulillah bersyukur rumah mum dekat ..

 hari nie baru laa Emran boleh ke sekolah semula after cuti for almost 3 weeks..fuhh lama betul dia cuti sampai teacher dia pun windu kat dia...hehe.. so pantang dengan Rafeeq was quite ok..he drinks his milk, tidur lena..time tu boleh laa buat kerja sket like pumping session, buat laundry, kemas rumah sket, kemas dapur dsb.. cuma mop lantai or cuci toilet belum dapat buat lagi since tak larat lagi nak bongkok -bongkok sbb once bongkok tempat operation akan rasa sakit lagi..i need at least 6 to 8 weeks to heal after the operation. but needed also to do some house work.. jarang take a nap in the noon maybe sebab dah biasa kerja takda nap in the noon..jadi nak adjust sket utk nap bila rafeeq nap itu yg jadi masalah sket plus nanti kalau tido siang malam tue for sure  i cannot sleep at all..

 After much discussion with my mum from next week onwards we will be having a new maid ( again), ...this is the 2nd time pakai maid ,,1st time ada maid memang very bad experience so we did not hire any sejak kitorang send off the 1st maid balik sehelai sepinggang in Oct 2009..so after two years decided to have one to look after Rafeeq, and also tengok -tengokkan Najla as next year she will be in Standard One plus we can send Emran to school for half day aje tak payah full day.. we memang plan tak nak hantar Najla ke transit house when she is in Standard One sebab kesian kat dia..at least before dia pergi sekolah she can rest first and have her lunch at home..So we need to hire one.. Hopefully this one is OK laa,..Nantilaa if ada rezki lebih selepas selesai semua "tanggungan" hopefully i can be a Stay at Home Mom..


 Makanan dalam pantang kali nie simple aje- Makan semua yg boleh dimakan minus air sejuk..hehehe..cuma now i was advice by the home care nurse not to start taking ikan haruan or gamat dulu...have to wait for at least 2 to 3 months after the operation baru boleh ambil..this is due to the "fast healing" effect by both ikan haran and also gamat tak berapa bagus for c-section ... true also  from my experience

Entry Bergambar... Rafeeq Danish

berpantang ...the first 2 weeks

Seriously have not started the "berpantang bentul -betul and strict condition " yet although nak masuk 2 weeks dah after Rafeeq lahir..this is due to the whole family was down with Conjuctivitis...the worst ever conjuctivitis infection yang melanda and kebetulan timing macam ini pulak....jadi both husband and me was too occupied with the children..Najla was admitted  on the day i was discharged selepas Rafeeq lahir..  Dr Ahmad ( the peadtrician ) suggested her to be admitted as her eye infection did not go away after one week..plus she develop some infection kat lung...so terpaksalaa she stay at the hospital for 3 days...during that time hubby had to look after her bergilir -gilir dgn my MIL .. while myself  and the boys stayed kat rumah mum..my 2nd day after balik rumah i develop fever..not sure due to engorgement or due to tiredness..after few dose paracetamol dah ok dah...

 Najla was discharged after 3 days 2 nite kat ward.. After Najla Emran pulak kena ..but his condition was quite worst i would say sbb dua -dua mata kena..najla sebelah aje..and after 1 week tak ok juga malah jadi lagi teruk so kena juga laa admit.. Rafeeq Jaundice also was on the higher site plak this week..jadi memang kena phototerapy laa.. requested Dr Ahmad to admit the boys together on the same floor jadi senang nak monitor and bergerak..

  and here we are back in DEMC..guess what Nurse kat Wad Baiduri 3rd floor  sini dah kenal dah muka kitorang nie...hahaha ...mana tak nye last week i admit due to bersalinkan Rafeeq...then discharge.. then Najla pulak admit.. and discharge ... then Emran and Rafeeq pulak kena admit..esok insya'allah boleh discharge..siap tanya ehhh puan bukan datang last week ke?...baru bersalin dah boleh jalan dah?..semua macam hairan bin ajaib...apa nak buat we managed our kids on our own without any maid or helper or etc..just a little help from mum and also my MIL..anak -anak tak sihat,,so we all laa have to be incharge of everything..

               Eye infection is the worst kalau kena jangkit kat the whole family..it takes time to heal if it is Viral Conjuctivitis like we all kena...all was down with red eye.. hubby on MC for a week,,..but kalau kena the children agak worst laa mcm Emran kena sebab yang kita takutkan children of his age tend to rub the eyes bila rasa  gatal or discomfort..this can cause mata hilam or kornea akan cedera and guess what if the cornea tercedera it will effect the eye sight and take months to heal..that was inform by the ophtamologist to us...quite scarry juga sbb kita tak tahu if the eye sight ok atau tak..like in Emran case his bola mata hitam dah tercedera sikit ..nasib kornea tak tercedera..so we had to monitor him until he is 100 % heal..

 The Ophtamologist also inform us sakit mata kalau kena the whole family memang seksa laa but it will not come again in maybe 10 to 15years..harap-harap masin laa mulut ophtamologist tu sbb tak sanggup dah hadapinya lagi,

   time macam ini selepas bersalinkan Rafeeq terkenang masa last 2 years bersalinkan Emran..where during this time juga daddy kena stroke and was warded for 1 Month in DSH..time tue mmg we all kelam kabut laa semua sbb he is in ICU tak tahu he can survive or not..terkenang seangat balik bila bersalinkan Rafeeq ini... owhh i miss him so much...today genap 1 year 4 months he had gone..and Rafeeq was the first cucu lahir after he had passed away..insya'allah another 2 more cucu(s) to come as my sister will be due in Dec while my SIL due in Jan 2012..kalaulaa dia ada pastinya he will be very -very happy  dengan kehadiran ahli keluarga yang baru..

Rafeeq Danish..the birth story ( PART 2 )

She arrange for emergency LSCS ..they all quickly prepare for the  OT procedure..kebetulan time tue ramai pulak kat OT due to ada code blue case..jadi memang kena queue..myself on the other hand tak larat dah nak tunggu sbb makin lama kontraksi makin kuat

  at 3.45pm i was wheeled to OT..the anesthetist came and inform the procedure bius ( epidural /spinal )  and operation procedure ..what to expect etc.. i will be operate dalam keadaan sedar cuma dibiuskan dari pinggang ke bawah..

  Err quite scarry and merasa jugak experience dibedah dalam sedar....masa dr Mazita start procedure dpt bau mcm laser semasa dia potong kulit ...kalau org lain rasa ngeri kot but for me rasa tak sabar sgt time tue nak tunggu baby keluar..the OT staff pun asik give encouragement to me and say kejap lagi baby puan akan keluar..sekejap aje lagi..puan bersabar yek.. i angguk aje..

 By 4.00 pm dr Mazita inform kata dia  dah ready dah nak keluarkan baby..anasthetist inform me dia akan push my stomach kuat  jadi akan rasa sakit sikit while Dr Mazita akan tarik baby keluar..so with one big push at the stomach sementara Dr Mazita tarik,and at 4.04pm  the baby was out... alhamdulillah ...allahuakbar and assalamualaikum  baby..itu yang didengari dlm OT tersebut  bila Rafeeq keluar...and his voice memang kuat laa.. Nurse cepat -cepat bersihkan dia,buat suction utk buang air ketuban dalam lungs dia.. while i took a glance on my right side where the baby was.. Alhamdulillah syukur semuanya selamat...

Dr proceed utk keluarkan uri dan mulakan process menjahit semula.. selepas everything settled i was wheeled out to recovery unit for few hours while Rafeeq was pushed to Nursery.. hubby telah dipanggil utk azankan dan iqamahkan baby...


 Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat althought terpaksa went thru the Emergency C- Section..tak ada rezki nak bersalin normal dah after this but never the less bersyukur sebab Rafeeq selamat dilahirkan pada petang Sabtu 8th Nov 2011...

Rafeeq Danish..the birth story ( PART 1 )

   A few days before Rafeeq arrived memang terasa kontrasksi kuat.. tak boleh tido dah every night because of muscle cramps and also the contraction..so masa last check up dgn Dr Mazita pada 6th Oct 2011 dah discuss dgn Dr tanya boleh induce tak sbb dah tak larat dgn stress menunggu,,,hahaha,,dr terkejut sbb dia kata aikk stress ke..hubby explain kata agak stress juga sbb we all don't know what to expect.. tambahan hubby tak boleh nak cuti selagi tak bersalin... once the baby is out dia akan dapat unrecorded leave 7 hari...

   After discussion dgn dr and dr did the seluk -seluk thing.. Dr kata ok boleh laa try induce... so on Friday 7th October early morning Dr suruh admit...kena datang before 7am..so Dr can insert the tablet utk lembutkan serviks in the morning and monitor the progression from morning..

  at 7am on Friday we all dah sampai DEMC admission...selepas quick breakfast terus masuk Labor room..at 8.30am Dr inserted the tablet.. Progression was quite slow... 1st tablet inserted, after few hours dilation cuma 3cm..kebetulan pulak bilik still penuh,jadi we all still lepak kat labor room..petang at 5pm dr inserted another tablet..progression ada peningkatan juga..kontraksi makin terasa..finallly at 6pm baru dapat bilik..malam mmg tak boleh tidur dah sbb kontraksi makin kuat..

           esoknya saturday 8th october awal pagi dah ke labor room semula...contraction makin kuat but surprisingly the opening baru 4cm...long way to go to delivery..dr n nurse so supportive..jenguk 2-3 kali tanya ada rasa nk meneran tak..unfortunately takda lagi..

           dalam kol 2pm after more than few hours dalam labor room memang penat..progression pun quite slow...tambahan pula perut dah start masuk angin,jadi setiap kali kontraksi kuat terus rasa nausea and nak muntah...i grab hubby hand kuat -kuat bila rasa contraction and also recite the doa nabi yunus dalam perut ikan paus..memang tak larat dah tambahan kat previous operation scar rasa sakit dah pulak setiap kali contraction.. Dalam 3.30pm mcm tue Dr Mazita datang..discuss dgn Dr macamana..dia quite concern sbb bila dia check opening baru 6 cm..still long way juga..dia kata kalau nak masuk 8 cm ke atas boleh laa bantu-bantu..she was really concern takut baby push kat tempat previous scar and sebabkan internal bleeding.. so she said terpaksa laa go for emergency LSCS sbb dah tak boleh dah nak pergi for normal delivery..

 

Our 3rd bundle of joy had arrived....Alhamdulillah

 meet our new family member..

                   Name : RAFEEQ DANISH BIN SHAHRIR AZMIL
                   D.O.B  8.10.2011 SATURDAY 4.04PM AT 38 WEEKS
                  MODE OF DELIVERY: EMERGENCY LSCS
                  WEIGHT : 3.24 KG
                  HEIGHT : 51 CM
                  
          Will blog about pengalaman bersalin later....Alhamdulillah syukur dgn kehadiran another prince in the family...now we really need to recover coz everybody in the house was down with red eye infection...

down with red eye and false (labour) alarm twice...

  minggu nie mencabar sungguh...starting dari weekend yang lepas tak sihat. Najla is having a very terrible cough especially at night..she completed her antibiotic course but yet the cough does not reduce...she has been coughing every night.. then come sunday her left eye suddenly red macam merah saga..teruk betul her left  eye all red..

 So we bring her to a GP..was given antibiotic eye drops but still the red eye tak hilang..aduss sudah..mcm mana nie.. dah masuk hari ke 4 hari ini pun still mata merah tak berkurangan..decided to bring her to see a peadtrician sbb risau mata tetap merah sahaja despite antibiotic eye drops...Dr confim its left eye conjunctivitis with quite a severe infection..so dr prescribed a stronger antibiotic eye drop..hopefully akan bertambah sihat...dr also prescribed some steroid syrup for her coughing.. dr do inform that cara dia cough is most likely macam dia ada asthma but our family history takda orang yang asthma..dulu masa she is 1 year old ada juga one peads pun kata dia ada asthma.. but the peads said is most likely just a childhood short term asthma ..but most likely its just an inflammation kat paru -paru dia..

  this week also i experience false alarm untuk bersalin twice,,poor hubby he had been worried so much sampai tak tidur few days and tak dapat pergi kerja few days sebab risau..he also must be very-very tired asik drive ulang alik ke DEMC aje..False alarm yang pertama is happens on Sunday nite till Early tuesday morning..masa  tue rasa macam kontraksi terlalu kerap.. pinggang pun teramat lenguh,,so decided to go to the dr on tuesday morning laa sbb nak wait kalau-kalau laa ada bloody show ke dll tanda bersalin..zappoitment hari khamis..tergagak-agak juga nak pergi pada mulanya sbb ingat nak tunggu sampai thursday.. tapi risau juga kot-kot ;aa anything happens..so yesterday we went to the hospital..Dr Marzita suruh buat CTG dgn seluk-seluk thing..adoii ini yg paling tak suka...CTG tunjukkan ada contraction tapi tak berapa kerap..baby heart rate pun oklaa..opening baru 2cm.bukaan nak masuk 3cm ke atas boleh ambil masa dlm 24 hours paling cepat atau maybe days juga...so dr tanya nak rehat kat wad ke balik rumah...of course lebih baik balik rumah dulu....dr give me MC for this week and ask to rest..after balik rumah ada dua tiga kali juga laa experience "bloody show" tapi still ignore it as i read in some articles itu tandanya labor on the way butt it could be days or week lagi..so relax ajelaa dulu

 hari ini still experience 2 kali tanda tersebut..ishh tak boleh jadi ini..went to DEMC semula..buat CTG check lagi sekali..still contraction tersangatlaa lemah..so kena tunggu lagi sampai betul- betul opening 4  cm ke atas...2 hari ini asyik berulang alik ke DEMC sahaja

   baby no 3 seronok sangat duduk dalam womb nie..^_^..hopefully baby cepat keluar yeks.. we will be waiting and doa banyak-banyak moga dipermudahkan segalanya..

37 WEEKS and Rolling

 Dah masuk 37 Minggu dah..tak larat dah sbb sakit belakang and lenguh sangat.. baby no 3 belum ada tanda -tanda nak keluar lagi..just a very mild contraction...hopefully baby keluar cepat coz sume tak sabar nak jumpa  especially the elder two..hehe

 Last visit Dr Marzita asked if would like to go for Normal Delivery of C- Sect.. i inform Dr would like to go for Normal Delivery insya'allah since tak ada apa complication..Dr agreed and ask to wait for the natural pain to come before she decided to induce kalau tak ada tanda juga..if induce pun tak boleh nanti barulaa terpaksa C- Sect..

   This week was a busy week for Hubby ..banyak kerja sangat dia kena siapkan sampai tak tido malam siapkan..he was supposed to go for a workshop in Kuala Terengganu this weekend for 3 days.. Asked him to cari orang ganti since kalau Emergency nak ke hospital agak payah coz my mum also was away to China this week till next week..


     Moga dipermudahkan urusan bersalin nanti ..insya'allah..



 

Happy Birthday Dearest Husband

 To my dearest Husband,

 Happy Birthday to u  .. one year older, one year wiser... he is 36 today...ramai orang confuse dgn age dia sbb ingat dia muda ( hahaha jangan perasan yer encik hubby :-P ) ...ada a few of his  friends yg lagi muda dari dia pun ingat they are older skali hubby tgk IC diorang , rupanya diorang lahir selepas 1975..chehhh... hehehe..

  We don't have a grande celebration..just makan kat luar ajelaa for dinner..kebetulan my sis inlaw and my MIL datang tapi tak sempat celebrate with him coz my SIL and his hubby ada urusan nak kena settlekan di Putrajaya..and the next day dah balik semula ke SP..


  Moga hubby murah rezki dan dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik... Lots of love from us

Happy Birthday......TO ME

20 September 2011...alhamdulillah hari ini genap 31 tahun...syukur masih diberikan peluang dan juga dikurniakan nikmat kesihatan yang baik..

   Cuma today down with sinusitis..aduss asyik hachoooo tak henti -henti...went to the office as per usual..ended up with a MC from the Dr due to tak tahan selsema sampai sakit kepala,mata berair serta terlalu gatal kt langit-langit..( mmg sign resdung laa nie )..

  Kids also down with cough and runny nose but tak laa teruk sangat.. send them to school as per usual but promise them to pick them up in the afternoon today.. Ubat semua dah ready...hopefully they will get better since this week banyak agenda for them kat sekolah and also kat rumah

    Baby no 3 is 36 weeks rite now..dah sampai term dah..now counting the days utk masuk labor room..hopefully dipermudahkan oleh ALLAH utk bersalin secara normal kali ini..hopefully tak ada complication insya'allah ..from prervious experience Najla and Emran memang tak pernah sampai 40 weeks pun..Najla @ 36 weeks while Emran @ 39 Weeks..Baby no 3 tak tahu macam mana lagi so standby ajelaa utk early delivery..

   In other hand Mum is going to China next week bercuti bersama Aunty Maria & Uncle Faroq..so if the baby kuar next week kemungkinan besar hubby tak dapat nak temankan masuk labor room due to takda sape nak tolong take care of the kids..tak kisah laa kalau kena masuk labor room sorang -sorang..tawakkal banyak-banyak dan berserah pada ALLAH cuma hubby laa kata kalau normal delivery for sure dia nak jadi saksi kelahiran baby no3 nie..

 

     

 



 

children simpanan for d future

Dalam masa 10 tahun akan dtg tataulaaa mcm mana d childrenn's future world will be...but for sure d nilai takkan sama dgn today...alhamdulillah we are glad we started it young...with few simpanan hasil titik peluh sdn bhd utk masa depan anak-anak..mmg agak perit sket or people say "payah" nak berjimat but its for their future..for us we did not spend unnecessary on branded items ( clothes, watches, shoes,etc)  for the children or branded toys etc so that they can have a better future..insya'allah

  Antara simpanan utk masa depan yang insya'allah akan membawa pulangan utk masa dpn anak-anak :-


1) insurance + education fund = Provide the best coverage for the children..besides health insurance it also acts as simpanan for masa depan anak-anak..macam 2 in 1 laa..bila the children tak sihat or need to be admitted to the hospital...we need not to worried to bring them for the BEST treatment..for us EDUCATION and HEALTH is our prirority..and alhamdulillah we are happy for the coverage under the insurance that we currently enrolled.. the children will be covered until they achieve 21 years old and after that it will automatically change to adult fund..so it will be a continual process..and for the 3rd coming baby also we had purchase the insurance ...talk about starting awal.. ^_^...and once the baby is delivered ( insya'allah in few weeks time ) kalau kena admit sbb jaundice etc dah boleh claim back dahh for full amount..talk about money saving:-))))


2) unit trust = believe me malabur dalam unit trust membawa pulangan yg tinggi compared to simpan dlm fixed deposit provided u let the money grow...maksudnya once u invest let it grow for maybe 3-5 years and kalau ada rezki duit lebih tambahlaa pelaburan..its some sort of saving juga for the children..janganlaa invest then xsampai setahun asik nak keluar duit tsb pakai...



3) GOLD = yess ini investment yang terbaik..harga emas mahal dah sekarang nie..mau rm200 segram and harga emas tak akan turun..it will continue to increase and increase.. ..


 So open your mind...invest wisely.. jangan membazir bazir berbelanja yang bukan -bukan unless you memang  banyak duit sangat tak kisah laa..

the raya celebration continues

      2nd day raya tak kemana,,exhausted sangat makan byk rendang,lemang n ketupat,hihihi..so we decided untuk rehat kat rumah sahaja..3rd day of raya aunty maya invited us for brunch..jadi off to aunty maya house..aunty maya masa nasi lemak,sambal udang and also ayam goreng..mmg best..puas makan nasi after hari raya 1st day dah 'belasah' ketupat dll..

   after that mum ajak ke kd untuk visit mak long esah..mak long esah is arwah dad eldest sister..she is not felling well,very senile and fragile..we stayed there for about an hour juga laa borak-borak dgn kak noi and abg usop..

   Raya ke 4 ke alam impian..nk melawat kak fidah di rumah barunya..unfortunately kak fidah n family takda di rumah coz outstation..tapi my cousins yg lain ada..am happy to see my cousin Ain n family yg mmg jarang kkitorang dapat jumpa  coz they live in Perlis..Alisya n Harris dah besar dah...so does the little one Haniff..najla n emran mmg have fun lari-lari main dgn Alisya and Harris  keliling compound rumah kak fidah yg luas tue ..siap tak nak balik lg..hehehe

besides that the children have fun bukak hamper raya..thanks Ani n kak Ri and also Ain n family

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Beraya di KL??

 this year kenapa kami beraya di kl kerana mengikut sistem giliran.....firstly hubby and i agree akan beraya bergilir -gilir antara Kedah and KL every year unless ada sesuatu yang menghalang..alhamdulillah since i married him tak ada masalah untuk bertolak ansur antara satu sama lain...and although we are staying in KL near my mum's place but he still make it a point we need to be fair to both our parents..jadi untuk fair beraya bergilir -gilir laa..  i have known certain people who i feel is not fair to their inlaws..althought kampung dia jauh kampung suami di KL dia akan buat point kata every year kena balik juga kg dia dgn alasan mereka tinggal di KL jadi dah hari -hari setiap masa bila -bila masa boleh jumpa inlaws..for me how selfish the person is ..tak berhak ke husband nak sambut 1st raya dgn ibu and ayahnya sendiri although hari -hari boleh jumpa?..and harus diingat although dah berumahtangga, ada isteri and anak-anak, seorang suami harus ingat tanggungjawab dia sebagai anak lelaki tetap berjalan  pada ibunya....tak tahulaa pk laa sendiri renung-renungkanlaa..




  Raya tahun nie takkan nak biarkan mum beraya sorang sorang kalau kitorang takda beraya bersama..jadi pastinya we want to make mum happy and teman dia di sini...kalau dad still ada pastinya mum tak berasa sunyi sbb selalu berdua.....like my cousin said to us tak sama laa kalau anak -anak takda althought adik beradik ada dekat-dekat..its definately true..and sementara mum masih ada we try to make her as happy as possible..

 

Salam Aidilfitri

  this year we celebrate our raya in Denai Alam...1st time sambut raya kat sini..mum,shat,musaab,hubby pergi solat hari raya di surau Denai Alam..

   menu for raya is rendang ayam,daging dendeng, nasi impit dan lemang..all home cooked by hubby except lemang yang dibeli from his friend..lemang tsb mmg sedap..

  after solat sunat hari raya we make our way to aunty rokiah's house..alhamdulillah dapat jumpa kak fifi and family yang balik for hari raya..emran dapat pistol mainan from aunty rokiah...actually eusoff punya tapi emran punya payah nak lepaskan the toys..jadi aunty rokiah gave it to him..

   

   

   our 2nd destination is umah ayah uda di batu caves..this is d first time ayah uda n family celebrate hari raya without opah and her beloved wife mak ngah...

    hrmm at 33 weeks i got tired easily and terasa braxton hicks contraction sekali sekala..errr quite early juga at 33 weeks...belum time lagi...kalau masih terasa lg kenalaa check up kt dr marzita by this week juga..
 

Towards d end of Ramadhan..

 Alhamdulillah mum selamat pulang dari mengerjakan Umrah last tuesday.. she is perfectly in good health..alhamdulillah...

 Tak banyak sangat barang yang dibeli from Saudi since mum said ramai sgt org melimpah ruah..they are quite tired also nak jalan -jalan and they spend their time kat masjid..and according to mum they had to go to the mosque at least 3 hours earlier utk dapat tempat. i surely miss the moment there and hopefully insya'allah ada rezki lagi utk ke sana together with hubby..

 Persiapan Raya tahun ini tersangatlaa sederhana..we will most likely spend our cuti in KL only since rasa mcm tak larat sgt  nak rempuh jam balik ke SP during the short Hari Raya week holidays..
Baju Raya tahun nie konfirm tak sedodon laa since my self kena pakai jubah not the usual baju kurung.. ^_^.. bought the children each of them sehelai aje baju.. shopping pun kat open space Tesco Area yg ada jual mcm2 baju  ..tak larat nak tempuh jam kalau bershopping di PKNS Shah Alam or Jalan TAR

 insya'allah looking forward to visit saudara mara/friends in KL jikalau berkesempatan during the raya season..
   

After 10 Days of Ramadhan..

 Alhamdulillah still lagi manage puasa despite the extra tiredness during pregnancy and also vertigo attack.. cuma yang slack sikit  juadah berbuka puasa sampai ke hari ini cuma dapat beli sahaja kat Bazar Ramadhan since both of us are too exhausted nak masak even at weekends .. So many household chores yang perlu disettlekan during the weekends especially part basuh baju, lipat baju, kemas rumah dsb..

  Pregnancy wise dah masuk 30 Weeks dah.. another less than 10 weeks to go insya'allah as usually from my previous pregnancy baby will pop up tak sampai 40 weeks pun...setakat nie tak da masalah apa cuma position baby still melintang ( bukan songsang) ..according to Dr Marzita sepatutnya baby dah settle down dah kepala di bawah ..last scan ok dia settle down this time bila scan dia pusing balik jadi melintang pulak.. according to dr still ada masa lagi sbb baru 30 weeks..kalau dah sampai 37 weeks kalau baby still melintang maka terpaksa laa go for the operation.. hopefully dlm masa 7 -8 weeks nie baby will pusing balik to the original position..

  Undecided yet nak buat 3D/4D scan this time.. my Gynae said terpulang samada nak buat atau tak...tengok dulu macam mana.. at first planning to do it at my workplace  sbb boleh dapat discount tapi memandangkan kalau buat akan di scan oleh male radiologist / male doctor terus batalkan niat utk buat at the workplace..

Ramadhan Tahun Ini

 Ramadhan tahun ini we try to be as simple as we can.. Hubby  had to change his work schedule from 7.30am till 4.30pm since sekolah Najla and Emran sampai pukul 6.00pm sahaja.. if after 6pm kena charge RM10 sejam.. This is due to nak kasi cikgu -cikgu diorang prepare untuk buka puasa ..for me its fair laa since time Ramadhan ini sahajalaa the teacher minta kelonggaran..

   Since my work finishes at 5.30pm kalau sampai Denai Alam pun mesti dalam pukul 6pm punya..so memang tak sempat laa nak sampai before 6pm..so hubby laa kena amik..tapi yg syoknya 4.30pm dia dah boleh cabut..huhu sempatlaa dia beli 1-2 lauk utk juadah berbuka puasa..buat masa ini tak sempat nak masak apa utk weekdays maybe weekend nanti tengok macam mana..

 Yesterday Mum, Adi and Shat ( + hubby ) including aunty laily fly off untuk mengerjakan umrah for 15 days... Mum is quite happy juga laa  ada rezki untuk pergi lagi..1st time dia pergi without arwah Dad..slalu pergi mesti berdua aje.. Moga dipermudahkan perjalanan Umrah mereka and moga insya'allah ada peluang for me and hubby untuk pergi lagi.. insya'allah..

  Harap tahun ini dapat puasa penuh insya'allah..setakat ini kesihatan OK cuma sakit belakang yang tak dapat nak dielakkan..have to standby minyak gamat, minyak urut dsb

Najla's KoKurikulum Activity.. Karate

 Last Week Najla ada Karate exam untuk tukar from White belt to green belt.. her Karate class was part of her taska extra classes since Najla stays at school till 6.00pm everyday.. so since every friday there is an empty slot so the teacher arrange for a karate class to be conducted at school

  At first we were not confident to let her go for the exam tapi the "master" encourage us to let her since dia kata Najla ok and can follow all the steps required..so Ok ajelaa..hubby kata masa exam tue banyak main -main jugak and pergerakan dia banyak ikut silat plaks..hehehe.. since she followed hubby for silat classes masa kat penang dulu jadi pengaruh banyak ke silat laa  tue..

    Nenek and Aunty Shatirah datang kasi support termasuklaa Emran yang sibuk juga nak join..hihii..We were proud of you..dapat laa tali pinggang hijau.. :-))

Rainbow cake

 first time try order rainbow cake...memang sedap ok...the cake is not that sweet..so memang boleh masuk laa.

  order for a collegue surprise birthday..:-)..

Dalam Kenangan..

 Yesterday was a sorrow day to d family.. hubby's beloved aunty passed away peacefully after being hospitalized in HKL for more than a month..

    Mak ngah  as we frequently called her was a very soft spoken lady..she married to Ayah Uda ( Hubby's uncle which is my late FIL big bro) and dikurniakan 9 orang anak...and we make it a point to visit Ayah uda's family as often as we can since diorang tinggal di Batu Caves and also my  mom and arwah father- inlaw mmg  dari kecil duduk dgn ayah uda and family before they move to Sungai Petani .. jadi the bonding memang stronglaa for both my inlaws...  And Najla also was very -very fond of their cucu especially their eldest grandchild Kakak  Fatin.. setiap kali ke sana Kakak Fatin laa yang rajin melayan main itu and main ini dari Najla baby untill now..

 Mak Ngah tak sihat sejak beberapa tahun yang lalu..she  was diagnosed with End Stage Renal Failure ( ESRF ) .. She was on dialysis.. from a plump lady badan dia terus susut but yet still she was a healthy lady.. However a month ago her health detriorated badly.. she was taken to HKL and was diagnosed with Breast Cancer Stage 4.. a shocking news since selama ini dia tak sedar yang dia kena cancer.. Since it was too late to do any operation or chemo/radiotherapy they did just a simple surgery and dressing everyday..since then she was warded in HKL..  My MIL rush down from Sungai Petani once dapat tahu dia was warded in HKL..so every weekend we visited her and dia still macam biasa ceria aje..cuma selera makan dia tak ada since the dr put her on Morphine injection.. dia rasa loya and muntah aje so memang tak lalu nak makan

  After few weeks warded we received another news yang cancer dah merebak ke seluruh tulang dia.. we felt soo sorry for her..the last time we went to visit her was last Sunday..masa itu keadaan dia dah  agak terlalu uzur..dia terlalu cengkung dan terpaksa membongkokkan badannya almost 90 degress utk bernafas with the help of oxygen..she cannot sit straight sbb dia kata sakit sangat.. so imagine you have to duduk bongkok  atas katil 24 hrs a day just to breathe.. her dialysis pun terpaksa dikurangkan dari 4 jam ke 2 jam sbb dia terlalu sakit untuk buang and 2 kali dia berada dlm keadaan yg kritikan kerana BP dia low below

 Since dah lama duk hospital the family requested utk bawa balik on Monday 25th July  ..but on that day her BP drop lagi  so dr postphoned to discharge her on 26th July ( yesterday ) ..their children had prepared to sewa the hospital bed, oxygen tank etc .. Tapi siapa sangka yesterday morning semasa tengah buat dialysis Mak Ngah dijemput kembali kepadaNYA... masa tue dia tengah buat dialysis.. and tiba-tiba diorang notice kenapa dia tak bergerak..rupanya she had passed away..and memang betullaa dia pulang juga yesterday tapi bukan pulang ke rumahnya... :-((

    Masa jenazah dibawa balik ke rumah nya ..tak dapat nak menahan rasa sebak especially bila melihat anak-anak and cucu dia.. hubby pun sama.. i only known her since i married to dearest hubby and dia tersangatlaa mesra...infact my mum and arwah daddy also kenal mereka coz they had visitied them banyak kali juga laa di TTDI and semasa daddy terlantar sakit.. however i salute their 9 children who had been very -very calm and uruskan jenazah ibu tersayang mereka sendiri buat kali terakhir..

    Innalillahi wainnailaihi rajiuun..dari ALLAH kita datang kepadaNYA kita kembali.. For Sure we will miss her so much setiap kali datang ke rumah ayah uda nanti...

2 minggu summary

14th july- hubby's grandma ( my late FIL mother)  passed away peacefully kat HKL due to septicemia( keracunan darah) as a result of secobdary hospital aquired pneumonia..It is something common i would said if someone is hospitalized for almost more than 30 days..due to her age factor ( she is 95  when she passed away) and also bedsores where she is prone to got the infection from the hospital..innalillahiwainna ilaihi rajiuun

16th july - attended a former neighbour sebelah rumah son's  from TTDI wedding in Dewan Merak Kayangan.. congratulations to d bride n groom..

19th July - Genap 5 tahun dah  pemergian Arwah ayahanda .(my FIL)

16th july till 19th july- ooooh emran not feeling well..on and off fever and also rashes serta bibir kering..takut denggi,..he did a blood test alhamdulillah bukan denggi..dr suspected maybe rashes due to viral..

24th july- wedding lagi ..family wedding so dapatlaa jumpa saudara mara

sakit gigi

 few weeks ago hubby n i kena sakit gigi ie filling tertanggal...to make matter worst it happens during maghrib time..and its very difficult to find a dentist after office hours..usually the dentist sampai 5pm aje..

so we search around..found 2 dentist in Shah Alam which operates till 10pm but all fully booked..no choice we had to go the next day...hubby 's one quite worst..buat dua kali tapi tak kuat pulak filling dia..in the end filling pecah juga..i guess the locum dentist takut nak guna banyak filling nak jimat kos kot..

 i was lucky i did my treatment at a nearby dentist dkt ngan office.. the dr memang recommended laa..two thumbs up...he did the treatment the best he could coz according to him kalau ikut my current condition yg tgh pregnant tak boleh buat apa-apa until delivery.. i objected laa coz takkan nak biar gigi berlubang for 5 months till delivery..tak tahan laa nak tunggu se lama itu.. ..so he try his best utk buat filling juga using Local Anasthetic juga..alhamdulillah setakat ini ok laa..kalau tak ok he said had to do root canal treatment which is best recommended after delivery coz dia takut i will not stand the 2-3 hours procedure of root canal..setakat nie masih ok and hopefully tak ada apa laa..

  hubby on the other hand makin worst sakit gigi,..last friday dah bengkak habis gusi dia macam baru kena tumbuk.. and its getting worst and worst...so menahan sakit from friday night..went to another dentist kat seksyen 7 shah alam..the doctor just gave a local anastetic aje utk tahan sakit..adoii not a best solution as the anasthetic cuma bertahan for 3 hours.. after suffering for 3 days bengkak yesterday i forced him to go the dentist near my office..and its the best solution coz gusi dia yang bengkak teruk rupanya its due to terlalu banyak abcess ( nanah ) inside it..!!!.. the dentist explain that previously the dentist who did the tampalan filling for my husband tak bersihkan the area betul -betul before buat tampalan so its like  so many bacteria berkumpul and meyebabkan it gets infected and nanah...very scarry...

  the best treatment to save his gigi was a root canal...he did the root canal laa..ngeri dengar sbb dentist terpaksa potong gusi dia sikit and sedut semua nanah dia keluar before "korek" all the infected part sampai ke akar umbi ..,,but it really -really helps sbb lepas tue dia lega terusssss..
 the procedure of root canal its something like this...

 


  syukur laa semua dah ok,,,sakit gigi laa yang paling teruk like my MIL used to say..tak kisah nak beranak 10 kali pun tapi janganlaa kena sakit gigi..hehehe

Emran 2nd birthday Celebration

 We had a small birthday Celebration for Emran at his school so that meriah laa sket dgn budak -budak...Pagi macam biasa hantar Najla and Emran to school then told the teacher that in the afternoon wanted to bring the cake and goodie bags.. This time tak larat nak buat pelbagai deco mcm helium baloons dsb so we settle for a small goodie bags fill with errr children food stuff.. i managed to order lolichoc from my favourite place ie http://loniavillage.com . hasilnya memang sentiasa memuaskan hati.. Children love it so much

this year we order for him a toy story cake from http://bakeathome.blogspot.com .. sedap juga cake dia..Children pun suka..tak laa manis sangat... Sampai kat sekolah dia around 11.30am dia dah start excited..however he started crying masa nak potong kek..the reason ialah dia ngada -ngada nak suruh dukung and tak mahu berada with the children.. puas teacher pujuk he still cry..adoii drama king betul...last -last kena dukung laa sebelah tangan manakala lagi sebelah plak potong kek

        The abang-abang and kakak pun sangatlaa sporting nyanyi for Emran..after that i told the teacher will come and pick him up after they had their lunch...emran seperti biasa raung nak ikut balik sampai teacher pun kena dukung dia bawa pergi playroom...bila dah ambil time lunch tue amboi kemain lagi happy...

                 





                                  my cheeky 2 year old abang Emran...the drama king....the manja boy at home

1 year had passed..

 Semalam 19hb June 2011 dah genap setahun dah pemergian daddy ke rahmatullah..banyak perkara yg berlaku dalam tempoh setahun tsb tapi we moved on with our life..

 
 Dalam tempoh setahun juga we managed to settle all the outstanding part that daddy had left us..and alhamdulillah we managed to did it fast and takda tangguh -tangguh.. cuma ada a few things laa yg a bit oustanding due to "certain issues" ..and i don't know whylaa  certain issues dibangkitkan oleh certain people after he had left us...

 
   My Mum moved on to Denai Alam.. a better way to start a new environment after so many -many years living in TTDI.. we had a great help to settle our TTDI home from arwah daddy's dearest best buddy since childhood cum lawyer, Uncle Khoo CN..All settled and Mummy is happily settle down in Denai Alam.. she had her own activities during the day and we all live 5 minutes apart, though we try our best to see her as often as we can...

   Najla still remember and talk occasionally about her atuk whenever she likes. But Emran had no idea regarding his atuk as he is too small to remember

 And this year also a co-incidence that Uncle Fuad passed away on Saturday where Daddy left us last year.. the day is the same only the date and year is different...

  Wajah -wajah mereka pasti akan diingati selalu coz we grow up together with them..
and i'm sure my cousins agree with me as they are the ones that we relly when we were small

                                         The smile that will always remains in our heart
 

   
  

 

Happy 2nd Birthday to my dearest Emran Danish and we lost a great uncle today..

 18th June 2011... Genap 2 tahun dah our Emran Danish..owhh kejap ajelaa masa berlalu and he already approaching 2 years old.. We had a really small celebration kat his school..( will blog about it later laa )..

 And today also at 3am we lost our beloved  and a great Uncle.. Uncle Fuad ( Mimi and Kak Fifi;'s father ) passed away peacefully at home  after  8 years terlantar kerana stroke..Innalillahi wainna ilaihi Rajiuun..

 And i kept wondering June surely is a special month for our family as Uncle Fuad passed away on Emran's Birthhday and also Esok 19th June 2011 genaplaah satu tahun daddy kembali kepadaNYA..and kebetulan 19hb June 2011 adalah Hari Bapa..

 hanya Doa yg mampu kami kirimkan semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yg beriman..

Entering 21 Weeks..

  Dah masuk 21 Weeks.. last Monday pergi check up dgn Dr Marzita.. kebetulan husband and i cuti coz we had to settle some issues regarding the MOT of our Denai Alam house which cause such a "fortune " jugak laa on the Stamp duty as dia bergantung dgn harga rumah....( now i understand why  the  politicans always get this one for free, we rakyat biasa kena laa bayar yekk ...*&*^&& )

 
 Back to the story bawak children ikut skali..first time bawak diorang skali coz usually i prefer to go during office hours which in my current workplace we were given 2x half day leave every month coz we are working half day on saturday..kira company compensate us for working on Saturday...so usually took the opportunity for the check up as no need for me to take leave..

 Kids excited masuk bilik Dr Marzita... ended up najla wanted to baring atas katil coz she tought dr nak scan dia..heehehe..siap mintak permission for the dr lagi utk baring.. .they were soo excited to see the baby kat screen masa Dr buat ultrasound..emran mcm biasa buat donno ajelaa coz sibuk nak usik barang -barang dalam bilik dr ..excited kejap and kemudian pelik mcm mana muka baby boleh ada kat screen..hehe

  Due date baby we still stick to 20th Oct 2011.. insya'allah although it might came out earlier than expected,,


 

our 7th anniversary..

today 4th june 2011 marks our 7th anniversary alhamdulillah syukur and insya'allah many more years to come..our activity today?..err takda apa apa yg menarik..just we took the kids to one utama jalan-jalan n had our lunch there..after that we went to ttdi to do our banking business coz its soooo convinient kat sana dgn sume major banks ada..besides that we purchase the children's milk kat pasaraya ttdi as it is much more cheaper than hypermarket..bolehlaa tahan utk stok 2 bulan..
 

                                           to my dearest husband..love u always :-)))

Loosing a father..

 A friend of mine baru kehilangan ayahandanya...innalillahiwainnailailhi rajiun..

 dia kata mcm kekok  pulak nak sebut "arwah " ayahanda sbb rasa mcm dia masih aje ada...after bertahun-tahun pun kita akan rasa sebegitu..pastinya kita akan sentiasa merindui dan mengingati seorang yg bernama ayah

  Allah knows what best..yg pergi takkan kembali.. Bila Allah izin insan yg berada dekat dgn kita pergi untuk selamanya dunia akan terasa kosong dan yg tinggal hanyalah kenangan bersamanya..

   And we will never stop talking or never stop remembering our late daddy as the memory will always remain in our heart
 

Weekend yg tak progresif

 Last Weekend was quite a terrible one as both of us not feeling well..it all started from Thursday late evening when hubby got back from a meeting in Putrajaya..he started to feel dizzy.sakit perut and vomit once.. and started to feel very bloated...

 after picking up the kids tengok dia dah terbongkang kesakitan tak boleh gerak..he had taken all the medicines available at home put still tak ok.. during that time i was still ok managing the kids but after maghrib i started to feel very uneasy..kepala pening pusing -pusing..dalam hati dah pk dah..mesti kena serangan vertigo semula..and indeed its true..

 luckily manage to settle the kids first and starting 10pm dah tak tahan dah pening pusing -pusing..pity the children so cepat-cepat ask them masuk tido sebelum tak larat langsung nak uruskan diorang...hubby pulak still tak ok terbaring kesakitan tak tahu nak buat apa..

 esoknya  ( friday ) the diziness spell tak hilang and hubby pun keadaan makin tak ok so both of us tak dapat nak ke tempat kerja..i rang up my mum and ask her to help to send the children to school..tak larat nak drive dgn kepala pusing2

once the children dah settle ke sekolah both of us bertemankan pain killer etc tdo sekejap sblm bercadang utk ke klinik coz condition not good..off we went to the klinik in Bkt Jelutong dgn hubby drive dlm keadaan kesakitan tapi nasib baik tak laa jauh sgt..sah hubby kena food poisoning yg teruk selepas makan nasi lemak di putrajaya..dr had to inject some gastric medicine and also abdominal cramp medicine untuk legakan kesakitan dia

 for me i got the diziness medicine but due to my condition i could not take the medicine as prescribe so i took it only 1 tablet..Dr prohibited me to drive for 3 days sbb dikhuatiri akan bertambah buruk..

 so there goes our weekend..bertemankan tilam, bantal dan ubat-ubatan.. kesian the children tak dapat laa nak uruskan diorang sangat bila dua-dua dah terlantar mcm nie .. alhamdulillah  my mom and my sis duduk dkt so diorang tolong uruskan the children...

oh my... hopefully i am fit enought trough out this pregnancy..am entering my 5th month and insya'allah another 4 months more to go..

Borak Najla and Emran

 Usual situation bila dah main bersama-sama mesti kemudian gaduh...slalu either najla lepuk emran or the other way round..emran pun dah pandai lawan balik..hehehe..

    sambil main basikal or main apa-apa laa Najla will scream at Emran suruh amik itu ini..org kena buat apa yg dia suruh laa..yg syoknya slalunya mesti ada seisi pukul memukul disebabkan oleh Najla loss her patience kalau adik tak ikut cakap dia.. so when Emran hit back Najla will always say... "Haaa Adik pukul kakak berdosa..adik masuk api neraka...'( and started to jelir her lidah to emran..)..and mula laa seisi bergaduh adik beradik dgn mesti ada yg menangis ..

 Ayat Najla yg tak boleh tahan tu..explain kat Najla tak baik cakap macam tue kat adik..dia dengar kejap aje then buat lagi..huhu

teacher's day

Happy teacher's day..we bought a special gift untuk cikgu-cikgu najla &emran..its a specially order cake from Dill cakes and also" cheese cake" from our talented cousin kak Ri..hope d teachers enjoy our small gift for them..tq for taking good care of our children for almost 9 hrs everyday...appreciate it so much...

Pullman Putrajaya ..

  Weekend Cuti Labour Day we had a short "vacation " to Putrajaya...Pergi tempat dekat aje laa since malas nak drive out of KL since confirm traffic jam..sini senang ajelaa 30 min dah sampai dr Shah Alam..heheh..

    Keluar rumah early laa juga before 10am...planning to bring the kids kat Alamanda dulu supaya mereka penat jalan nanti bila check in boleh laa diorang terus take a nap...we was wrong laa.. sampai hotel d kids was super duper excited tak nak take a short nap..asik bertanya bila nak pergi swimming....ended up by 5pm after hubby take a short nap we all pergi pool..

  after dah penat kat swimming pool pergi kids club pulak..sampai tak nak balik si Emran nak main the little tikes police car.... kids had so much fun dgn mandi swimming pool pagi and petang..pergi kids club pun pagi petang

the landscape of Pullman Putrajaya mmg cantik ..cuma the room agak jauh since kena tawaf untuk sampai ke one building to antoher including the main building..food wise ( buffet breakfast) honestly not so sedap and so limited choice since i guess they plan to  cater for 100 % tekak mat salleh not malaysians but the guest  actually  ramai Malaysians dari Mat Salleh....mcm mana tue

What's in my mind : Err Org jenis apa yekk?...

 Dunno what to say for these kind of people.. very -very irresponsible people..sampai bila laa nak sedar.. lets look at the situation here


  X  : hi , needed .RMxxK coz i have to pay ... can help?

  Y : ishhh i don't have that amount..takpe we had easy way..i'll call Z to help coz Z sure ada

  Y asking Z   

   Y  : Hello.. i needed RMXXk to pay for X debt.. u have to help..i mean u MUST help..pls bank in RMXXk coz if not dia in trouble, dia tak da income tetap, nak bayar itu ini lagi .. bank in immediately ya..nanti X akan pay you every monthly ke..janji u kena tolong dia laa sbb nanti dia kena laa

   
   If i would have been there and kalau ikutkan hati  i will say So What?...why we have to clear off your "Sampah" yg u created it.. ...its like  a situation where u don't have money but insisted to purchase a car  ( hutang) but ask us if we can pay for your petrol, car maintenance,loan and tol(s) ..
Banyak cantek..

     To "the irresponsible" person..hopefully u pay every month as per promise, not run away then saying i dunno,, nanti laa... entahlaa ada ke amik?..alaaa sikit aje bukannya banyak or what so ever lame or stupid excuses... sikit ke banyak its still duit orang coz the person berusaha tungkus lumus kerja siang malam to get the money and save the money..while you ???....dunno what to say..


         I pray every day that ALLAH gives us strenght to brought up our kids to be a better person..not like this kind of person...     
        
          

“Ya Allah. Engkau kurniakanlah kami dari isteri dan zuriat kami yang menjadi penyejuk mata. Dan Engkau jadikanlah kami termasuk dari kalangan pemimpin orang-orang yang bertaqwa”

 

Semoga anak-anak  kami akan menjadi lebih baik dari kami dan mampu menjadi pemimpin orang-orang yang bertaqwa demi kebahagiaan yang hakiki. Amin.

Emran At 22 Months

 This boy memang lasak...habis abah dilompat-lompatnya macam trampoline..hehe..nasib laa abahnya besar.:-P

    Alhamdulillah he does not having any problem going to school..and really looking forward to it.. so makes it quite easy for us sbb tak berdrama pagi -pagi..:-)) ..the teacher had already taught him greetings so every morning sampai sekolah kalau teacher says Good Morning Emran he will say "Good orning ceacher.."hehehe..

 and he also learn to say thank you for the things you gave to him  ...yg kelakarnya he will say "thank you ceacher" walaupun yg kasi tue abah or ummi...hehehe..asik ceacher aje..

  My boy sangatlaa garang juga..kalau dia tak dapat apa-apa or people touching his toys he will try to fight back until dapat tak kira laa dengan apa cara sekalipun..he will gigit or lepuk or cubit.. ..ayoyo belum boleh belajar sharing lagi

 
Another 2 months he will be 2 years old....and her sister had already ask for a celebration at school..nanti insya'allah ada rezki laa yek

Short Stay Impiana Hotel Ipoh

 We had a short stay in Impiana Hotel Ipoh last 2 weeks ..a nice stay untuk rehatkan minda..Bilik pun tip top..we booked 2 rooms since it will be 5 of us including my BIL

   Arrived quite late juga laa almost 4pm.. it was raining heavily from Tapah to Ipoh..

kids excited laa bila sampai kat hotel room..they had been jumping around and persuade to go for swimming..both of us are too exhausted nak bawak diorang g swimming but we promise them later after 5pm we will bring them to the pool

 Pool terletak outdoor..so dlm pukul 5pm still panas lagi.. i stay for a while as i was too tired and pening duduk tengah panas.. so hubby took over to take care of the kids kat pool.. they had a great time splashing here and there..nasib ada wadding pool jadi tak laa risau as Emran can join too berendam..

 After swim dan bersiap semua kids so tired and lapar..so we had a quick dinner kat hotel ajelaa since we all malas nak keluar ke mana -mana.. dalam fikiran nak zzzzz aje since the room is so confortable..hehehe.. my BIL datang after his class so he join us for dinner and after that semua lepak kekenyangan sambil tgk tv..


    Esoknya after check out Initial plan to visit my dearest adik angkat Saffinas and her baby at her home in Tambun was cancelled as she was admitted to the hospital..kesian dia ada nanah kat hempedu dia..so visited her at the hospital instead.. Yg syoknya ke Hospital besar Ipoh tue pak guard nye nampak sangat so blur.. i ask nak ke wad mana since it was my first time there dia boleh jawab entahlaa saya pun tatau kat mana wad..Angin betul

     After sending my BIL at his campus home we all pun bertolak balik ke Shah Alam..journey dari Ipoh ke Shah Alam mengambil masa hampir 5 jam...lama kan.. that's becoz hubby was soo sleepy to drive so tdo dulu kat R&R ...

Cian Najla

   Due to keadaan kesihatan yg ups and down we had to discontinue Najla's swimming Classes for a moment ..Hubby pulak this year terlalu banyak kena attend kursus outstation etc so made me quite difficult to bring Najla for her swim class every week.. i got easily tired and sometimes rasa pening  so i cannot drive her to Pusat Aquatic after work and i projected it will be happening in a few months or through out the whole pregnancy

 Owhhh kesian Najla..takpelaa we will buat plan lain for her later..insya'allah..as a start we are planning to have a short getaway to Ipoh this weekends.. the main agenda is to visit my BIL and give him the laptop he required for his 4-years diploma course..and also visited my dearest adik angkat Safinass

 

  

Cerita Sedih

 My Dearest Sister in law had a misscarriage last week..at 13 weeks.. takda rezki laa nampaknya utk dapat another anak sedara baru this year..her due date is approximately 1 month earlier than mine ( sept babies)..takpalaa ada hikmah disebaliknya..moga ada rezki nanti insya'allah

  My health also so far not really that good.. ada ups and down...had been on vertigo attack almost 3 days in a row last week and ended up with MCs for 2 days.. Dr advice to get plenty of rest..

 Hopefully the sailing journey of this pregnancy akan ok..

My sister's wedding 13.03,2011

 Alhamdulillah majlis berjalan lancar yesterday..tetamu yg datang pun ramai juga..last skali wedding yg dibuat for my family was during  my wedding back in 2004...it has been almost 7 years..

   this is the first time buat wedding kat our new kampung in Denai Alam...the preparation we made  as simple as possible ..ramai saudara mara yg sudi membantu not forgetting shatirah's group of friends..

 started the day as early as 7.30am for morning breakfast together with all the clan..10.30am started the akad nikah..my elder brother Adi took the role untuk nikahkan Shatirah sendiri ..alhamdulillah semuanya berlangsung dengan jayanya although adi was  a little bit nervous...

 start from Noon guest dah mula datang...Emran pulak menguji kesabaran sedikit by being a little cranky and also clingy...nak dukung aje...mmg tak larat nak layan dia n also nak layan tetamu since we are the tuan rumah.. after berapa round susu and also food mood dia kembali ok..thanks to Kakak Hanan and Syirah yg rajin melayan emran and follow dia mana dia pergi..yesterday dia dah macam ketua kampung kecil round seluruh khemah kenduri and walk in between the guest..hahahaa...

 food wise we had arabian cuisine...mmg laku habis laaa d food..syukur sesangat takda yg membazir...
overall we are happy coz time nie laa dapt berkumpul sesama, berjumpa untuk eratkan silaturrahim,,,

 congratulations to my dearest sister shatirah..i'm sure if daddy still ada lagi he will be happy too  for your big day...


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7 weeks and counting

   Baby no3 already 7 weeks in the womb ..as per my previous -previous pregnancy i am having quite a terrible morning sickness through out the whole pregnancy period.. sometimes up to 7 months or until 8 months.. for this time around i am trying  "Biodex Set semasa kehamilan" which consist of Supreme Diet and also susu Ig G  to ensure the smooth sailing of 1st trimester..have heard the testimoni regarding biodex and would like to give it a try...setakat nie alhamdulillah ok sahaja..the supreme diet really gives energy and takdalaa asyik terlepek sana sini and rasa nak tdo sahaja.. for us yang tak ada kemudahan helper, i really need to be bertenaga nak uruskan the kids, send them to school, kemas rumah etc...

          for this 3rd baby we have booked our place in DEMC..this time my gynae will be Dr Marzita...a pleasent lady and explain quite details juga laa...let see how it goes and hopefully the baby no 3 membesar dengan sihatnya di dalam womb

          in the other hand 1 week more to Shatirah's wedding..will be extremely busy next week and can't wait for our big family gathering ...

Satu minggu sudah

 Almost a week hubby fly off to London and Liverpool.. He's having fun there amd alhamdulillah he is in good health despite the cold weather in Liverpool.. He will be coming back insya'allah tomorrow.. Kids ok bila abah tak ada.. cuma some times najla started her drama queen session bila she cried out lout at night nak abah...while "abang " emran cool aje..his style is walk around the house up and down panggil panggil abah,abah,... kalau tak da he will walk away and forget about it...hehehe


   Alhamdulillah manage to take care of the kids alone despite the morning sickness in the morning but after a few minutes rest + medication dah ok dahh... from the past experience of my pregnancy my morning sickness will be sometimes up  to 7 months through out the pregnancy

  
  Can't wait 4 tomorrow....we miss en hubby so much ...

Akhir Tahun nie akan BERLIMA ( Insya'allah )

   Insya'allah kalau diizinkanNYA we will be expecting our Baby no 3 .....currently am at my very -very early stage of pregnancy.. err actually tak sangka laa pregnant coz dengan emran masuk wad etc masa bulan January hari tue sbbkan i took so many  emergency leaves.. and last Public Holiday ( Maulidur Rasul ) i did my medical screening together with dearest hubby kat  Klinik Dr Siti in Bukit Jelutong..so we did a routine check etc together while i did some extra "woman health screening "
  Alhamdulillah we are  excited  untuk menerima the latest edition of our family insyaallah in Oct 2011... belum buat antenatal check up yet and this time most probably will do it at DEMC as it is nearer to Denai Alam

  Moga dipermudahkan pregnancy kali ini..insya'allah..

Ceritera Itu Ini

Am Still recovering from sore throat and fever..alhamdulillah much -much better..only  this week mummy was down with fever, sore throat like we all kena last week.. i guess to much work out for mummy and no rest since moving to Denai Alam..we prohibited her from doing any work this week and indeed ask her to rest and rest..she's recovering and much better..alhamdulillah

 On the other hand we started to enroll Najla to swimming class in Shah Alam..we opted for weekday night classes 2x per week from 8.00pm till 9.00pm as we are not free during the weekends ..alhamdulillah she really enjoyed the class ...am happy with the progress although baru mula 2 kelas and insyaallah hopefully within this 6 -7 months boleh laa dia swim freestyle,breast stroke and butterfly.. :-)) ..

 Next week will be alone for a whole week...sighhh... hubby will be flying off to United Kingdom for a week leaving us behind...sob..sob...sob.. ada rezeki nanti boleh laaa pergi insyaallah..hopefully i will able to manage the kids alone for a week nanti..moga dipermudahkan segalanya laa..

 Shatirah 's wedding preperation still in progress.. i have fully paid the door gift and also the breakfast catering for  a small family gathering for relatives before the akad nikah  on the wedding day itself...last wedding for our family..terkenang kat daddy..kalau laa dia masih ada lagi for this wedding..

Suasana semasa berkampung kt DEMC

Poor little Emran..

terpaksa using gentamycin among the strongest antibiotics as others tak jalan for emran

                                                                   

                                                
                                            room service menu...boleh order macam kat hotel pulak




 overall total stay of almost 6 days 5 nights nak dekat 5k ++  juga laa but not to worried coz all covered under ING Employee benefits.. alhamdulillah ...kalau takda employee benefits we still have our personal insurans yg still cover semua juga...time kecemasan mcm nie the most important skali ialah insurance laa coz we want the best treatment for ourself and also our children that's why we invest on insurance cum education fund...

Our 1 week summary..sakit

 its been a challenging week for all of us...satu seisi rumah was down with a terrible fever ( except hubby )..and to makes things mencabar emran was hospitalized due to this..it all started on last tuesday when the teacher inform us that emran was coughing badly at school..masa nie dia tak demam lagi..malam tue dia dah start demam panas and mengigil -gigil..bangun tengah -tengah malam and awal pagi crying tak henti henti sbb badan tak selesa...check his temperature nk dekat 39 degrees..cepat -cepat kasi ubat and demam turun sket

 Rabu pagi we took EL and bawa dia ke DEMC untuk jumpa Dr Koshy...Check kt Dr Koshy demam lagi..so dr inserted the voltren supp.. Dr advice for Nebulizer 3 times as dr kata his lung terlampau banyak kahak..malam tue keadaan nie mcm bertambah teruk bawak ke A&E DEMC temperature dia naik 40 degrees...mak aii teruknya demam dia dgn ubat demam pun tak jalan...so khamis pagi ke DEMC semula jumpa dr koshy minta advice he said emran needed to be admitted as he foresee the demam is so bad and also considering his lungs banyak kahak..

 kat wad pun demam dia turun naik turun naik sampai dr sendiri pun pening..after blood test dr revealed that looks like viral infection which causes demam dia makin severe and jangkitan paru-paru yg teruk..and according to his experience its H1N1 virus.. He was started with antiviral and after a few days demam dia pun dah turun and maintain below 37 degrees..now dr needs to tackle his phlegm and what he did was to put him on nebulizer every 2 hourly and also for physioteraphy..


 emran was discharged on tuesday ...but he need to go fo follow up on next week ...now myself was still not feeling well..demam turun naik semula and also kadang bila waktu malam tak sihat badan... a sign of i'm getting old..hopefully in a few days akan baik laa coz banyak kerja tertangguh when your are not feeling well..