Dalam Kenangan..

 Yesterday was a sorrow day to d family.. hubby's beloved aunty passed away peacefully after being hospitalized in HKL for more than a month..

    Mak ngah  as we frequently called her was a very soft spoken lady..she married to Ayah Uda ( Hubby's uncle which is my late FIL big bro) and dikurniakan 9 orang anak...and we make it a point to visit Ayah uda's family as often as we can since diorang tinggal di Batu Caves and also my  mom and arwah father- inlaw mmg  dari kecil duduk dgn ayah uda and family before they move to Sungai Petani .. jadi the bonding memang stronglaa for both my inlaws...  And Najla also was very -very fond of their cucu especially their eldest grandchild Kakak  Fatin.. setiap kali ke sana Kakak Fatin laa yang rajin melayan main itu and main ini dari Najla baby untill now..

 Mak Ngah tak sihat sejak beberapa tahun yang lalu..she  was diagnosed with End Stage Renal Failure ( ESRF ) .. She was on dialysis.. from a plump lady badan dia terus susut but yet still she was a healthy lady.. However a month ago her health detriorated badly.. she was taken to HKL and was diagnosed with Breast Cancer Stage 4.. a shocking news since selama ini dia tak sedar yang dia kena cancer.. Since it was too late to do any operation or chemo/radiotherapy they did just a simple surgery and dressing everyday..since then she was warded in HKL..  My MIL rush down from Sungai Petani once dapat tahu dia was warded in HKL..so every weekend we visited her and dia still macam biasa ceria aje..cuma selera makan dia tak ada since the dr put her on Morphine injection.. dia rasa loya and muntah aje so memang tak lalu nak makan

  After few weeks warded we received another news yang cancer dah merebak ke seluruh tulang dia.. we felt soo sorry for her..the last time we went to visit her was last Sunday..masa itu keadaan dia dah  agak terlalu uzur..dia terlalu cengkung dan terpaksa membongkokkan badannya almost 90 degress utk bernafas with the help of oxygen..she cannot sit straight sbb dia kata sakit sangat.. so imagine you have to duduk bongkok  atas katil 24 hrs a day just to breathe.. her dialysis pun terpaksa dikurangkan dari 4 jam ke 2 jam sbb dia terlalu sakit untuk buang and 2 kali dia berada dlm keadaan yg kritikan kerana BP dia low below

 Since dah lama duk hospital the family requested utk bawa balik on Monday 25th July  ..but on that day her BP drop lagi  so dr postphoned to discharge her on 26th July ( yesterday ) ..their children had prepared to sewa the hospital bed, oxygen tank etc .. Tapi siapa sangka yesterday morning semasa tengah buat dialysis Mak Ngah dijemput kembali kepadaNYA... masa tue dia tengah buat dialysis.. and tiba-tiba diorang notice kenapa dia tak bergerak..rupanya she had passed away..and memang betullaa dia pulang juga yesterday tapi bukan pulang ke rumahnya... :-((

    Masa jenazah dibawa balik ke rumah nya ..tak dapat nak menahan rasa sebak especially bila melihat anak-anak and cucu dia.. hubby pun sama.. i only known her since i married to dearest hubby and dia tersangatlaa mesra...infact my mum and arwah daddy also kenal mereka coz they had visitied them banyak kali juga laa di TTDI and semasa daddy terlantar sakit.. however i salute their 9 children who had been very -very calm and uruskan jenazah ibu tersayang mereka sendiri buat kali terakhir..

    Innalillahi wainnailaihi rajiuun..dari ALLAH kita datang kepadaNYA kita kembali.. For Sure we will miss her so much setiap kali datang ke rumah ayah uda nanti...