Story About my father ( Continue)

 30th June 2009, at around 6.45am my dad suddenly had a stroke attack.. he could not speak at all..but he tried to.. he called Aunty Rokiah  in Shah Alam and Aunty Rokiah knew it was a stroke.. its was a "code blue emergency".. Quickly they called the ambulance and Abg Usop.. it seems so long to travel from TTDI to DSH..

 myself was in PMC as Emran was still on jaundice on his 12 days of life.. its quite a challange for me physically and emotionlly during that time as just a few days before Emran was admitted to PMC ( again) i did speak to him and how happy he was to carry Emran in his arms..

     in DSH things was quite chaos.. dad was quickly rush for CT Scan and also heart scan etc.. for CT Scan it was confirmed there was a clot and bleeding and during that time he was semi concious.. Dr need to put him in ICU for monitoring purpose.. but Dr broke down the news that he will be semi paralyzed if he managed to recover from the stroke attack.. I would say during his time in ICU it was seems like a " waiting  game" for our family..kami cuma mampu berdoa agar diberi kekuatan dan juga kesabaran

   One week in ICU..Dad manage to come out from the danger zone and transferred to a normal ward with monitoring.. a few doctors come to attend dad in DSH name it cardiologist, meurologist,  physician. gastroentologist ..what makes us angry  is one Cardiologist who quickly jump into conclusion that my dad had no harapan untuk pulih.. i mean it is such a "cruel" words to say to a family members not to put up hope/ berdoa..hanya ALLAH yg berkuasa..not the doctors yg boleh tentukan ajal maut seseorang.. my mum take it positively and say to the cardiologist..its ok he will improve with god will ..terus belah cardiologist tue and tak datang lawat dah.. i guest the cardiologist just wanted RM from Dad's insurance  for his so called " consultation " ..

I admire the positive atitude from the neurologist Dr Azmi who really gives encouragement and support.. he said Dad can improve but takes times.. maybe a year, maybe more years to come..

  yes indeed its true through out the journey of recovery he had improved a lot..from totally bedridden and could not talk at all ( vegetative condition ) he can talk, can walk with the help of walking sticks ..a recovery that Dr Azmi also agak terkejut.. it could not happens without the continuous support and positive attitude from my arwah dad himself, my mum especially being wih him 24-7 , and my other family members.. the journey to recovery was sometimes challenging,,,only we family knows what happens and am gladfull semua dapat lalui dgn tabah sabar although sometimes rasa kesabaran itu hilang.. but we know we want the best for him.. During Shat's engaggement on 27th Feb 2010 he was quite overwhelming that the crowd which consist of family members ( around 300 ++ ) datang .. neither did we know it will be the last function held in our TTDI house with him

  11 months after his journey to recovery, on 17th June 2010 dad suffered a 2nd stroke just one day before Emran turns one.... and he did not survive the 2nd stroke..CT Scan revealed that his brain was already bleeding all over..and he will not survive it..true enough..and 19hb June 2010 daddy kembali pada penciptaNYA pada pukul 11.50am di ICU Hospital Sg Buloh..

Dari Allah kita datang kepadaNYA kita akan kembali.. i will cherish all the moments with him and i hope my children especially Najla who spend most of her times with him will also do the same in a way that she never forgets her atuk who had been with her for 4  years 6 months..