Raya Preperation

   A few days before Raya... all preperation ala kadar ajelaa ..Kuih raya ada yang beli ada yang buat but not much yang dapat buat with toddler in the house..semua benda dia kacau  sampai kuih tengah masak kat oven pun dia sibuk nak ngintai oven ..hehe.. planning to bake a little bit more nanti kalau sempat laa and planning to do some sweet dessert like blueberry cheese tart and also perhaps some cakes with my sister Shatirah ..

  We have not decided yet to go back to Sg Petani or not..ada a few personal things which both hubby and i could not decide yet till now .. maybe we raya kat KL ajelaa.. if we Raya in KL only planning to visit all the saudara mara sebanyak yang mungkin insyaallah..

  last weekend went for a buka puasa buffet  with office mate at Desa Paku Ara Damansara.. food wise ok laa..puas hati with the foods but for me not the food counts but  more towards merapatkan silaturrahim with my new officemate ..

   this hari raya it will certainly be different and sometimes after terawih mummy and i  will talk about it.. i mummy will say to me " teringat lagi Raya last year daddy sakit..tahun nie dah tak da dah..".. but mummy said she bersyukur daddy cuma bedridden for 1 month only and keep on improving until the day he passed away..most of arwah daddy' baju batik, baju melayu, sampin songket etc was still nicely kept inside the closet and mummy have not decided yet  what to do with it since Adi and also Shahrir tak muat pakai baju -baju arwah..

     tomorrow afternoon only i will start my Raya leave and will decide what to cook for Hari Raya... one of the lagu Raya yang sedap didengar  for me is "Rindu yang telah pergi".. sayu ajelaa., Moga Daddy berbahagia di sana dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang -orang yang soleh..
 

RINDU YANG TELAH PERGI (Akim, Black, AG)


Sekali lagi ku terdengar,


Suara takbir,


Rasa menyelubungi,


Bila ku sendiri






Ku masih bermimpikan,


Hilai tawa itu,


Walaupun hanya sesaat,


Ku merasakannya






Kini yang tinggal hanya,


Pusara sebagai penawar,


Bisa ini,


Agar bercahaya,


Aku mampu berdoa,


Ini takdir yang maha esa


Di hari/pagi raya






Terbayang kenangan indah,


Tika bersama,


Keluhuran di wajahmu,


Ku kenang selalu






Andai ku meniti sebuah,


Cinta sejati,


Aidil fitri jadi saksi


Tulus hati ini






Rindu yang telah pergi,


Membawa satu memori,


Menjadi satu coretan cinta,


Oh woo…


Di pagi syawal ini,


Tertitis airmataku,


Memandang potret wajah dirimu