Mending a broken heart

                  Memaafkan memang mudah..melupakan memang payah.. ,,i Tabahla wahai hati.. Allah knows what's best for you and your kids.. insya'allah....

Accident

  Hubby met with an accident last Monday..i was at the office attending BOD meeting tetiba dapat call tapi takleh angkat sebab tgh cakap dgn my boss..so when  i didn't answer ada sms from him like this..ang jatu moto serdgr " ( maksudnya abang jatuh moto kat serdang") ..apa lagi terus excuse myself kejap utk ke toilet and call him back A.S,A.P,,nasib baik he jawab call tapi sambil jawab sambil jerit2 dan dengar suara kecoh kat belakang dia

      myself dah tak tentu arah ..cepat2 text my Bro inlaw soh tgkkan dia ..he managed to texted his BBM group..alhamdulillah cepat juga his friends yg BBM group yang berhampiran membantu..

   he was on his way to Putrajaya for an assignment..depan Kajang Silk kat lorong moto he skidded due to the jalan rupanya macam baru lepas tanah runtuh,...lumpur penuh satu terowong..when he skidded he bang his face kat tembok terowong motor dan jatuh..he managed to tahan his head and tawakal ajelaa since ada 2 lagi moto belakang dia..dua lagi moto pun jatuh laa..he was brought via ambulance to Hospital Serdang

 i  am so worried..i drive quite fast juga tapi masih berfikiran rasional untuk reach the destination dengan selamat from my office in klang to serdang..jem gile..i reached hosp serdang at around almost 3pm..2 hours late..dalam hati tak putus putus doa moga he in good condition..

    reached at Wad kecemasan saw a group of young dentist tengah jahit bibir dia sebab koyak..ok fine have to wait outside and he was bring brought out for 2nd xray..begitu begini still ambil masa lama and last2 yang dischage him was a bunch of houseman officer.. diagnosis dia kata takde apa..just bahu dislocate..takde patah takde apa.. ok when i requested the hard copy xray dia kata tak boleh dapat sbb polisi hospital kerajaan kita scan aje xray dlm hard disk..patient takleh dapat copy...i was quite annoyed as i wanted to see the xray betul ke takde patah or apa..macam mana they want to convince the patient kalau bukti yang sepatutnya hak milik pesakit tak dapat pulak..

              after dapat discharge terus wanted to bring him to DEMC to seek 2nd opinion and possible to do xray again since takdapat bukti coz sepanjang perjalanan from Hosp Serdang to Shah Alam he was screaming pain..Xray kat DEMC shown that his tulang humerus bahu patah not dislocated.. terpampang besar kat skrin Xray DEMC tue as the radiographer show to us.. seriously wrong diagnosis can lead to wrong treatment..he was admitted for further treatment..surgeon suggest either to let it heal sendiri or do a minor operation to insert screw and it will heal quite fast with rehab and so..

          later we will decide tengok macam mana..tak berani nak cakap the pro and cons if takde information...dugaan untuk dia as it happen just after he celebrate his 37th Birthday on Sunday..takpelaa abg..redha atas dugaan yang melanda..ada hikmah disebaliknya..

   

Open Haus

         Masih di hujung hujung Syawal...  This year we all did not plan for any open house or open table untuk ajak kawan-kawan datang beraya di rumah..sorry ye kawan -kawan.. we all kesuntukan masa dan disebabkan agenda for weekend is always preoccupied with weddings, other open house, visiting family members and also Najla's art class ,,


       i owed my ex collegues masa kat ASC nak buat some sort of gathering again + pot luck at our house ..insya'allah will plan another one nanti...nak plan skarang pun busy lagi for another project and also 2 of my friends yang masak sedap nak due dah..nanti tak cukup korum tak bestt

        I remember masa kat TTDI dulu time sekolah arwah Daddy every year tak akan lepas buat open house..and our open house macam kenduri kahwin..hehehe..siap khemah 2-3 bijik and also dia akan kerah anak -anak buah dia yang ramai itu  ( our cousins) yang duduk area KL untuk datang menolong..and time tu takde laa katering services famous mcm skarang nie ..dulu is all home cooked meal and the main dish will be home cooked laksa johor..masa satu atau dua kawah besar kuah laksa by my mum with the help of some of my aunties yang memang terror masak laksa johor.. almost all arwah dad's friend yang non muslim and their family members are looking forward for the open house because of laksa johor...ada siap tapau lagi and also some do request to cook for them bila mereka terasa nak makan laksa johor..and dad akan melayan mereka dengan senang hati..

          Sekarang catering aje laa senang and ringkas...but if buat pot luck i do prefer home cooked meal.. lagi best dapat rasa juadah sorang sikit,,
  
           September bulan birthday..banyak birthday berlaku pada bulan ini..

          

     

                 

rafeeq soon to be 11 months

this cheeky boy dah nak masuk 11 months dah..sangatlaa lasak and garang also..tak padan dengan kenit..hehe..he is more sincere dengan kakak Najla compared to Abang Emran..probably sebab abang Emran suka sangat gado dengan dia and ambil mainan dia..hihih..

Ohh in the other hand we will have to change bibik once rafeeq turns 1 year old..nooo not because the current maid tak ok,, she is ok ..kerjapun rajin..so far she jaga our kids dengan baik sepanjang kitorang bekerja..its becoz she wanted to go back to Medan after tamat permit setahun untuk settle masalah keluarga..we did offer her to stay but she still insist to go back..takpe laa takkan nak paksa pulak

we will have to find a repacement by October..insya'allah hopefully the next bibik akan ok laa with the children..moga Allah permudahkannya..insya'allah..

Pengantin baru.. Huda dan Hasan

 Selamat pengantin Baru to my dearest Huda dan husband , hasan.. i am so happy for you , alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar dan Huda selamat bergelar isteri kepada Hasan..

       i know Huda melalui MIRC..hahahaha..percayalaa yer..zaman MIRC chatting dulu :-)..,masa tu Huda was in Form 4 in Kota Kinabalu Sabah..i think it was almost 10 -12 years back..we chat bout anything ..and slalu chat at night laa after 10pm..

         then after her SPM huda and family pun pindah ke KL..so dapat laa bersua muka..although not too often but yet still we still keep in touch with each other., masa di KL dia dapat sambung blajar Diploma in Farmasi kat UITM while masa itu i am kat UKM studying Pharmacy,,its a co incidence laa she got into Pharmacy course.. so since we are in the same course cuma berlainan kelulusan we still yet can communicate and tukar tukar pendapat serba sedikit tentang pelajaran yang berkaitan dalam bidang farmasi

         I completed my Degree in 2003..got married in 2004 and she become my pegapit.. last minute punye since our other friend and we all kenal dan slalu borak juga via MIRC tak dapat hadir last minute jadi pengapit so i asked her to help..kelam kabut dia cari baju kaler grey sbb nak matching dengan pegapit my husband masa itu which was my BIL, EG...^_^

       After she finish her Diploma dia kerja sekejap then dapat offer utk sambung belajar Degree Pharmacy kat UITM..she ask me and i say to her..go ahead..dah ada peluang depan mata tue..she continue her degree in Pharmacy for another 4 years ..alhamdulillah she completed her degree and now dah jadi registered Pharmacist based in Muar, Johor..

    Alhamdulillah i am so thankful to have such a wonderful friend.. i always refer her as my adik angkat :-).
and 25 ogos 2012 dia selamat di ijabkabulkan dengan Ahmad Inamul Hasan..

    Didoakan semoga ikatan perkahwinan yang dibina akan berkekalan dan insya'allah dikurniakan zuriat yang soleh dan solehah..

 

Hari Raya ke 3

3rd day of hari raya..beraya umah aunty maria..we had nasi lemak for brunch...specially cooked by aunty maria..

Minal aidil wal faizin..Aidilfitri 2012

 Alhamdulillah,, mummy dearest, Adi and Kak zera selamat sampai ke tanah air from Jeddah yesterday around noon....today we celebrate our 1st Syawal 1433 in Denai Alam before sending off Adi and K.Zera to Subang Airport for flight bound to Kelantan..

  Menu pagi raya simple aje...soto and nasi impit and also rendang daging..lemang beli dari the famous lemang bonda kat kampung melayu subang..punya laa ramai nak beli lemang nie coz hubby kata kena amik no giliran...he went there at 10pm and was told that his order akan siap around 12,30am..sampai tertidur hubby dalam kereta tunggu lemang..

   after that off to rumah aunty rokiah..managed to catch up with Kak Fifi and family and also mimi and family..alhamdulillah..

 rumah lain belum sempat nak ziarah lagi coz takut mum penat..akan sambung ziarah menziarahi setakat mana yg mampu insya'allah sepanjang cuti hari raya ini...will visit hubby's side later insya'allah after MIL and my SIL, BIL semua arrive from Kedah,

  its rafeeq first syawal..budak nie tak suka pakai songkok and tak suka amik gambar..huhu,,macam macam style kena buat supaya dia tgk kamera..hihih..

 

2nd week of Ramadhan..

 Almost 2 minggu dah berpuasa..alhamdulillah my daily routine tak terjejas... everyday after work managed to cook one or two dishes ..so bulan puasa ini tak pergi sangat bazar ramadhan..just once in a while sahaja melawat the small bazar ramadhan in bukit jelutong..

 last weekend masa cuti panjang we managed to spend some time with the family in Sungai Petani..kids enjoy playing with their cousins ...riuh satu rumah..on saturday we decided to bring all of them for a rest and relax one day vacation at penang island..wahh memang seronok laa bebudak tue dapat mandi pool..

 insya'allah our planning this year hubby's family will come down to KL on hari raya ke 4,..suppose this year balik  Sungai Petani on the eve before raya but since mummy went for umrah and will only be back on the eve of hari raya we will spend our hari raya here with Mummy insya'allah..

  owhh btw it's rafeeq first journey to Sungai Petani..wahhh si kenit tue restless betul duk dalam kete lama-lama sampai terpaksa gilir-gilir pegang dia dgn bibik..kalau tak melonjak lonjak dia sambil jerit jerit kat dalam kereta..semua benda dia buang ke bawah..penat kami mengutipnya,,

Da Vinci Kids

This is one of Najla's art.....

we have enroll Najla's to Da vinci art class kat seksyen 13..class starts every sunday for 2 hours from 9am till 11am..since dia suka sangat melukis,buat craft dan conteng sana sini we think its the best way untuk dia belajar menconteng dari seorang professional ^_^

alhamdulillah she really love it..i hope from the class also she learnt to be patient..najla kekadang nak buat kerja tau nak cepat aje..betul ke tak dia tak kisah..eiii tue yang kekadang geram ajeee..

fees pun quite reasonable laa..next stop kalau ada rezki lebih nak enroll dia untuk swimming class pulaks

terus Melangkah...

It has been almost a month i am venturing to a new career ...its not as easy decision to make but alhamdulillah Allah had show the way...After Rafeeq was born i was thinking to find a new career which can suits the more family time especially on weekends.its not an easy as it looks and along the way i have been given 2-3 chances on that but i feel like the offer given does not suits me..

 So i stayed on the previous company and every time on non Saturday public holiday i feel quite guilty as i need to skip most of the family occasions and also Najla's school activities ...and memang dah terdetik dah tak boleh macam nie sampai bila -bila..kalau tak kesian dengan anak-anak...

 Along the way i personally faced some problem with the previous company ( you can see my collegue write it here ..).hanya kami yang melalui yang akan faham nye.. how hard is it..how we bravely stood up to face the Evil faced "people" hanya kerana nak tuntut our hak sebagai seorang pekerja )..friends of  A*C you know what i meant...

During that i received an offer which somewhere suits the working hours that i want..alhamdulillah..after much more discussion and negotiation i agreed to joined the company..and i am back to perkilangan business which i love to venture as the knowledge keep on expanding and does not stuck at static things on dispensing medicine only.. the working hours starts at 7am and finish at 3.30pm only..means i have really ample time to do banking business after office hours..furthermore i can skip the traffic jam as i will be travelling during odd hours.. yess i started my journey right after subuh prayers and will reach the office just in time before clocking.. my journey home also was a smooth one as  usually before Asar prayers i will be at home already with my two boys waiting at home eagerly nak ajak main toys..

  Alhamdulillah..syukur sesangat..memang rezki yang tak dijangka..and i am glad tak ambil tindakan terburu-buru untuk buat decision.. here i am at the new company.. i am happy working with my new collegues and my boss are from UK and Ireland..i do miss my collegues in A*C as they really are the most helpfull and kelakar.. we really had a great time together and we really don't know how we manage to have the courage to stood up to fight againts the company..:-D...along the way ramai yang sudah tinggalkan tempat tu untuk mulakan hidup yang baru.. masih ada yg masih setia di sana menanti peluang yang lebih baik..mungkin...

  Wishes all the best to my ex collegue..moga ukhwah kita berkekalan..insya'allah..





  

 

 

Hari Sukan Sekolah

Najla 's hari sukan sekolah was held today kat Padang Bukit Jelutong..for standard 1 they had sukaneka..Najla is in yellow house...

 acara sukaneka dia..bawa bola dalam kon...they named it as "lagu tiga kupang"...emran bila dengar lagu tga kupang terus excited nak menyanyi..hahahaha..his favourite song is lagu tiga kupang..

   dapat saguhati aje...but its not about the winning matters..yang penting enjoyyyy and take it easy..hopefully bila dia dah standard 4 ke atas dia akan aktif bersukan...just like me..masa sekolah rendah dulu i do love sports..especially acara olahraga..:-D

Report Kad Najla

 Semalam hari amik report card Najla and open day for parents untuk jumpa teacher Najla..since hubby on Annual leave yesterday dia amik kan report card Najla n jumpa cikgu dia..

 agak berdebar juga laa nak tahu apa perkembangan pelajaran Najla..bila hubby balik around 5pm mcm tue bawak report card ,tgk jugalaa report card dia n result dia..ada yg ok ada yg tak..kena brush up her skill laa..mcm BM time buat ayat dia and susun ayat dia masih tak berapa cekap and faham... i guess level skrg budak budak quite advance juga..apa pun pelan-pelan kayuh laa for her..as for us we wanna let her enjoy time persekolahan not forcing her too much..


 

Najla's report card..nie bukan report card mcm buku..its an A4 file..:-D...sume laporan ujian dia ada dlm file nie..skrg KSSR dia akan kumpul progress macam style university..setiap work dr darjah 1 smp darjah 6 akan dikumpul n membawa markah..

   

Happy 3rd Birthday my Dearest Son Emran Danish

18th June 2012.. Emran Danish is 3 years old..Happy Birthday dearest Emran..we All love you soooo much...

 this year we did a small gathering with family for Emran..since my MIL ada kat KL,she took the opportunity to cook some of the dishes..we had nasi tomato, rendang daging, pulut kuning and also ayam masak merah..

   I ordered 2 cakes for Emran's birthday..one is for the celebration with his friends kat sekolah..cuma prepared party packs +baloon...party packs pun theme rojak..ada angry bird, upin ipin,cars,toys story..lantaklaaa labuuu..we just bought the party packs items in bundle kat Kelang.ohh not forgetting we had .ballons we bought a big ones...quite murah 2-3x ganda beli bundle  so boleh laa untuk emran's friend kat sekolah sorang satu..woooo jenuh betul bibik and  i mengepam baloon angry bird besar sebanyak 70 pcs..next time kena remember untuk "invest" satu pam elektrik..

    Dearest son..moga membesar jadi anak yg soleh dan dengar kata..

Remembering those who had gone..

  ..received few berita duka berkenaan dengan kematian dalam bulan ini..A good friend of mine ,                       Nurul Aida 's dad passed away peacefully on 7th June 2012 ,,. I used to follow Nurul to Jakarta during cuti sekolah back in 1996 as his late dad works in Jakarta..moga ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang soleh..

  Another berita dukacita was the demise of one of my classmate semasa Matriks PMKP Batch 98/99 iaitu Allahyarham Muhammad Fahmi Aziz..we used to called him Fahmi Dewa coz in my class dulu ada 3 orang nama fahmi..so untuk elakkan our cikgu ( dulu masa matriks di Kuala Pilah ) we called our lecturer cikgu ,, was the one yang menyerlah coz he is very out spoken..he should be coz he is ex RMC boy..
he joined our class a week late from us as he decline offer to masuk somewhere else coz he wanted to study in UKM..dulu masa our time is so different dari sekarang..for ours after SPM in 1997 we got a chance to choose which university nak masuk so we know which university to target too,,

        Fahmi passed away after he was involved in a motorbike accident in NPE highway around 1am on 14th June 2012..according to his friends he skidded ..i only know the news from other PMKP friends after i read their status on Facebook..it was quite a shock.. he leave behind a wife and 2 young children,, i never met him anymore after we left Kuala Pilah as we were in different part of UKM ...he choose to continue his study in Engineering in UKM bangi while i was in UKM KL doing Pharmacy..

           His demise menjadi iktibar pada yang masih hidup bahawa ajal boleh datang bila bila masa ..tak kira tua atau muda... and kita yang masih hidup kena manfaatkan sebaik baiknya..


          Its seems that bulan June adalah bulan mengingati mereka yg telah pergi...so many person that i know passed away in June including arwah daddy..

Saturday.....( no) more working days for me

 Starting from June i  am no longer working on saturdays...alhamdulillah syukur sesangat..at least more time can spend with my little ones and also for family matters..

     Alhamdulillah Allah show me the way...bila masa di dalam dilema Allah bukakan jalan dan menerima sesuatu yang tak dijangka..

      Its not an easy decision for me..have to think banyak -banyak kali before i took this decision.along the way i have also decline a few offers as i believe maybe kalau bersabar akan ada yg lebih baik..and its true..

    its a very short notice and decision ..and ada kalanya memang tak dinafikan hati berbelah bahagi juga coz i will leave my beloved friends behind..kawan-kawan yang best skali dan seronok bekerja bersama..but i believe in life if ada satu peluang yg diberi take it and go for it as the opportunity will not knock twice ..

                                           my precious geng boboiboy...Ummi love u soooo much 


   
   


     

4 Jun 2012..sudah 8 tahun

Alhamdulillah ..today genap 8 tahun dah usia perkahwinan kami.....and insya'allah hoping many more years to come..thank you dearest husband who has been there masa susah and senang...althought takda fancy -fancy anniversary gift dari hubby to me or from me to dearest husband...sepanjang usia perkahwinan kami kali pertama kami bercuti ke oversea adalah ke Singapura last March....tak jauh pun dekat aje...

 insya'allah....my prayers to ALLAH  moga jodoh perkahwinan yg di bina akan kekal ke akhir hayat...and moga kita dapat didik anak-anak kita jadi anak-anak yg cemerlang dunia dan akhirat..

   

     

Rafeeq admitted at DEMC

 bersiaran dari DEMC,,, Rafeeq was admitted to DEMC yesterday nite due to AGE..AGE stands for Acute Gastro Enteritis..the symptoms of AGE is vommit, dehydration,diarrhea with loose stools and also fever.. A few days back he had on and off fever with a temperature of 39 and comes with a package of flu, cough and runny nose..after doses of Paracetamol Syrup, Nurofen Syrup, Zyrtec syrup and Salbutamol Syrup it is still not resolved..
    On Sunday evening we went to DEMC  A& E department to seek opinion..so MO instructed for Blood test..result ok ..yesterday after balik kerja Suci our maid told us that he still have fever and dah 3x diarhea..so wanna seek opinion from Dr Ahmad..

   Alhamdulillah smlm evening clinic Dr Ahmad tak ramai orang pun..so cerita-cerita tak doctor bout symptom rafeeq so dr Ahmad suggest for admission untuk monitoring...as rafeeq is not so active, mata a bit sunken, less minum susu and makan..Dr Ahmad ajar tanda-tanda dehydration in infant which parents should watch out is sunken eyes,, dry skin,red lips, menangis tak keluar air mata and also no wet diapers dalam masa 3 jam..sbb kena treat for dehydration ASAP..

   for Rafeeq case its monitoring to prevent dehydration and also to look for rotavirus..although he completed all 3 doses of rotavirus vaccines kemungkinan untuk dijangkiti memang ada cuma kalau dijangkiti tak seteruk tanpa vaksin..itu menurut kata dr laa..

   Around 8.45pm sume dah ready dah for Rafeeq, Dr Ahmad yang set sendiri IV line dia which i am more confident compared to kalau nurse setkan line..yerlaa since he is soo small jadi dia punya urat pun tersangatlaa halus..takut kalau nurse tak dpt cari nanti rafeeq kena cucuk banyak kali..

  by 9pm dah start his first drip of Saline half strength..alhamdulillah barulaaa dia nampak ceria and also aktif kembali...siap jerit-jerit lagi macam biasa..kalau tak senyap aje..nak lompat-lompat pun takda tenaga..

    this morning masih demam..so Dr Ahmad tukar plan nak kasi IV antibiotik nanti untuk turunkan demam dia..hopefully by tomorrow boleh laa discharge and he is back on his normal self..insya'allah..

Wet World... Shah Alam

 Today kami ajak kids terjah wet world shah alam..pernah pergi sekali..tak ingat tahun berapa tah...so since skrg dah duk Shah Alam and hbubby promise nak bawak kids main air sepuas-puasnye, so terus ajelaa ke Wet World Shah Alam..

       We arrive around 11am..ramai dahh orang sbb ada family day ..entrance fee dah naik dah..dulu RM10 aje and kids free..skrg RM 20 utk adult and RM16 utk kids... facility pun dah upgrade..dulu takde pun cabana-cabana untuk disewa..duduk kat meja aje..nowdays sape nak rehat lama boleh sewa Cabana..RM50 per cabana..since we all bawak banyak benda srwa ajelaa cabana tue..senang nak rehat2 n baring-baring..

   Kids really enjoy main air..termasuklaa rafeeq... Cik abang Emran penakut air...huhu dia nak mandi tempat shallow aje,.....bila dalam sikit dah takut...najla macam biasa terover excited main air..najla dah besar senang sikit nak ajak dia main kat pool yang lebih dalam sikit + ajak dia main slide air tue...memang seronok laa main..

           Rafeeq pun enjoy main air...selepas penat main dia tido seround kat cabana selama almost sejam jugak...then bangun terus bibik ajak sambung main air lagi..memang seronok dia tepuk-tepuk air..


           boleh laa pergi Wet World lagi after this..dekat pun dekat..harga pun boleh laa berbaloi kalau nak duduk lelama sampai kecut  tapak tangan n kaki..hehehe..nak ke sunway lagoon mahal sangat..around RM60 per person..kalau masuk Sunway lagoon haruslaa duduk dari pagi sampai dia tutup supaya ianya sangat berbaloi dengan harga yg dibayar..

meriahnya gathering..part 2

BBQ gatherting tersangattt meriah...

Last saturday nite berpakat dgn kawan-kawan sekerja untuk mengadakan potluck + BBQ ..tersangatlaa happening...alhamdulillah bersyukur sangat mempunyai rakan-rakan sekerja yang sangat happening....
   it was purely a gotong royong event..the husband all incharge of the grill while kaum-kaum wanita pulak busy menyediakan hidangan yg dibawa..

  kids having fun playing with each other..insya'allah we will plan for more get together and pot luck..seronok sesangat..