Learning to crawl

my first step to crawl..and i am still learning to coordinate my body movement

Holiday in Malacca

Ummi & me



Abah & me in Muara Sg Duyong, Melaka




Aunty Fatimah & her husband







Me & Abah having a great time together









Hello ..it has been a long time i haven't updated my blog..To begin with recently we ( ummi, abah & i) went for a so call "holiday" in malacca..actually we went there to attend one of ummi's university classmate kenduri kahwin..yes..congratulations to Aunty Fatimah& Uncle Shazril Baha

i am having a great time there..we went to Muara Sungai Duyong for Ikan bakar..yum..yum for Abah & ummi as i am too small to eat the seafood

Suka -suka..

happy sampai meleleh air liur..ehehe









alamak..kantoi

Tok Wan dalam kenangan ( 1948 - 2006 )

ummi's jurnal on arwah Tok wan..

i first knew ayah a month before our engagement.. that was in November 2003,my first impression of ayah is he is an outspoken person & garang.. After our marriage in June 2004, i get to know him better..He was not as garang as i thought..we rarely talk to each other as we did not met often..we only met if ayah came down to visit us in KL and when we went back to Sg Petani.

i remember the first day when he get to know i am pregnant with Najla..he was realy -really excited to be a grandfather.. he keep on reminding me to take care of my self and the baby inside the womb.When he came down to visit us, he repeatedly told me not to walk around as he scared i will fall down and injured myself..

he will make extra precaution when he knew we are going back to Sg Petani.. he will lay all the kain buruk and tikar at the bathroom door just to ensure that i will not fell down..

The day najla was born he was not here in Malaysia..he was performing haj..and the moment he saw Najla for the first time on the first day he went back from Mecca..his heart melts..i could see from his face how proud he is to received his first grandchild although he was quite scared to hold Najla in his arms for the first time as najla was quite small ( around 2.5kg)

Najla grew up and we will visit him as often as we could..he was so eager to play with Najla..The first word that he will ask when he saw us is Najla mana?..and he would cradles and hold Najla

The last day i saw him healthy is in Malacca where we are involved in the accident..He was more concern of us especially Najla..During angah's wedding in malacca he requested to play with Najla throughout the ceremony..Didn't realize that was the last moment for him to be with Najla cand us..

we received a distress call on 1st July from Sg petani saying he was not well..we really thought he was having a normal heart problem as he had undergone a heart operation in December 2003..We rush back to Sg petani and being inform that he was in a coma..it was not a heart problem after all..it seems that he is having a stroke and his blood vessel in the brain had burst..he underwent a brain surgery on the day itself to insert tubes to drain all the blood and remain coma for a week..

a few days before he passed away, he managed to regain concious..he can move his hands a bit and cry when Mak spoke to him..A day before his demise, he suffers another blow when his lungs collaps and he went back into coma..his chance of surviving is zero..We knew that we will have to prepare for the worst.

Ayah pass away at 3.00 am on 19th July 2006 in Strand Specialist Sg Petani after 19 days of hospitalization..it was the saddest moment in my life to lost a wonderfull father in law..we didn't manage to celebrate our first raya with Najla rogether this year and more occasions that we was not given the time to be together with him..but we was happy that he manage to perfom his Haj and fulfill his wishes to be a grandfather

Alfatihahto my beloved father in law HAJI HASHIM BIN MONTAK..Moga roh ayah di tempatkan di kalangan orang -orang yang soleh..

Tok Wan Passed away

My last memories with Tok Wan..Hanya kenangan akan jadi pengubat rindu




tok wan last hug me in malacca on mak ngah's wedding 11th June 2006











Dear all,


My beloved Tok Wan had passed away on 19th July 2006 at 3.00am in Sungai Petani..He had died of complications due to the stroke..the last time i met him is 1 month ago during mak ngah's wedding in Malacca.. i spend most of the time with him..didn't realize that that was the last time i saw him healthy..i am very -very sad as i am her only grand daughter and i love him very -very much ..he is the one who will cradles me when get to see him..i love to play with him..Now he is gone forever, he could not see me growing up to be a strong and big girl..

to my dearest Tok wan..Moga roh tok wan di tempatkan di kalangan orang -orang yang soleh Amin..

al fatihah..

The truth has unveiled itself

the driver was lying to the police





POLICE PROOF THAT SHOW THE TEENAGER WAS WRONG ( COMPOUNDED RM 300)








Alhamdulillah after all the hassle about the late accident in Malacca..it's finally over..we will get our car back next week ( insya'allah).. the police had found out that the teenage driver is guilty ( right like ummi said, she is same age as aunty Shatirah)

what annoys abah and ummi that teenage driver did a police report that says Abah was the one who hit her car ( see 2nd report).anyway, orang menipu selalu tak dapat apa pun

P/S : CLICK ON THE REPORT TO READ IT CLEARLY

My Tok Wan

Dear all,

Please pray for my Tok wan in Sungai Petani for his recovery..My Tok Wan had suffered a serious stroke attack this morning.. he was still in a coma and his condition is critical..Insyaallah will be going back with all the family members here to join abah there..

please pray for him..i love my tok wan very -very much..

6 months old already

i am already 6 months old..now i can sit and i can turn around the way i like..

Mak Ngah's wedding in Malacca

Mak Ngah & me..sorry mak ngah i am not in a good mood that day






ummi after the accident..manage to senyum gaks









Mak Ngah & Uncle saiful..steady jer..ahakss










late update...sorry i was having a high fever + rashes a few days back..alhamdulillah i am ok now..the pictures above was taken on Mak Ngah's & uncle Saiful wedding just after the car accident tragedy ( yess..we still proceed to the wedding with tok daddy's car after the accident)

Ummi was quite shy to take pictures with the bride & groom because there were bruises on her lips while i am not feeling well..

by the way..congrats again Mak Ngah..hopefully i have "cousins" soon to play around..;-)

Malacca tragedy

the accident scene..see how the blue car went into our line and hit our car






Abah & ummi's car totally damage










yesterday Abah,ummi & i was involved in a terrible accident..Abah was driving slowly in a kampung area in Alor Gajah ( we went there to attend Mak Ngah's wedding in Uncle Saiful place) when suddenly out of no where a blue nissan car from the opposite direction went straight into our car and bang us..i was asleep at ummi's arm in the backseat at the back of Abah & Abah was driving slow ( 60 km/hrs). i was really shock that i cried really-really loud and ummi banged into Abah's seat.. due to high impact of the crash ummi injured her lips ( bruises on her lips). Her neck, hands and legs was really painful. Abah's chest and legs was painful and had bruises on it due to the seatbelt impact ( luckily Abah wear the seatbelt, it really-really saves his life). .I was still in shock that i suffer a high fever with a "spiking " temperature ( my temperature went high then suddenly drop then went high again).Ummi and Abah was very -very worried so does Tok Daddy, Tok Mummy,Tok, Tok wan and all the Sg Petani family. Tok daddy pick drove all the way from KL to Melacca to pick us up as our Waja had to be put in the workshop there as it is quite a "big" damage

As the stupid person ( as abah & ummi said) who crash into our car suffers serious injury and had to be taken to the hospital..Abah said that the person ( two young girls..dunno had a licence or not) on the other car drove quite fast and bang into us at a sharp bend where the accident happen..

We went to a clinic for check up, ummi call up my peadtrician to check my condition.Alhamdulillah everybody was OK..i really -really thank ALLAH that none of us was injured...luckily Abah manage to control our car on time or else the other car will directly hit the backseat where i sat with ummi.and u can't imagine what happen next.

Abah & Ummi had already make a police report..settle with the insurance company and would like to claim all the damages and suffering from the other party(luckily that Ummi brought along a digital camera and we manage to take some snap on the damage of our Waja & the scene of accident..so pictures never lies)

I was still in a shock and am trying to recover from the high fever.. To the other people out there who read this.. Please think about other people when you are driving..don't be selfish..it is cruel when other people had to suffer from your foolish act of driving unethically.. What if your own family suffers the same fate?..

Congratulations mak Ngah

Thursday 8th June was Mak Ngah's ( abah sister) big day.. Congratulations to Mak Ngah & my new Pak Ngah Shaiful..sorry Mak Ngah, i couldn't attend the wedding in Kedah as ummi is working on that day & we had gone back to Kedah last week..Abah went back to Kedah alone and take lots of Mak Ngah picts in her wedding outfit..
Congratulations again

When all the babies met..

Farah yasmin & me..unfortunately the other twins Adam Daniel was not around during this photo shoot




the youngest cousin among all,Alisya



Adli Haris & me





















Wedding is the time where i am able to meet all my cousins.. for the first time during uncle Hakim & aunty Mimi's wedding, all my cousins that are born in the year 2005 & 2006 ( alisya is the youngest among my cousins in the moment) gathered together..

When Najla met Adli Haris..again

Adli : Pstt..hello Najla we meet again..
Najla : yerp..






Adli : remember the last time you " karate" me?,now its my turn..hahaha

Najla : ouch..ouch..

Both Najla & Adli are 6 months old..this is their way of "communication" when they meet once in a while..ahakss

Congratulations aunty Mimi & Uncle Ablen Lamdek..

the hantaran






the lovely aunty Mimi & Uncle Ablen Lamdek


first of all..Happy 2nd wedding anniversary Abah & Ummi today, 4th June 2006!..
Moga perkahwinan Abah& Ummi akan berkekalan..insyaallah

Secondly..CONGRATULATIONS to aunty Mimi & uncle Ablen Lamdek on their wedding today..The wedding reception that was held in Shah Alam was really-really great..lots of people attended it..aunty mimi looks lovely in her gold outfit..

my aqiqah in Kedah

the orang kampung in Kedah










phew.,just got back from Kedah last night.. my aqiqah was done in Abah's home town in Sg Petani on Friday before friday prayers..there was lots of people attended it..alhamdulillah tok & tok wan managed to gathered at least 200 orang kampung to attend it..the kenduri was prepared in a gotong -oyong style where all the villagers came & help to cook the meal..

the aqiqah was done in a very -very simple ceremony..with the "imam kampung Semeling" membacakan doa selamat

For abah & ummi that was more than enough as we managed sedekah the "kambing aqiqah" to the very-very poor vilagers ( imagine tok's house in Semeling where there is no street lamp & no tar road to enter their homes & the only road connected to their houses is "jalan tanah merah") to rather than doing it in a grand celebration as it is membazir & just showing off..

Uncle Hakim's Wedding in JB

the lovely bride & groom, Uncle Hakim & aunty Suhaila




the lovely flower girls





Hanan insyirah & me














Just got back from JB yesterday nite..what a wonderfull trip as i get to meet lots of people especially my dearest cousins, uncles & aunties.. I was the centre of attraction from everyone as i am the youngest,( heheh )

the atmosphere was lively during the wedding reception although it rains quite heavily in JB..but yet lots of people attend Tok Pon's youngest son wedding..everbody was really enjoying themselves especially all the uncles,aunties,toks, cousins where this is the only moment where the whole extended family get to meet together..

Uncle Hakim & wife looks lovely in their purple songket outfit..congratulations to both of them..

During our trip back to KL..we went to aunty mimi's house to give her some goodies..stay there for a while and we met aunty fifi, uncle abar and the twins Adam & Farah who just came back from UK on Saturday..

Aunty mimi's wedding is next..

More wedding coming..

Abah's & ummi 2nd wedding anniversary


I'm going south next week for Uncle Hakim's wedding..can't wait to see all the extended family that i haven't met before..then we are schedule to go back to Sungai Petani via flight for my aqiqah and going back to KL just in time for aunty mimi's wedding on 4th June..

so many wedding's to attend..hopefully i'll enjoy it..and another two weeks is abah's & ummi 2nd wedding anniversary..

Happy Teacher's day Abah

To my dearest Abah.. Happy teacher's day & i love you very -very much!!









TERIMA KASIH GURU


masih jelas di minda
bisikan suaramu memanggil
di situ tempat ku bermula
mengejari cita
kau disisi

lantas ku utuskan lagu
untuk menyatakan terima kasih

terima kasih guru kerna hulur tanganmu
ku menghargai setulus jiwaku
bicaramu guru kan ku ingat selalu
menjadi azimat ku genggam hingga ke akhirnya

guru ibarat pelita
sentiasa menyinar kamar hidupku
guru kau pewaris ilmu
mendidik diriku
hinga ku berjaya

lantas ku utuskan lagu
untuk menyatakan terima kasih

terima kasih guru kerna hulur tanganmu
ku menghargai setulus jiwaku
bicaramu guru kan ku ingat selalu
menjadi azimat ku genggam hingga ke akhirnya

andai diberi peluang
inginku terbang tinggi di awangan
kanku petik bintang-bintang
kujadikan hadiah untukmu
moga tuhan merahmatimu
terima kasih

terima kasih guru kerna hulur tanganmu
ku menghargai setulus jiwaku
bicaramu guru kan ku ingat selalu
menjadi azimat ku genggam hingga ke akhirnya
terima kasih guru kerna hulur tanganmu
ku menghargai setulus jiwaku
bicaramu guru kan ku ingat selalu
menjadi azimat ku genggam hingga ke akhirnya

Little " ustazah"

untukmu yang tersayang
bermain di fikiran
apakah masih ada ruang
untuk bersama
padamu ayah bonda
permata hati bersinar
doa yang ku damba untukmu
tanda cintaku
tanda kasihku
lihatlah diriku ini
hasil titik peluhmu mendidik
hingga ku genggam bintang di langit
indah terang bercahaya
anak soleh idaman insan bertaqwa
kan terkota akhirnya
gerbang bahgia setia menanti
tanda keikhlasan hati ini
pengorbananmu menggunung tinggi
kasih sayang mu bima sakti
tiada cara untukku atasi
mulianya dirimu di sisi Yang Esa
kau permata hatiku
ayah dan bonda

Our home in Denai Alam

let see, where r we going actually ummi?



i'm "lepaking" hahaha







Tok,tok wan& uncle yap from Sg Petani drop by last weekend..So,abah took all of us to see our new home located in Denai Alam, Shah Alam..the home was still under construction..but we managed to see the showhouse..the decoration in the show house was extremely great..so together with ummi we took quite a number of photos in the house..insyaallah the house will be ready by end / early next year..can't wait to move to our new home with Abah & ummi..

Wedding day..

Congratulations to Uncle Hamzarul Heerman & wife Aunty Harniza on their wedding day, last saturday 22nd April 2006..ummi,abah & i really had a great day..unfortunately i was so tired, so after taking pictures with the bride&groom,its sleeping time for me..

Me in my cute pose..ahakss.

ada chance jadi model tak?..ehehe

Adli the " handsome " guy

4 months old Adli harris has grown as a handsome guy right?..the latest pictures of him in his cute pose..

Permata ayah bonda

Mewangi kuntuman bahagia

Di halaman ayah serta bonda

Menatang selaut cahaya

Melerai resah dan gundah di jiwa

Segunung impian dicita

Selangit harapan di damba

Dibelai, dimanja mesra

Kaulah racun, kau penawar

Senyuman dan tangisanmu

Pengubat duka dan lara

Engkau umpama sebutir permata

Diperlubukkan kasih nan bersinar, bercahaya

Hiasi rumahtangga

Engkau harapan seisi keluarga

Panjatan doa dan aimata

Yang pasrah kepada Yang Esa

Kepadamu tercurahKasih sayang dan pengorbanan

Agar terus gemilang

Dididik, diasuh tiap masa

Diajarkan ilmu yang berguna

Mengenal Allah dan Rasul

Menyemai,menyubur iman di dada

my tok & tok wan

these are my grandparents..

These pictures was taken during my trip back to abah's hometown in Sungai Petani Kedah last month via Air Asia Flight.

I'm 3 months old already

I haven't been writing my blog for a long time..well i am already 3 months now and i had learn lots of things..the best thing to learn is " reading" newspapers with abah& ummi..i love watching all the bright& lovely advertisment in the newspaper..

today tok daddy went to mecca to perform umra'..i'm going to miss tok daddy very-very much..and today also ummi& abah told me that i've got a new cousin.congratulations aunty ain for the arrival of her newborn baby..ALISYA