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Cerita tentang Rafeeq

2012-02-02T14:10:00.000+08:00

Slalu tak sempat nak update about Rafeeq nie.. budak kecik nie eksyen duduk rumah dgn bibik..so he gets most of the attention needed as during day time the helper will look after him alone bila abang and kakak dia pergi sekolah..

So far alhamdulillah dia membesar dengan jayanya.. :-D..suka menjerit aje sampai takde suara..hihih..yg nie memang tiru perangai Najla sebab suka jerit..kalau lambat sikit angkat atau kasi susu dia akan jerit -jerit..

Alhamdulillah so far memang bersyukur dikurniakan helper yg OK..the kids also boleh ngam dgn dia siap ajak dia main games kat computer lagi + buat colouring and they teach her sikit-sikit english...hihi..

flu virus

2012-01-17T16:18:00.000+08:00

after the kids dah sihat.. giliran ummi pulak tak sihat..rasanya i dah kena flu virus...and i rasa my instict mmg true..

first i got the fever on thursday night itself...the fever continue on friday morning with the temperature 0f 38-39 degrees.. makan panadol demam kebah kejap then naik balik..ishhh esoknye sabtu pun mcm tu juga..kali ini lagi teruk sbb memang tak boleh bangun laa..terbaring sahaja and tiada tanda-tanda demam kebah..petang tu dah tak tahan dah terus ke DEMC jmp dr..after amik darah dsb Dr MO kat DEMC kata maybe viral..maybe bakteria..he prescribed Tamiflu and some Panadol..but yet the fever is still there..on Sunday after few doses tamiflu demam still tak juga surut..so malam tu pergi klinik our friend Dr Siti kat Bukit Jelutong.. Dr scan temperature tetap 39..memang tinggi.. Dr kata dia add antibiotic tengok macam mana..kot-kot laa fever boleh turun ...so Dr also give MC for 3 days..

Now tengah bed rest kat rumah...if tomorrow the fever is still there Dr Siti pesan need to come again for a 2nd blood test and need to refer to hospital..takut infection lain ajelaa sbb agak pelik juga demam tak kebah-kebah after 5 days ..might be a very strong virus..masa tgh demam dah macam -macam petua dah cuba untuk turunkan panas badan..dah minum barley, minum jus timun dsb temperature badan tetap 39 juga..

maybe dah kena start utk consider for yearly influenza virus vaccine..the cost is not cheap laa..

minggu yang penuh dugaan..

2012-01-12T16:43:00.000+08:00

this week banyak betul dugaan..first Najla still tak sihat... received the call from teacher for the 2nd time kata Najla demam semula..aduss so terpaksa laa dtg ke sekolah ambil dia.. kali ini we all terus bawa dia ke DEMC sbb tengok tak turun pun demam dia and she is quite week + tak aktif pun.. sebab masa tue dah petang sangat so kat DEMC ada Dr Koshy aje..so belasah ajelaa jumpa Dr Koshy ..Emran pun we all bawa sekali sebab simptom dua -dua sama..demam berpanjangan yang tak resolve pun dengan Antibiotik Zithromax..

Dr Koshy suruh buat blood test untuk rule out denggi fever.. meraung -raung budak berdua tu berdrama masa amik darah..padahal sakit sikit aje..macam kena gigit semut..so selesai ambil darah dr confirm bukan denggi..fuhhh tersangat lega di situ...Dr confirm sememangnya viral fever.. Dr koshy prescribe another antibiotic Erythromycin Syrup..

Najla dapat MC 3 hari..Hubby and i terpaksa laa ambil EL sbb dah dua-dua demam panas juga...temperature sebelum amik ubat around 39..bila dah kasi ubat demam pun kebah,..then naik balik demam dia..adoiii sampai we all pun memang tido malam berjaga ajelaa ..memang terlalu letih

Today Najla dah ok..Demam pun dah surut tapi Emran still ada fever,,aiii tak boleh jadi nie..so off again pergi DEMC..kali ini jumpa his normal peadtrician Dr Ahmad..kena buat blood test lagi..and memang confirm viral fever dia masih ada..so dr terus prescribe tamiflu sebab rasanya most likely flu virus laa..Emran last year pun kena flu viral juga..tahun nie kena juga..and kebetulan time yang sama bulan January..ok lepas ini kena standby utk dia flu vaccine sbb most likely he is the one yg prone kena virus tersebut..

Harap selepas few doses of Tamiflu akan ok laa ..insya'allah..

3rd day of school

2012-01-06T23:59:00.001+08:00

najla demam panas laa pulak..we were quite shock juga terima panggilan from her class teacher at 5.40pm asking us to pick her up secepat mungkin..masa pergi sekolah she was in good health..kebetulan pulak i was out from denai alam sbb dgn hubby di sungai buloh to settle some things..so we cepat2 cari alternative and fastest way to her school..tapi tak dapat nak sampai cepat juga laa sbb time org balik kerja so jem sana jem sini..adoii yaa hubby pun kena bawak kete selaju angin sbb rrisaukan najla..kalaulaa boleh terbang mmg dia terbanglaa dgn wkb tue...^____________^

we called the teacher 2x utk tanya mcm mana dan also inform teacher we were stuck kt traffic jem..teacher kata still panas ..she offered to tuam her head with towel tapi najla refuse sbb takut basah baju..lahaii sayang sgt dgn baju baru dia..

balik rumah check temp 39 deg...waaah tinggi... terus kasi nurofen syrup 10ml..ask her to drink lotsa water..after that she was so sleepy terus zzz kat sofa..panas bdn pun dah turun till 37..,still monitoring her for tonite,,if not tomorrow its time to visit the peads..plan bawa yg kt office aje since consultation boleh dpt f.o.c emran pun mcm dh start demam...my opinion both the children are down with viral fever,,yerlaa minggu orientasi ramai parents and children..jadi memang senang sgt berjangkit as the viral is spread from one person to another,,

Alhamdulillah she survived...

2012-01-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

Syukur sesangat Najla berjaya menempuh hari pertama persekolahan dgn jayanya,..awal-awal it was mcm shock for her tgk ramai sangat orang..hari 1st day of school memang terlampau ramai..murid standard one ada 400 tapi parents yg datang ada 800..hahahaa sbbnya yg apa yg kitorang peratikan siap bawa atuk,nenek dll utk daftar..padahal anak sorang aje yg sekolah.....tu sbb school jadi sesak teruk traffic jem ke SKBJ..huhu..my personal opinion..kasilaa ruang untuk anak-anak berdikari....sbb ada certain orang reacts macam diri sendiri tak pernah pergi sekolah..sampai tolak-tolak budak-budak lain masa nak hantar anak sendiri ke dewan untuk assembly and masa nak amik..kesian budak-budak lain weehh..

for Najla awal-awal dah pesan i will send her to school and balik will pick her up..i will not come during recess ..tanya dia ok ke tak takda ummi time recess tadi..dia kata ok..bukannya apa nak biasakan dia sebab by next week dah tak cuti dah...so she still will be by herself minggu depan..we all dah bawak dia bekal nuggets and fries and also air ..bekal habis dia makan..pesan dia untuk dengar cakap teacher selalu and follow arahan teacher....so time recess dia kata dia belum ada kawan lagi jadi kena makan sorang-sorang....takpa baru 1st day of school..nanti lama -lama adalaa kawan nanti..

for standard one kt SKBJ ada 10 kelas..each class ada 40 students lebih kurang..so standard one aje dah ada almost 400 orang..imagine laa time rehat budak-budak year one..students -400, ibu ayah sure 2x ganda dr tue..belum termasuk budak-budak standard 2 and standard 3..anak abg Mail, Adam pun sekolah Bukit Jelutong..tadi terserempak dgn Kak Yah tapi tak sempat tegur sbb ramai sangat orang..

disebabkan jalan terlalu sesak masa nak ke SKBJ so esok and lusa kena hantar Najla awal laa...hopefully she will be ok laa ye..balik pun i have already plan dgn hubby supaya dia amik najla dgn motor first and bawak keluar jauh sikit dr SKBJ..then i will be waiting for her dgn kereta utk bawa dia balik..sesak tadi almost setengah jam jugalaa tersekat kat SKBJ sahaja sbb tak boleh keluar..orang double parking and also triple parking pun ada..

Tahun 2012- Najla masuk sekolah

2012-01-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

tahun 2011 sudah ditinggalkan..alhamdulillah the best gift for year 2011 for us is when Rafeeq Danish was born..alhamdulillah bertambah ahli keluarga..maknanya bertambah juga tanggungjawab and tanggungan..insya'allah we will try our best to give the best to our children..

Tahun 2012 Najla is officially bersekolah secara formal..awal-awal dah inform kat dia kat sekolah rendah bukan mcm tadika...kat sekolah rendah kena buat sendiri tau..she is so excited bila dapat tau yang dia akan ke sekolah..time cuti since dia tak pergi ke daycare so she will ask every day esok najla dah sekolah ke?..ayoo pening ummi and abah explain kat dia belum lagi..belum lagi..tunggu tahun baru..

Hari ini Najla ada orientasii waktu pagi.. for standard one its afternoon session..so pagi ini before 8,15am dah sampai dah ke sekolah..her orientation starts at 8.30am..we all just drop her depan dewan utk dia beratur ikut kelas masing-masing yang telah ditetapkan and off we go to the dewan untuk mendengar taklimat..najla masuk darjah 1 cendana..we all cuma perati dia dari jauh..kasi ruang untuk dia berdikari..masa sebelum taklimat pun the Guru besar dah ingatkan pada parents kasi ruang untuk anak-anak biasakan diri and melarang the parents naik ke kelas anak-anak ini..yup its true..bagilaa peluang pada the teachers untuk menjalankan tugas mereka..kan ke susah kalau ada parents terjenguk-jenguk kat tingkap kelas menganggu cikgu -cikgu juga kan..but nampak ada parents yang "degil" jugak ikut juga sampai naik ke kelas..maybe nak chop tempat depan kot untuk anak dia..huhu..

After taklimat parents di bawa ke kelas untuk mendengar penerangan dr guru kelas anak-anak..after that baru boleh ambil anak..

rasa lama dah tinggalkan alam persekolahan jadi mcm kekok pula berada kat sekolah..hehehe..on the other hand hubby relax ajelaa sbb dia dah biasa dah dgn suasana sekolah ..apa penerangan itu ini regarding KSSR dsb....so apa-apa berkaitan sekolah and keperluan pembelajaran terkini dr kementerian pelajaran hubby laa expert..yayyy senang ...hihih..

Sebelum balik bawa Najla ke canteen..ajar dia kalau nak beli barang need to line up properly and choose what u want to eat..yang penting tak membazir..hari pertama dia dah beli aiskrim RM 0.40..knowing her , najla memang yang jenis yang pickery eaters so i think nasi lemak, mee kari dll tue mmg dah out of dia punya list..so skrg kena ensure najla makan kenyang-kenyang dulu before pergi ke sekolah and also bawak bekal if tak nak beli makanan kat kantin sekolah..,

hoepfully she will be ok at school...we have arrange neighbour kat Denai Alam ini untuk hantar and amik Najla.at least najla pergi ke sekolah dgn orang yang dikenali...tak berani nak suh dia naik bas sbb risaukan keselamatan dia ..kekdang bila dah ramai-ramai naik bas takkan dia nak tumpu pada anak kita sorang aje kan..

Najla;s first step to school..moga mencapai kejayaan..insya'allah..

30 Dec 2011...Najla turns 6

2011-12-30T00:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST IZZAH NAJLA..6 tahun lepas we held u in our arm for the first time kat Selangor Medical Centre.. you give me experience untuk merasa bersalin secara normal ..after this tak boleh dah...

next week dah masuk darjah 1 dah...nnt tau -tau Najla dah masuk sekolah menengah..masuk universiti..and tau--tau dah sampai masa untuk berumahtangga pulak..huhu..but you will always be our baby girl....

tahun ini just a small one..beli kek kat kedai berry dkt dgn office..jadilaa ye ~~sbb budget yg ada dah belanja beli buku-buku sekolah, baju sekolah,beg dan segala macam peralatan najla untuk masuk darjah 1...bonus pun company tak kasi lagi~~

ada rezeki nanti ummi bawa gi short holiday ok..main swimming pool...

Happy Birthday Mummy

2011-12-25T21:50:00.001+08:00

24th December mummy turns 64 years old..alhamdulillah she is in good health...

Adi beli kek carrot ..
We had a simple one..
Makan kek sahaja since one day before dah full dengan nasi mandey..

We love you always..
Moga mummy sentiasa dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik..
Insya'allah..

kalau ada butang rindu...

2011-12-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

i will definately tekan ia banyak -banyak kali...masa browse thru the laptop..tetiba terjumpa gambar ini..ini gambar 2 tahun lepas kat DSH ..masa itu arwah daddy baru sahaja keluar dr ICU..masa ini mmg dugaan sbb dia tak boleh bercakap langsung..mood dia terlampau down and boleh dikatakan dalam fasa depression dengan keadaan yang dia alami....but dgn sokongan semua alhamdulillah mood dia up balik and dia boleh bercakap ..

Rindu bercerita tentang anak-anak dengan dia..dia mesti suruh masuk sekolah cina sbb supaya dapat belajar bahasa Mandrin..cuma yang ini kitorang tak mampu laksanakan..biarlah Najla dan adik-adiknya bersekolah di sekolah biasa sahaja.

Najla yang always remember..dia akan refer kereta unser itu kereta Atuk..rumah ttdi itu rumah atuk..pergi pasar ttdi tempat yang slalu Najla pergi dengan atuk ( padahal takda pun..) ...dia tak boleh tengok cerita kat Ceebeebies yg "grandpa in the pocket" tue sbb confirm kadang-kadang dia emo dan terus nangis..Untunglaa org yang masih ada ayah lagi..

Parts and parcel of life,,semua yang kita ada hanya pinjaman..sampai masa Allah akan ambil balik..]

kenangan bersama dia will always remain in my heart..

A helper in the house

2011-12-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

Almost nak masuk 2 bulan dah ada helper kat rumah..alhamdulillah setakat ini baik-baik sahaja and terus berdoa semoga segala-galanya tak akan ada masalah...hoping for the best only and moga ALLAH perkenankan dan permudahkannya..

i would say things are getting more organized ( dari segi keadaan rumah laa ) with another helping hand..if not keadaan rumah agak tunggang terbalik jugalaa on weekdays sebab i am only available to kemas rumah properly on Sunday since saturday kerja half day..so bolehlaa bayangkan keadaan baju yang perlu dilipat apabila tiba hujung minggu..hiihi..

the reason to take a helper is untuk tengok-tengokkan Najla ..since next year she will be in standard one kalau boleh taknak laa dia duduk tadika transit..at least she has ample rest at home sebelum pergi ke sekolah ..idea utk mendapatkan helper pun quite a last minute decision juga laa ..our earlier plan mmg takda choice laa to send Najla to transit, Emran full day and the newcoming baby to taska tempat Emran dulu..memang masa tu rasa ragu-ragu bimbang dan sebagainya coz risaukan keselamatan rafeeq if duduk taska..yerlaa kat taska diorang tak boleh give full 100 % concentration pada our baby sahaja..ada ramai lagi laa babies yang lain juga kan..tambahan pula setakat ini cuma ada 1 taska yg terima budak 2 months to 12 months in Denai Alam..our children pun tak pernah hantar taska at the age of 2 months.. masa Najla i have mummy to look after her while for Emran i berenti kerja sekejap till Emran 5 months mcm tu baru hantar dia ke taska

but semuanya ketentuan Allah..memang time ini tak mudah untuk cari helper.. dengan karenah red tape etc..i don;t have any experience managing a helper but my opinion we should treat them well as a human being bukan hamba kita..some people do treat their helper macam hapa ntah..and i witnesses a few at my office,,menjerit2 kat helper depan orang ramai saying b**oh laa..lembap laa dsb..i know they had "invested" alot for the helper to come but tak bermakna boleh treat diorang sesuka hati..at least be nice to them dah kira bagus laa,,lebih -lebih kadang -kadang mereka ambil kesempatan pulak kann ..

so far the helper pun layan our kids dengan baik...she did not do cooking ( cuma masak untuk diri sendiri makan tengah hari) just i inform her to do the household bila rafeeq tido..yang penting rafeeq laa kena keep an eye 100 % ..

we bring her out whenever we want to do our grocery shopping ..duduk rumah aje mesti boring jugak kan macam kita..so oklaa bawa ke Tesco ke...Giant or Carrefour..sometimes on weekend bawa the children jalan-jalan ke shopping complex pun we all bawak juga dia..

Anak saudara baru..

2011-12-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah my sister selamat melahirkan anak yg 1st on 15th December 2011..baby Nuaim bin Musaab was born in DEMC Shah Alam..

Kids excited to meet their new cousin..bring them over to mum's place before pergi kerja today..Emran reaction bila dia jumpa Nuaim is dia kata helloo Rafeeq..pastu pelik napa rafeeq tu smal..hihih..kelakar betul..bila explain kat dia ini baby aunty shatirah barulaa dia kata ooooooo

alhamdulillah another new family member and cucu mummy and arwah dad yg ke 6..insya'allah next month turn my bro plaks utk menanti kehadiran cahaya mata yg ke 3..

Rafeeq Danish... 2 Months old

2011-12-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

8 December 2011.. Rafeeq dah 2 bulan...

Preperation for Standard one 2012

2011-12-06T11:17:00.000+08:00

Preperation buat awal-awal for Najla sebelum masuk kerja balik ..senang sikit semua prepare awal-awal.. Baju Sekolah beli masa awal cuti sekolah dulu..grab 3 pasang aje dulu sebab takut half a year dia membesar tak muat laa pulak baju, kena beli yg baru..begitu juga dgn school shoes..bought her one pair first..hubby kata cukup dulu sebab kaki dia cepat membesar tapi i think have to buy another pair coz takut hujan weekend tak kering pulak nak cuci kasut dia or kasut dia kotor sangat ke time weekdays dah payah pulak..

We had choose to enroll her in SK Bukit Jelutong..its quite a distance from Denai Alam but we have a reason why we choose that school..hopefully with the school environment yg ok buatkan Najla bersemangat nak belajar and mencapai kejayaan dalam dia punya pelajaran insya'allah..

School books also dah beli semua..although kerajaan umumkan tahun depan tak payah bayar yuran dah but still the books is expensive jugalaa..( in my personal opinion )...harga utk buku sekolah std one around RM100 ++ jugalaa..baru darjah satu.. harga barang semakin mahal..harap2 gaji pun bertambah-tambah naik jugalaa supaya selaras dengan harga barang yang naik...

64 years old

2011-12-01T08:48:00.001+08:00

Today if he is alive he will be 64 years old ..
I remember those days when we are so eager to find a present for his birthday
He is quite cerewet juga laa if comes to his attire if we wants to purchase a shirt for him
Baju kemeja kerja kalau nak purchase,,ensure no buttons at the collar coz he hated it
He prefer the simple shirt yang old fashion ones without the buttons kat collar..

If we purchase him a cake.. ensure it is not purely chocolate cake coz he don't like chocolate cake
So kekdang we had no idea what cake to purchase as most of the cakes from the bakery are chocolate cake

When he started playing golf as hobby..we usually gave him present yang berdasarkan golf..like tshirt golf..kasut golf ,etc so he could wear it masa dia nak main.. but i guess in the end ingatan dan ucapan yang terpenting untuk dia tanda anak-anak mengingati.. i remember masa tahun bila forgot to call or sms him to wish for his birthday he inform mum that i did not wish him..

That's my daddy..

We miss him alot..moga daddy tenang di sana..

Opportunities

2011-11-29T20:34:00.001+08:00

Masa dlm confinement leave.. received few phone calls looking for pharmacist..seems that semenjak dua menjak nie pharmacist popular..why???,,its becoz that cosway is going to open a pharmacy and is looking for pharmacist..they will give u a "free" shop etc.. Tak dinafikan tawaran dia memang menarik ..but.. after i did a few surveys the perniagaan pun quite risky dr segi my own opinion laa..

...takkan senang -senang nak kasi pharmacist operate farmasi free..curious jugak nak tahu kan..-sedangkan semua tahu nak buka farmasi perlukan modal agak besar juga laa..and yet after i did a little bit of homework, and ask a few friends memang agak indah khabar dari rupa juga laa..untuk mendapatkan that so call free pharmacy..first kena fork out RM100 dulu jadi member..then after that kena fork out another 5k untuk beli barang mereka..this is to show kesungguhan yg kita memang serius laa..after that akan dipanggil interview,,,kalau lulus baru laa dapat kedai...buttt before dapat kedai kena fork out another 15 k untuk security deposit..ini akan ditolak dari your monthly sales..so congak punya congak kena keluar duit gaks..

time bekerja pun satu hal...kena kerja at least 12 hrs a day,,6 days a week..imagine kerja mcm nie..ada anak -anak nie kena selektif pilih waktu kerja coz i don't want to end up working tak henti-henti..i had experience it before masa kerja Wellness..and penatnya memang tak terkata..and i am so not going thru again..imagine that time orang lain cuti..kita bekerja..org lain kerja kita cuti....i think it is not my cup of tea to work like that..the extra salary given pun berdasarkan commisyen sales..

secara keseluruhannya memang nampak menarik..but to korbankan the precious time with my children i don't think so in the moment..they grow up so fast..and if possible i don't want to miss a moment pun with them..sedar-sedar mereka dah dewasa dan kita semakin tua..

2011 noble kids concert+graduation

2011-11-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

Today bermula cuti sekolah.. and today also was Najla's concert and graduation day.. Alhamdulillah selesai sudah concert tersebut .. She had been practicing since 2-3 months ago together with her friends..

Event was held in Zeborah Music School, Bukit Jelutong.. Parents and relatives terlampau ramai so a bit sesak the venue..but nevertheless we do enjoy every single bits of it.. cuma susah sikit nak ambil gambar coz we cannot move freely unlike last year..

Seronok tengok the children buat persembahan..they really show their hidden talent..the little ones kawan -kawan Emran pun tak ketinggalan masuk but Emran tak masuk persembahan coz masa diorang start practice for the event Emran tak ke sekolah due to eye infection..

I'm so happy for her..she did her best for her persembahan which is Nasyid, Choral Speaking, Tarian Zapin, story telling and lastly persembahan Under the sea..tak sia-sia sakit -sakit kaki separuh hari suntuk round ikano and curve untuk cari baju hitam dan legging

Emran sepanjang 2 hours tue dah start restless although he enjoy the show..asik berbunyi aje and start throwing tantrum but nasib baik tak nangis..just he was so hungry kot.. ( lesson learnt next time kena bawa bekalan makanan ),,tadi tak sempat nak pack apa sebab terlewat sket keluar rumah coz siapkan diorang since 8am but at last 8.45am baru keluar rumah..then pergi ambil mum,shat and musaab begitu begini dah almost 9 lebih..show started at 10.00am.~~.tak dapat nak book duduk row depan supaya senang ambil gambar..~~

selepas habis show boleh laa ambil gambar sebagai kenang-kenangan..itupun najla dah moody sikit..maybe sebab penat sangat kot buat show...

Aqiqah Rafeeq Danish ..

2011-11-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah selesai sudah aqiqah utk Rafeeq Danish hari ini..syukur sbb semuanya berjalan dgn lancar..event berlangsung di rumah mum..

ayah Uda mengetuai event dgn membaca doa selamat..just a simple doa selamat..tak ada cukur jambul or marhaban pun..we did a simple one..makanan all catering food from alya catering including 2 ekor kambing for aqiqah..kali nie we choose to have simple dish iaitu nasi putih and lauk ala kampung..kambing satu ekor buat kambing bbq..satu ekor lagi masak kari..and memang rezki rafeeq although yesterday hubby pilih sendiri kambing utk aqiqah rafeeq which according to him tak laa besar sgt but daging dia memang banyak..in the end ada laa juga lauk yang lebih but we managed to sedekah it all..thanks to Kak Wiha yang sudi distribute the extra lauk to her neighbours..rezeki mereka nampaknya..

this time memang tak sempat langsung amik gambar..only a few shots aje dapat sebab busy melayan tetamu yang datang and also layan the emran yang lasak...

Selesai sudah tanggung jawab kami..kenduri aqiqah seterusnya insya'allah maybe in 4 -5 years laa kot kalau ada rezki dikurniakan cahaya mata lagi..

kambing yang diaqiqahkan..anak lelaki 2 ekor kambing yek..

Rafeeq Danish... 1 Month old

2011-11-08T19:22:00.001+08:00

Rafeeq genap 1 month old..esok ada "vaccination date " with Dr Ahmad at DEMC.. see how his progress nanti dari segi height and weight..and he drinks a lot of milk...slalu 3oz pun tak cukup..kena 4 oz then burp him baru betul2 kenyang..having problem to breastfeed him coz he did not want to latch and so i had to pump and feed ebm to him via bottle..

next month dah start kerja balik dah ...school holiday pun dah mula,kids will be staying at mum house during the day with the maid,,awal-awal nie tak berani nak tinggalkan the kids with the maid alone..at least mummy ada boleh laa tengok -tengokkan utk first few months

tentang cita-cita dan harapan

2011-11-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

impian semua working mommies adalah untuk bekerja dari rumah,bekerja sendiri atau jadi stay at home mom...boleh tengok anak -anak and jaga anak-anak sendiri kan..

Hopefully one day can realize that dream to be working on my own..insya'allah..

Dulu masa daddy ada we always talk about opening a pharmacy after i graduated and got my licence to be a pharmacist..started my 1st offical job kat pun kat private sector...kekdang stress level tue tinggi jugaklaa sbb working in private sector u need to be efficient, fast and boleh dikatakan no mistake a.k.a perfect..jadi 1st time when i work in private hospital telinga dah lali dah dengar patient membebel, dr maki -maki pharmacy department, patient complaint itu ini dsb..so kira macam benda tue sbg experience laa to move on with my job...sepanjang nak masuk 8 tahun bekerja nie i have met and seen so many people and experience so many kind of people in my working environment..some people are damn hipocrite ..depan cakap lain..blakang kutuk kaw-kaw...hanya sebab tak nak kita naik gaji, naik pangkat atau dia terasa kedudukan dia tergugat bila kita join that co..

bila beli rumah di Denai Alam awal 2005 pun me and dad still talking the same thing..working on my own..bukan tak mahu cuma its not that easy to open a pharmacy..the capital needed is really quite huge and kalau kena lokasi untung tetiap hari tak mustahil cecah lebih dari 5 ribu..tapi kalau silap lokasi,memang masak laa nak buat sales..

last year masa daddy sakit pun he still remind me the same to kerja sendiri one day...we all siap pergi amik exam kat PUNB untuk skim usahawan, buat paper work a.k.a rancangan perniagaan...

bila daddy pergi...impian itu macam pergi jugak..paper work tersebut tak di submit pun ke PUNB walaupun dah siap hampir 80%..maybe sebab fikirkan kena ada at least 10%-20% modal permulaan sbb PUNB cuma membantu n memberi 80-90% modal..

maybe one day akan review balik rancangan perniagaan tersebut kalau ada modal, dan tempat pun ok..

moga murah rezki untuk bekerja sendiri ,,insya'allah...

Facts about our children birth day

2011-11-04T17:35:00.002+08:00

All our children dilahirkan pada hari genap....bulan genap...tahun ganjil....

Najla born on 30.12.2005

Emran on 18.06.2009

Rafeeq on 8.10.2011

Emran was born on Thursday.... Najla on Friday... Rafeeq on Saturday..pasnie boleh tambah 2 atau 3 kuota untuk cukupkan hari dalam seminggu...( bergantung pada kesihatan diri and nasihat gynae) .hahhahaa..

Nice fakta..

TiRed..

2011-11-03T19:18:00.000+08:00

Fuhh macam orang tak berpantang pulak coz i have been out here and there to settle some important things..yess it is only 25 days supposed to be strapped up at home having a nice rest, berbengkung, param pilis etc but have more important things to do..

Firstly is to uruskan the maid permit...kena tunggu almost 3 jam juga laa kat imigresen sebab ramai orang.. maid sudah sampai..we have been ups and down here n there nak uruskan her work permit.. she is 24 by the way..setakat ini for me oklaa cuma we need to train her and instruct her untuk buat apa selain jaga Rafeeq.. Hopefully she will be ok taking care of the children nanti once i start working in 1 month time..yang penting dia boleh tengok-tengokkan najla before najla ke sekolah and taking care of Rafeeq selain dari to ensure rumah kemas dan bersih.....kekdang buntu juga nak suruh dia buat kerja apa...hehehe coz dah biasa semuanya buat sendiri,,agak kekok jugalaa nak arah-arahkan dia buat itu ini..pas beberapa bulan harap -harap dia tau laaa apa dia nak buat dgn tak payah disuruh lagi...Najla will be no longer staying at day care centre ..for Emran we will send him to school as usual so he can learn and socialized with his friends..hopefully semuanya berjalan dengan lancar...

2nd nak uruskan about all the claims yang hendak dituntut dari pihak insurans semasa the children hospitalized..we are entitled to claim all the expenses during Rafeeq stays in hospital and also Najla and Emran's follow up after being discharged from DEMC..not forgetting to claim from Prudential for approximately Ringgit Malaysia **** for the birth of child

3rdly uruskan Aqiqah Rafeeq...this time insya'allah memang we plan bak buat aqiqah Rafeeq early during my confinement leave.. supposed yg paling afdal adalah on the 7th day after his birth but masa tu all were down with conjunctivitis.. so memang tak dapatlaa nak buat time tersebut..insya'allah we will be having the occasion after Hari Raya Haji..

4th ...uruskan my pharmacist licence for 2012 which needed to be renew every year...terpaksalaa pergi sendiri coz syarat for the licence have to be renew and collected by the person itself..

5th.... uruskan renewal KWSP utk bayar loan rumah...haisshhh why laa semua nya have to be during this time....procedure nya pun bukannya simple..have to go here and there jugak..kena pergi Maybank subang requested for a letter of housing loan balance ...then have to go to KWSP to submit and wait for approval..

after dah settle semua urusan barulaaa boleh tarik nafas lega dan sambung balik confinement leave..another 1 month more to go...cepatnye ...

the Adjustment phase..for abang Emran

2011-10-31T01:21:00.000+08:00

While Najla has no problem adapting the role of kakak for her two brothers Emran on the other side was a bit jelous dgn adik..hehehe...he loves his little brother very much coz he will always kiss his brother time tido sampai Rafeeq started to cry..cuma he will get jelous kalau tgk abah and ummi attending Rafeeq.. When Abah holds on to Rafeeq he will follow Abah closely pegang seluar semua sampai susah nak jalan..when baring dgn Rafeeq he will jump around kat atas abah..Guess he is trying to adapt the role of abang sebab selama nie before adik lahir he was the one yang youngest....

@ 15 days

Najla and Emran tak sabar nak tunggu Rafeeq besar sikit supaya boleh laa diorang syok main dengan Rafeeq...skarang bila they put some toys sebelah rafeeq their comment is Ummi kenapa Rafeeq asyik tido ajeeee..

berpantang sendiri...

2011-10-27T14:59:00.000+08:00

like the previous pregnancy.. kali ini pun berpantang sendiri di rumah sendiri... kadang -kadang lari kejap g berpantang rumah my mum...alhamdulillah bersyukur rumah mum dekat ..

hari nie baru laa Emran boleh ke sekolah semula after cuti for almost 3 weeks..fuhh lama betul dia cuti sampai teacher dia pun windu kat dia...hehe.. so pantang dengan Rafeeq was quite ok..he drinks his milk, tidur lena..time tu boleh laa buat kerja sket like pumping session, buat laundry, kemas rumah sket, kemas dapur dsb.. cuma mop lantai or cuci toilet belum dapat buat lagi since tak larat lagi nak bongkok -bongkok sbb once bongkok tempat operation akan rasa sakit lagi..i need at least 6 to 8 weeks to heal after the operation. but needed also to do some house work.. jarang take a nap in the noon maybe sebab dah biasa kerja takda nap in the noon..jadi nak adjust sket utk nap bila rafeeq nap itu yg jadi masalah sket plus nanti kalau tido siang malam tue for sure i cannot sleep at all..

After much discussion with my mum from next week onwards we will be having a new maid ( again), ...this is the 2nd time pakai maid ,,1st time ada maid memang very bad experience so we did not hire any sejak kitorang send off the 1st maid balik sehelai sepinggang in Oct 2009..so after two years decided to have one to look after Rafeeq, and also tengok -tengokkan Najla as next year she will be in Standard One plus we can send Emran to school for half day aje tak payah full day.. we memang plan tak nak hantar Najla ke transit house when she is in Standard One sebab kesian kat dia..at least before dia pergi sekolah she can rest first and have her lunch at home..So we need to hire one.. Hopefully this one is OK laa,..Nantilaa if ada rezki lebih selepas selesai semua "tanggungan" hopefully i can be a Stay at Home Mom..

Makanan dalam pantang kali nie simple aje- Makan semua yg boleh dimakan minus air sejuk..hehehe..cuma now i was advice by the home care nurse not to start taking ikan haruan or gamat dulu...have to wait for at least 2 to 3 months after the operation baru boleh ambil..this is due to the "fast healing" effect by both ikan haran and also gamat tak berapa bagus for c-section ... true also from my experience

Entry Bergambar... Rafeeq Danish

2011-10-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

berpantang ...the first 2 weeks

2011-10-19T19:23:00.001+08:00

Seriously have not started the "berpantang bentul -betul and strict condition " yet although nak masuk 2 weeks dah after Rafeeq lahir..this is due to the whole family was down with Conjuctivitis...the worst ever conjuctivitis infection yang melanda and kebetulan timing macam ini pulak....jadi both husband and me was too occupied with the children..Najla was admitted on the day i was discharged selepas Rafeeq lahir.. Dr Ahmad ( the peadtrician ) suggested her to be admitted as her eye infection did not go away after one week..plus she develop some infection kat lung...so terpaksalaa she stay at the hospital for 3 days...during that time hubby had to look after her bergilir -gilir dgn my MIL .. while myself and the boys stayed kat rumah mum..my 2nd day after balik rumah i develop fever..not sure due to engorgement or due to tiredness..after few dose paracetamol dah ok dah...

Najla was discharged after 3 days 2 nite kat ward.. After Najla Emran pulak kena ..but his condition was quite worst i would say sbb dua -dua mata kena..najla sebelah aje..and after 1 week tak ok juga malah jadi lagi teruk so kena juga laa admit.. Rafeeq Jaundice also was on the higher site plak this week..jadi memang kena phototerapy laa.. requested Dr Ahmad to admit the boys together on the same floor jadi senang nak monitor and bergerak..

and here we are back in DEMC..guess what Nurse kat Wad Baiduri 3rd floor sini dah kenal dah muka kitorang nie...hahaha ...mana tak nye last week i admit due to bersalinkan Rafeeq...then discharge.. then Najla pulak admit.. and discharge ... then Emran and Rafeeq pulak kena admit..esok insya'allah boleh discharge..siap tanya ehhh puan bukan datang last week ke?...baru bersalin dah boleh jalan dah?..semua macam hairan bin ajaib...apa nak buat we managed our kids on our own without any maid or helper or etc..just a little help from mum and also my MIL..anak -anak tak sihat,,so we all laa have to be incharge of everything..

Eye infection is the worst kalau kena jangkit kat the whole family..it takes time to heal if it is Viral Conjuctivitis like we all kena...all was down with red eye.. hubby on MC for a week,,..but kalau kena the children agak worst laa mcm Emran kena sebab yang kita takutkan children of his age tend to rub the eyes bila rasa gatal or discomfort..this can cause mata hilam or kornea akan cedera and guess what if the cornea tercedera it will effect the eye sight and take months to heal..that was inform by the ophtamologist to us...quite scarry juga sbb kita tak tahu if the eye sight ok atau tak..like in Emran case his bola mata hitam dah tercedera sikit ..nasib kornea tak tercedera..so we had to monitor him until he is 100 % heal..

The Ophtamologist also inform us sakit mata kalau kena the whole family memang seksa laa but it will not come again in maybe 10 to 15years..harap-harap masin laa mulut ophtamologist tu sbb tak sanggup dah hadapinya lagi,

time macam ini selepas bersalinkan Rafeeq terkenang masa last 2 years bersalinkan Emran..where during this time juga daddy kena stroke and was warded for 1 Month in DSH..time tue mmg we all kelam kabut laa semua sbb he is in ICU tak tahu he can survive or not..terkenang seangat balik bila bersalinkan Rafeeq ini... owhh i miss him so much...today genap 1 year 4 months he had gone..and Rafeeq was the first cucu lahir after he had passed away..insya'allah another 2 more cucu(s) to come as my sister will be due in Dec while my SIL due in Jan 2012..kalaulaa dia ada pastinya he will be very -very happy dengan kehadiran ahli keluarga yang baru..

Rafeeq Danish..the birth story ( PART 2 )

2011-10-16T13:19:00.001+08:00

She arrange for emergency LSCS ..they all quickly prepare for the OT procedure..kebetulan time tue ramai pulak kat OT due to ada code blue case..jadi memang kena queue..myself on the other hand tak larat dah nak tunggu sbb makin lama kontraksi makin kuat

at 3.45pm i was wheeled to OT..the anesthetist came and inform the procedure bius ( epidural /spinal ) and operation procedure ..what to expect etc.. i will be operate dalam keadaan sedar cuma dibiuskan dari pinggang ke bawah..

Err quite scarry and merasa jugak experience dibedah dalam sedar....masa dr Mazita start procedure dpt bau mcm laser semasa dia potong kulit ...kalau org lain rasa ngeri kot but for me rasa tak sabar sgt time tue nak tunggu baby keluar..the OT staff pun asik give encouragement to me and say kejap lagi baby puan akan keluar..sekejap aje lagi..puan bersabar yek.. i angguk aje..

By 4.00 pm dr Mazita inform kata dia dah ready dah nak keluarkan baby..anasthetist inform me dia akan push my stomach kuat jadi akan rasa sakit sikit while Dr Mazita akan tarik baby keluar..so with one big push at the stomach sementara Dr Mazita tarik,and at 4.04pm the baby was out... alhamdulillah ...allahuakbar and assalamualaikum baby..itu yang didengari dlm OT tersebut bila Rafeeq keluar...and his voice memang kuat laa.. Nurse cepat -cepat bersihkan dia,buat suction utk buang air ketuban dalam lungs dia.. while i took a glance on my right side where the baby was.. Alhamdulillah syukur semuanya selamat...

Dr proceed utk keluarkan uri dan mulakan process menjahit semula.. selepas everything settled i was wheeled out to recovery unit for few hours while Rafeeq was pushed to Nursery.. hubby telah dipanggil utk azankan dan iqamahkan baby...

Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat althought terpaksa went thru the Emergency C- Section..tak ada rezki nak bersalin normal dah after this but never the less bersyukur sebab Rafeeq selamat dilahirkan pada petang Sabtu 8th Nov 2011...

Rafeeq Danish..the birth story ( PART 1 )

2011-10-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

A few days before Rafeeq arrived memang terasa kontrasksi kuat.. tak boleh tido dah every night because of muscle cramps and also the contraction..so masa last check up dgn Dr Mazita pada 6th Oct 2011 dah discuss dgn Dr tanya boleh induce tak sbb dah tak larat dgn stress menunggu,,,hahaha,,dr terkejut sbb dia kata aikk stress ke..hubby explain kata agak stress juga sbb we all don't know what to expect.. tambahan hubby tak boleh nak cuti selagi tak bersalin... once the baby is out dia akan dapat unrecorded leave 7 hari...

After discussion dgn dr and dr did the seluk -seluk thing.. Dr kata ok boleh laa try induce... so on Friday 7th October early morning Dr suruh admit...kena datang before 7am..so Dr can insert the tablet utk lembutkan serviks in the morning and monitor the progression from morning..

at 7am on Friday we all dah sampai DEMC admission...selepas quick breakfast terus masuk Labor room..at 8.30am Dr inserted the tablet.. Progression was quite slow... 1st tablet inserted, after few hours dilation cuma 3cm..kebetulan pulak bilik still penuh,jadi we all still lepak kat labor room..petang at 5pm dr inserted another tablet..progression ada peningkatan juga..kontraksi makin terasa..finallly at 6pm baru dapat bilik..malam mmg tak boleh tidur dah sbb kontraksi makin kuat..

esoknya saturday 8th october awal pagi dah ke labor room semula...contraction makin kuat but surprisingly the opening baru 4cm...long way to go to delivery..dr n nurse so supportive..jenguk 2-3 kali tanya ada rasa nk meneran tak..unfortunately takda lagi..

dalam kol 2pm after more than few hours dalam labor room memang penat..progression pun quite slow...tambahan pula perut dah start masuk angin,jadi setiap kali kontraksi kuat terus rasa nausea and nak muntah...i grab hubby hand kuat -kuat bila rasa contraction and also recite the doa nabi yunus dalam perut ikan paus..memang tak larat dah tambahan kat previous operation scar rasa sakit dah pulak setiap kali contraction.. Dalam 3.30pm mcm tue Dr Mazita datang..discuss dgn Dr macamana..dia quite concern sbb bila dia check opening baru 6 cm..still long way juga..dia kata kalau nak masuk 8 cm ke atas boleh laa bantu-bantu..she was really concern takut baby push kat tempat previous scar and sebabkan internal bleeding.. so she said terpaksa laa go for emergency LSCS sbb dah tak boleh dah nak pergi for normal delivery..

Our 3rd bundle of joy had arrived....Alhamdulillah

2011-10-14T11:04:00.000+08:00

meet our new family member..

Name : RAFEEQ DANISH BIN SHAHRIR AZMIL
D.O.B 8.10.2011 SATURDAY 4.04PM AT 38 WEEKS
MODE OF DELIVERY: EMERGENCY LSCS
WEIGHT : 3.24 KG
HEIGHT : 51 CM

Will blog about pengalaman bersalin later....Alhamdulillah syukur dgn kehadiran another prince in the family...now we really need to recover coz everybody in the house was down with red eye infection...

down with red eye and false (labour) alarm twice...

2011-10-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

minggu nie mencabar sungguh...starting dari weekend yang lepas tak sihat. Najla is having a very terrible cough especially at night..she completed her antibiotic course but yet the cough does not reduce...she has been coughing every night.. then come sunday her left eye suddenly red macam merah saga..teruk betul her left eye all red..

So we bring her to a GP..was given antibiotic eye drops but still the red eye tak hilang..aduss sudah..mcm mana nie.. dah masuk hari ke 4 hari ini pun still mata merah tak berkurangan..decided to bring her to see a peadtrician sbb risau mata tetap merah sahaja despite antibiotic eye drops...Dr confim its left eye conjunctivitis with quite a severe infection..so dr prescribed a stronger antibiotic eye drop..hopefully akan bertambah sihat...dr also prescribed some steroid syrup for her coughing.. dr do inform that cara dia cough is most likely macam dia ada asthma but our family history takda orang yang asthma..dulu masa she is 1 year old ada juga one peads pun kata dia ada asthma.. but the peads said is most likely just a childhood short term asthma ..but most likely its just an inflammation kat paru -paru dia..

this week also i experience false alarm untuk bersalin twice,,poor hubby he had been worried so much sampai tak tidur few days and tak dapat pergi kerja few days sebab risau..he also must be very-very tired asik drive ulang alik ke DEMC aje..False alarm yang pertama is happens on Sunday nite till Early tuesday morning..masa tue rasa macam kontraksi terlalu kerap.. pinggang pun teramat lenguh,,so decided to go to the dr on tuesday morning laa sbb nak wait kalau-kalau laa ada bloody show ke dll tanda bersalin..zappoitment hari khamis..tergagak-agak juga nak pergi pada mulanya sbb ingat nak tunggu sampai thursday.. tapi risau juga kot-kot ;aa anything happens..so yesterday we went to the hospital..Dr Marzita suruh buat CTG dgn seluk-seluk thing..adoii ini yg paling tak suka...CTG tunjukkan ada contraction tapi tak berapa kerap..baby heart rate pun oklaa..opening baru 2cm.bukaan nak masuk 3cm ke atas boleh ambil masa dlm 24 hours paling cepat atau maybe days juga...so dr tanya nak rehat kat wad ke balik rumah...of course lebih baik balik rumah dulu....dr give me MC for this week and ask to rest..after balik rumah ada dua tiga kali juga laa experience "bloody show" tapi still ignore it as i read in some articles itu tandanya labor on the way butt it could be days or week lagi..so relax ajelaa dulu

hari ini still experience 2 kali tanda tersebut..ishh tak boleh jadi ini..went to DEMC semula..buat CTG check lagi sekali..still contraction tersangatlaa lemah..so kena tunggu lagi sampai betul- betul opening 4 cm ke atas...2 hari ini asyik berulang alik ke DEMC sahaja

baby no 3 seronok sangat duduk dalam womb nie..^_^..hopefully baby cepat keluar yeks.. we will be waiting and doa banyak-banyak moga dipermudahkan segalanya..

37 WEEKS and Rolling

2011-09-29T11:52:00.000+08:00

Dah masuk 37 Minggu dah..tak larat dah sbb sakit belakang and lenguh sangat.. baby no 3 belum ada tanda -tanda nak keluar lagi..just a very mild contraction...hopefully baby keluar cepat coz sume tak sabar nak jumpa especially the elder two..hehe

Last visit Dr Marzita asked if would like to go for Normal Delivery of C- Sect.. i inform Dr would like to go for Normal Delivery insya'allah since tak ada apa complication..Dr agreed and ask to wait for the natural pain to come before she decided to induce kalau tak ada tanda juga..if induce pun tak boleh nanti barulaa terpaksa C- Sect..

This week was a busy week for Hubby ..banyak kerja sangat dia kena siapkan sampai tak tido malam siapkan..he was supposed to go for a workshop in Kuala Terengganu this weekend for 3 days.. Asked him to cari orang ganti since kalau Emergency nak ke hospital agak payah coz my mum also was away to China this week till next week..

Moga dipermudahkan urusan bersalin nanti ..insya'allah..

Happy Birthday Dearest Husband

2011-09-23T09:25:00.012+08:00

To my dearest Husband,

Happy Birthday to u .. one year older, one year wiser... he is 36 today...ramai orang confuse dgn age dia sbb ingat dia muda ( hahaha jangan perasan yer encik hubby :-P ) ...ada a few of his friends yg lagi muda dari dia pun ingat they are older skali hubby tgk IC diorang , rupanya diorang lahir selepas 1975..chehhh... hehehe..

We don't have a grande celebration..just makan kat luar ajelaa for dinner..kebetulan my sis inlaw and my MIL datang tapi tak sempat celebrate with him coz my SIL and his hubby ada urusan nak kena settlekan di Putrajaya..and the next day dah balik semula ke SP..

Moga hubby murah rezki dan dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik... Lots of love from us

Happy Birthday......TO ME

2011-09-20T12:47:00.000+08:00

20 September 2011...alhamdulillah hari ini genap 31 tahun...syukur masih diberikan peluang dan juga dikurniakan nikmat kesihatan yang baik..

Cuma today down with sinusitis..aduss asyik hachoooo tak henti -henti...went to the office as per usual..ended up with a MC from the Dr due to tak tahan selsema sampai sakit kepala,mata berair serta terlalu gatal kt langit-langit..( mmg sign resdung laa nie )..

Kids also down with cough and runny nose but tak laa teruk sangat.. send them to school as per usual but promise them to pick them up in the afternoon today.. Ubat semua dah ready...hopefully they will get better since this week banyak agenda for them kat sekolah and also kat rumah

Baby no 3 is 36 weeks rite now..dah sampai term dah..now counting the days utk masuk labor room..hopefully dipermudahkan oleh ALLAH utk bersalin secara normal kali ini..hopefully tak ada complication insya'allah ..from prervious experience Najla and Emran memang tak pernah sampai 40 weeks pun..Najla @ 36 weeks while Emran @ 39 Weeks..Baby no 3 tak tahu macam mana lagi so standby ajelaa utk early delivery..

In other hand Mum is going to China next week bercuti bersama Aunty Maria & Uncle Faroq..so if the baby kuar next week kemungkinan besar hubby tak dapat nak temankan masuk labor room due to takda sape nak tolong take care of the kids..tak kisah laa kalau kena masuk labor room sorang -sorang..tawakkal banyak-banyak dan berserah pada ALLAH cuma hubby laa kata kalau normal delivery for sure dia nak jadi saksi kelahiran baby no3 nie..

children simpanan for d future

2011-09-10T17:49:00.000+08:00

Dalam masa 10 tahun akan dtg tataulaaa mcm mana d childrenn's future world will be...but for sure d nilai takkan sama dgn today...alhamdulillah we are glad we started it young...with few simpanan hasil titik peluh sdn bhd utk masa depan anak-anak..mmg agak perit sket or people say "payah" nak berjimat but its for their future..for us we did not spend unnecessary on branded items ( clothes, watches, shoes,etc) for the children or branded toys etc so that they can have a better future..insya'allah

Antara simpanan utk masa depan yang insya'allah akan membawa pulangan utk masa dpn anak-anak :-

1) insurance + education fund = Provide the best coverage for the children..besides health insurance it also acts as simpanan for masa depan anak-anak..macam 2 in 1 laa..bila the children tak sihat or need to be admitted to the hospital...we need not to worried to bring them for the BEST treatment..for us EDUCATION and HEALTH is our prirority..and alhamdulillah we are happy for the coverage under the insurance that we currently enrolled.. the children will be covered until they achieve 21 years old and after that it will automatically change to adult fund..so it will be a continual process..and for the 3rd coming baby also we had purchase the insurance ...talk about starting awal.. ^_^...and once the baby is delivered ( insya'allah in few weeks time ) kalau kena admit sbb jaundice etc dah boleh claim back dahh for full amount..talk about money saving:-))))

2) unit trust = believe me malabur dalam unit trust membawa pulangan yg tinggi compared to simpan dlm fixed deposit provided u let the money grow...maksudnya once u invest let it grow for maybe 3-5 years and kalau ada rezki duit lebih tambahlaa pelaburan..its some sort of saving juga for the children..janganlaa invest then xsampai setahun asik nak keluar duit tsb pakai...

3) GOLD = yess ini investment yang terbaik..harga emas mahal dah sekarang nie..mau rm200 segram and harga emas tak akan turun..it will continue to increase and increase.. ..

So open your mind...invest wisely.. jangan membazir bazir berbelanja yang bukan -bukan unless you memang banyak duit sangat tak kisah laa..

the raya celebration continues

2011-09-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

2nd day raya tak kemana,,exhausted sangat makan byk rendang,lemang n ketupat,hihihi..so we decided untuk rehat kat rumah sahaja..3rd day of raya aunty maya invited us for brunch..jadi off to aunty maya house..aunty maya masa nasi lemak,sambal udang and also ayam goreng..mmg best..puas makan nasi after hari raya 1st day dah 'belasah' ketupat dll..

after that mum ajak ke kd untuk visit mak long esah..mak long esah is arwah dad eldest sister..she is not felling well,very senile and fragile..we stayed there for about an hour juga laa borak-borak dgn kak noi and abg usop..

Raya ke 4 ke alam impian..nk melawat kak fidah di rumah barunya..unfortunately kak fidah n family takda di rumah coz outstation..tapi my cousins yg lain ada..am happy to see my cousin Ain n family yg mmg jarang kkitorang dapat jumpa coz they live in Perlis..Alisya n Harris dah besar dah...so does the little one Haniff..najla n emran mmg have fun lari-lari main dgn Alisya and Harris keliling compound rumah kak fidah yg luas tue ..siap tak nak balik lg..hehehe

besides that the children have fun bukak hamper raya..thanks Ani n kak Ri and also Ain n family

Beraya di KL??

2011-09-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

this year kenapa kami beraya di kl kerana mengikut sistem giliran.....firstly hubby and i agree akan beraya bergilir -gilir antara Kedah and KL every year unless ada sesuatu yang menghalang..alhamdulillah since i married him tak ada masalah untuk bertolak ansur antara satu sama lain...and although we are staying in KL near my mum's place but he still make it a point we need to be fair to both our parents..jadi untuk fair beraya bergilir -gilir laa.. i have known certain people who i feel is not fair to their inlaws..althought kampung dia jauh kampung suami di KL dia akan buat point kata every year kena balik juga kg dia dgn alasan mereka tinggal di KL jadi dah hari -hari setiap masa bila -bila masa boleh jumpa inlaws..for me how selfish the person is ..tak berhak ke husband nak sambut 1st raya dgn ibu and ayahnya sendiri although hari -hari boleh jumpa?..and harus diingat although dah berumahtangga, ada isteri and anak-anak, seorang suami harus ingat tanggungjawab dia sebagai anak lelaki tetap berjalan pada ibunya....tak tahulaa pk laa sendiri renung-renungkanlaa..

Raya tahun nie takkan nak biarkan mum beraya sorang sorang kalau kitorang takda beraya bersama..jadi pastinya we want to make mum happy and teman dia di sini...kalau dad still ada pastinya mum tak berasa sunyi sbb selalu berdua.....like my cousin said to us tak sama laa kalau anak -anak takda althought adik beradik ada dekat-dekat..its definately true..and sementara mum masih ada we try to make her as happy as possible..

Salam Aidilfitri

2011-08-31T13:45:00.001+08:00

this year we celebrate our raya in Denai Alam...1st time sambut raya kat sini..mum,shat,musaab,hubby pergi solat hari raya di surau Denai Alam..

menu for raya is rendang ayam,daging dendeng, nasi impit dan lemang..all home cooked by hubby except lemang yang dibeli from his friend..lemang tsb mmg sedap..

after solat sunat hari raya we make our way to aunty rokiah's house..alhamdulillah dapat jumpa kak fifi and family yang balik for hari raya..emran dapat pistol mainan from aunty rokiah...actually eusoff punya tapi emran punya payah nak lepaskan the toys..jadi aunty rokiah gave it to him..

our 2nd destination is umah ayah uda di batu caves..this is d first time ayah uda n family celebrate hari raya without opah and her beloved wife mak ngah...

hrmm at 33 weeks i got tired easily and terasa braxton hicks contraction sekali sekala..errr quite early juga at 33 weeks...belum time lagi...kalau masih terasa lg kenalaa check up kt dr marzita by this week juga..

Towards d end of Ramadhan..

2011-08-22T12:51:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah mum selamat pulang dari mengerjakan Umrah last tuesday.. she is perfectly in good health..alhamdulillah...

Tak banyak sangat barang yang dibeli from Saudi since mum said ramai sgt org melimpah ruah..they are quite tired also nak jalan -jalan and they spend their time kat masjid..and according to mum they had to go to the mosque at least 3 hours earlier utk dapat tempat. i surely miss the moment there and hopefully insya'allah ada rezki lagi utk ke sana together with hubby..

Persiapan Raya tahun ini tersangatlaa sederhana..we will most likely spend our cuti in KL only since rasa mcm tak larat sgt nak rempuh jam balik ke SP during the short Hari Raya week holidays..
Baju Raya tahun nie konfirm tak sedodon laa since my self kena pakai jubah not the usual baju kurung.. ^_^.. bought the children each of them sehelai aje baju.. shopping pun kat open space Tesco Area yg ada jual mcm2 baju ..tak larat nak tempuh jam kalau bershopping di PKNS Shah Alam or Jalan TAR

insya'allah looking forward to visit saudara mara/friends in KL jikalau berkesempatan during the raya season..

After 10 Days of Ramadhan..

2011-08-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah still lagi manage puasa despite the extra tiredness during pregnancy and also vertigo attack.. cuma yang slack sikit juadah berbuka puasa sampai ke hari ini cuma dapat beli sahaja kat Bazar Ramadhan since both of us are too exhausted nak masak even at weekends .. So many household chores yang perlu disettlekan during the weekends especially part basuh baju, lipat baju, kemas rumah dsb..

Pregnancy wise dah masuk 30 Weeks dah.. another less than 10 weeks to go insya'allah as usually from my previous pregnancy baby will pop up tak sampai 40 weeks pun...setakat nie tak da masalah apa cuma position baby still melintang ( bukan songsang) ..according to Dr Marzita sepatutnya baby dah settle down dah kepala di bawah ..last scan ok dia settle down this time bila scan dia pusing balik jadi melintang pulak.. according to dr still ada masa lagi sbb baru 30 weeks..kalau dah sampai 37 weeks kalau baby still melintang maka terpaksa laa go for the operation.. hopefully dlm masa 7 -8 weeks nie baby will pusing balik to the original position..

Undecided yet nak buat 3D/4D scan this time.. my Gynae said terpulang samada nak buat atau tak...tengok dulu macam mana.. at first planning to do it at my workplace sbb boleh dapat discount tapi memandangkan kalau buat akan di scan oleh male radiologist / male doctor terus batalkan niat utk buat at the workplace..

Ramadhan Tahun Ini

2011-08-03T10:30:00.001+08:00

Ramadhan tahun ini we try to be as simple as we can.. Hubby had to change his work schedule from 7.30am till 4.30pm since sekolah Najla and Emran sampai pukul 6.00pm sahaja.. if after 6pm kena charge RM10 sejam.. This is due to nak kasi cikgu -cikgu diorang prepare untuk buka puasa ..for me its fair laa since time Ramadhan ini sahajalaa the teacher minta kelonggaran..

Since my work finishes at 5.30pm kalau sampai Denai Alam pun mesti dalam pukul 6pm punya..so memang tak sempat laa nak sampai before 6pm..so hubby laa kena amik..tapi yg syoknya 4.30pm dia dah boleh cabut..huhu sempatlaa dia beli 1-2 lauk utk juadah berbuka puasa..buat masa ini tak sempat nak masak apa utk weekdays maybe weekend nanti tengok macam mana..

Yesterday Mum, Adi and Shat ( + hubby ) including aunty laily fly off untuk mengerjakan umrah for 15 days... Mum is quite happy juga laa ada rezki untuk pergi lagi..1st time dia pergi without arwah Dad..slalu pergi mesti berdua aje.. Moga dipermudahkan perjalanan Umrah mereka and moga insya'allah ada peluang for me and hubby untuk pergi lagi.. insya'allah..

Harap tahun ini dapat puasa penuh insya'allah..setakat ini kesihatan OK cuma sakit belakang yang tak dapat nak dielakkan..have to standby minyak gamat, minyak urut dsb

Najla's KoKurikulum Activity.. Karate

2011-08-01T09:17:00.000+08:00

Last Week Najla ada Karate exam untuk tukar from White belt to green belt.. her Karate class was part of her taska extra classes since Najla stays at school till 6.00pm everyday.. so since every friday there is an empty slot so the teacher arrange for a karate class to be conducted at school

At first we were not confident to let her go for the exam tapi the "master" encourage us to let her since dia kata Najla ok and can follow all the steps required..so Ok ajelaa..hubby kata masa exam tue banyak main -main jugak and pergerakan dia banyak ikut silat plaks..hehehe.. since she followed hubby for silat classes masa kat penang dulu jadi pengaruh banyak ke silat laa tue..

Nenek and Aunty Shatirah datang kasi support termasuklaa Emran yang sibuk juga nak join..hihii..We were proud of you..dapat laa tali pinggang hijau.. :-))

Rainbow cake

2011-07-30T19:18:00.001+08:00

first time try order rainbow cake...memang sedap ok...the cake is not that sweet..so memang boleh masuk laa.

order for a collegue surprise birthday..:-)..

Dalam Kenangan..

2011-07-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a sorrow day to d family.. hubby's beloved aunty passed away peacefully after being hospitalized in HKL for more than a month..

    Mak ngah as we frequently called her was a very soft spoken lady..she married to Ayah Uda ( Hubby's uncle which is my late FIL big bro) and dikurniakan 9 orang anak...and we make it a point to visit Ayah uda's family as often as we can since diorang tinggal di Batu Caves and also my mom and arwah father- inlaw mmg dari kecil duduk dgn ayah uda and family before they move to Sungai Petani .. jadi the bonding memang stronglaa for both my inlaws... And Najla also was very -very fond of their cucu especially their eldest grandchild Kakak Fatin.. setiap kali ke sana Kakak Fatin laa yang rajin melayan main itu and main ini dari Najla baby untill now..

Mak Ngah tak sihat sejak beberapa tahun yang lalu..she was diagnosed with End Stage Renal Failure ( ESRF ) .. She was on dialysis.. from a plump lady badan dia terus susut but yet still she was a healthy lady.. However a month ago her health detriorated badly.. she was taken to HKL and was diagnosed with Breast Cancer Stage 4.. a shocking news since selama ini dia tak sedar yang dia kena cancer.. Since it was too late to do any operation or chemo/radiotherapy they did just a simple surgery and dressing everyday..since then she was warded in HKL.. My MIL rush down from Sungai Petani once dapat tahu dia was warded in HKL..so every weekend we visited her and dia still macam biasa ceria aje..cuma selera makan dia tak ada since the dr put her on Morphine injection.. dia rasa loya and muntah aje so memang tak lalu nak makan

After few weeks warded we received another news yang cancer dah merebak ke seluruh tulang dia.. we felt soo sorry for her..the last time we went to visit her was last Sunday..masa itu keadaan dia dah agak terlalu uzur..dia terlalu cengkung dan terpaksa membongkokkan badannya almost 90 degress utk bernafas with the help of oxygen..she cannot sit straight sbb dia kata sakit sangat.. so imagine you have to duduk bongkok atas katil 24 hrs a day just to breathe.. her dialysis pun terpaksa dikurangkan dari 4 jam ke 2 jam sbb dia terlalu sakit untuk buang and 2 kali dia berada dlm keadaan yg kritikan kerana BP dia low below

Since dah lama duk hospital the family requested utk bawa balik on Monday 25th July ..but on that day her BP drop lagi so dr postphoned to discharge her on 26th July ( yesterday ) ..their children had prepared to sewa the hospital bed, oxygen tank etc .. Tapi siapa sangka yesterday morning semasa tengah buat dialysis Mak Ngah dijemput kembali kepadaNYA... masa tue dia tengah buat dialysis.. and tiba-tiba diorang notice kenapa dia tak bergerak..rupanya she had passed away..and memang betullaa dia pulang juga yesterday tapi bukan pulang ke rumahnya... :-((

    Masa jenazah dibawa balik ke rumah nya ..tak dapat nak menahan rasa sebak especially bila melihat anak-anak and cucu dia.. hubby pun sama.. i only known her since i married to dearest hubby and dia tersangatlaa mesra...infact my mum and arwah daddy also kenal mereka coz they had visitied them banyak kali juga laa di TTDI and semasa daddy terlantar sakit.. however i salute their 9 children who had been very -very calm and uruskan jenazah ibu tersayang mereka sendiri buat kali terakhir..

    Innalillahi wainnailaihi rajiuun..dari ALLAH kita datang kepadaNYA kita kembali.. For Sure we will miss her so much setiap kali datang ke rumah ayah uda nanti...

2 minggu summary

2011-07-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

14th july- hubby's grandma ( my late FIL mother) passed away peacefully kat HKL due to septicemia( keracunan darah) as a result of secobdary hospital aquired pneumonia..It is something common i would said if someone is hospitalized for almost more than 30 days..due to her age factor ( she is 95 when she passed away) and also bedsores where she is prone to got the infection from the hospital..innalillahiwainna ilaihi rajiuun

16th july - attended a former neighbour sebelah rumah son's from TTDI wedding in Dewan Merak Kayangan.. congratulations to d bride n groom..

19th July - Genap 5 tahun dah pemergian Arwah ayahanda .(my FIL)

16th july till 19th july- ooooh emran not feeling well..on and off fever and also rashes serta bibir kering..takut denggi,..he did a blood test alhamdulillah bukan denggi..dr suspected maybe rashes due to viral..

24th july- wedding lagi ..family wedding so dapatlaa jumpa saudara mara

sakit gigi

2011-07-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

few weeks ago hubby n i kena sakit gigi ie filling tertanggal...to make matter worst it happens during maghrib time..and its very difficult to find a dentist after office hours..usually the dentist sampai 5pm aje..

so we search around..found 2 dentist in Shah Alam which operates till 10pm but all fully booked..no choice we had to go the next day...hubby 's one quite worst..buat dua kali tapi tak kuat pulak filling dia..in the end filling pecah juga..i guess the locum dentist takut nak guna banyak filling nak jimat kos kot..

i was lucky i did my treatment at a nearby dentist dkt ngan office.. the dr memang recommended laa..two thumbs up...he did the treatment the best he could coz according to him kalau ikut my current condition yg tgh pregnant tak boleh buat apa-apa until delivery.. i objected laa coz takkan nak biar gigi berlubang for 5 months till delivery..tak tahan laa nak tunggu se lama itu.. ..so he try his best utk buat filling juga using Local Anasthetic juga..alhamdulillah setakat ini ok laa..kalau tak ok he said had to do root canal treatment which is best recommended after delivery coz dia takut i will not stand the 2-3 hours procedure of root canal..setakat nie masih ok and hopefully tak ada apa laa..

hubby on the other hand makin worst sakit gigi,..last friday dah bengkak habis gusi dia macam baru kena tumbuk.. and its getting worst and worst...so menahan sakit from friday night..went to another dentist kat seksyen 7 shah alam..the doctor just gave a local anastetic aje utk tahan sakit..adoii not a best solution as the anasthetic cuma bertahan for 3 hours.. after suffering for 3 days bengkak yesterday i forced him to go the dentist near my office..and its the best solution coz gusi dia yang bengkak teruk rupanya its due to terlalu banyak abcess ( nanah ) inside it..!!!.. the dentist explain that previously the dentist who did the tampalan filling for my husband tak bersihkan the area betul -betul before buat tampalan so its like so many bacteria berkumpul and meyebabkan it gets infected and nanah...very scarry...

the best treatment to save his gigi was a root canal...he did the root canal laa..ngeri dengar sbb dentist terpaksa potong gusi dia sikit and sedut semua nanah dia keluar before "korek" all the infected part sampai ke akar umbi ..,,but it really -really helps sbb lepas tue dia lega terusssss..
the procedure of root canal its something like this...

syukur laa semua dah ok,,,sakit gigi laa yang paling teruk like my MIL used to say..tak kisah nak beranak 10 kali pun tapi janganlaa kena sakit gigi..hehehe

Emran 2nd birthday Celebration

2011-06-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

We had a small birthday Celebration for Emran at his school so that meriah laa sket dgn budak -budak...Pagi macam biasa hantar Najla and Emran to school then told the teacher that in the afternoon wanted to bring the cake and goodie bags.. This time tak larat nak buat pelbagai deco mcm helium baloons dsb so we settle for a small goodie bags fill with errr children food stuff.. i managed to order lolichoc from my favourite place ie http://loniavillage.com . hasilnya memang sentiasa memuaskan hati.. Children love it so much

this year we order for him a toy story cake from http://bakeathome.blogspot.com .. sedap juga cake dia..Children pun suka..tak laa manis sangat... Sampai kat sekolah dia around 11.30am dia dah start excited..however he started crying masa nak potong kek..the reason ialah dia ngada -ngada nak suruh dukung and tak mahu berada with the children.. puas teacher pujuk he still cry..adoii drama king betul...last -last kena dukung laa sebelah tangan manakala lagi sebelah plak potong kek

The abang-abang and kakak pun sangatlaa sporting nyanyi for Emran..after that i told the teacher will come and pick him up after they had their lunch...emran seperti biasa raung nak ikut balik sampai teacher pun kena dukung dia bawa pergi playroom...bila dah ambil time lunch tue amboi kemain lagi happy...

my cheeky 2 year old abang Emran...the drama king....the manja boy at home

1 year had passed..

2011-06-20T17:18:00.000+08:00

Semalam 19hb June 2011 dah genap setahun dah pemergian daddy ke rahmatullah..banyak perkara yg berlaku dalam tempoh setahun tsb tapi we moved on with our life..

Dalam tempoh setahun juga we managed to settle all the outstanding part that daddy had left us..and alhamdulillah we managed to did it fast and takda tangguh -tangguh.. cuma ada a few things laa yg a bit oustanding due to "certain issues" ..and i don't know whylaa  certain issues dibangkitkan oleh certain people after he had left us...

   My Mum moved on to Denai Alam.. a better way to start a new environment after so many -many years living in TTDI.. we had a great help to settle our TTDI home from arwah daddy's dearest best buddy since childhood cum lawyer, Uncle Khoo CN..All settled and Mummy is happily settle down in Denai Alam.. she had her own activities during the day and we all live 5 minutes apart, though we try our best to see her as often as we can...

   Najla still remember and talk occasionally about her atuk whenever she likes. But Emran had no idea regarding his atuk as he is too small to remember

And this year also a co-incidence that Uncle Fuad passed away on Saturday where Daddy left us last year.. the day is the same only the date and year is different...

Wajah -wajah mereka pasti akan diingati selalu coz we grow up together with them..
and i'm sure my cousins agree with me as they are the ones that we relly when we were small

                                         The smile that will always remains in our heart

Happy 2nd Birthday to my dearest Emran Danish and we lost a great uncle today..

2011-06-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

18th June 2011... Genap 2 tahun dah our Emran Danish..owhh kejap ajelaa masa berlalu and he already approaching 2 years old.. We had a really small celebration kat his school..( will blog about it later laa )..

And today also at 3am we lost our beloved and a great Uncle.. Uncle Fuad ( Mimi and Kak Fifi;'s father ) passed away peacefully at home after 8 years terlantar kerana stroke..Innalillahi wainna ilaihi Rajiuun..

And i kept wondering June surely is a special month for our family as Uncle Fuad passed away on Emran's Birthhday and also Esok 19th June 2011 genaplaah satu tahun daddy kembali kepadaNYA..and kebetulan 19hb June 2011 adalah Hari Bapa..

hanya Doa yg mampu kami kirimkan semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yg beriman..

Entering 21 Weeks..

2011-06-09T14:06:00.000+08:00

Dah masuk 21 Weeks.. last Monday pergi check up dgn Dr Marzita.. kebetulan husband and i cuti coz we had to settle some issues regarding the MOT of our Denai Alam house which cause such a "fortune " jugak laa on the Stamp duty as dia bergantung dgn harga rumah....( now i understand why the politicans always get this one for free, we rakyat biasa kena laa bayar yekk ...*&*^&& )

Back to the story bawak children ikut skali..first time bawak diorang skali coz usually i prefer to go during office hours which in my current workplace we were given 2x half day leave every month coz we are working half day on saturday..kira company compensate us for working on Saturday...so usually took the opportunity for the check up as no need for me to take leave..

Kids excited masuk bilik Dr Marzita... ended up najla wanted to baring atas katil coz she tought dr nak scan dia..heehehe..siap mintak permission for the dr lagi utk baring.. .they were soo excited to see the baby kat screen masa Dr buat ultrasound..emran mcm biasa buat donno ajelaa coz sibuk nak usik barang -barang dalam bilik dr ..excited kejap and kemudian pelik mcm mana muka baby boleh ada kat screen..hehe

Due date baby we still stick to 20th Oct 2011.. insya'allah although it might came out earlier than expected,,

our 7th anniversary..

2011-06-04T15:38:00.001+08:00

today 4th june 2011 marks our 7th anniversary alhamdulillah syukur and insya'allah many more years to come..our activity today?..err takda apa apa yg menarik..just we took the kids to one utama jalan-jalan n had our lunch there..after that we went to ttdi to do our banking business coz its soooo convinient kat sana dgn sume major banks ada..besides that we purchase the children's milk kat pasaraya ttdi as it is much more cheaper than hypermarket..bolehlaa tahan utk stok 2 bulan..

to my dearest husband..love u always :-)))

Loosing a father..

2011-05-24T15:03:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine baru kehilangan ayahandanya...innalillahiwainnailailhi rajiun..

dia kata mcm kekok pulak nak sebut "arwah " ayahanda sbb rasa mcm dia masih aje ada...after bertahun-tahun pun kita akan rasa sebegitu..pastinya kita akan sentiasa merindui dan mengingati seorang yg bernama ayah

Allah knows what best..yg pergi takkan kembali.. Bila Allah izin insan yg berada dekat dgn kita pergi untuk selamanya dunia akan terasa kosong dan yg tinggal hanyalah kenangan bersamanya..

And we will never stop talking or never stop remembering our late daddy as the memory will always remain in our heart

Weekend yg tak progresif

2011-05-23T14:19:00.000+08:00

Last Weekend was quite a terrible one as both of us not feeling well..it all started from Thursday late evening when hubby got back from a meeting in Putrajaya..he started to feel dizzy.sakit perut and vomit once.. and started to feel very bloated...

after picking up the kids tengok dia dah terbongkang kesakitan tak boleh gerak..he had taken all the medicines available at home put still tak ok.. during that time i was still ok managing the kids but after maghrib i started to feel very uneasy..kepala pening pusing -pusing..dalam hati dah pk dah..mesti kena serangan vertigo semula..and indeed its true..

luckily manage to settle the kids first and starting 10pm dah tak tahan dah pening pusing -pusing..pity the children so cepat-cepat ask them masuk tido sebelum tak larat langsung nak uruskan diorang...hubby pulak still tak ok terbaring kesakitan tak tahu nak buat apa..

esoknya ( friday ) the diziness spell tak hilang and hubby pun keadaan makin tak ok so both of us tak dapat nak ke tempat kerja..i rang up my mum and ask her to help to send the children to school..tak larat nak drive dgn kepala pusing2

once the children dah settle ke sekolah both of us bertemankan pain killer etc tdo sekejap sblm bercadang utk ke klinik coz condition not good..off we went to the klinik in Bkt Jelutong dgn hubby drive dlm keadaan kesakitan tapi nasib baik tak laa jauh sgt..sah hubby kena food poisoning yg teruk selepas makan nasi lemak di putrajaya..dr had to inject some gastric medicine and also abdominal cramp medicine untuk legakan kesakitan dia

for me i got the diziness medicine but due to my condition i could not take the medicine as prescribe so i took it only 1 tablet..Dr prohibited me to drive for 3 days sbb dikhuatiri akan bertambah buruk..

so there goes our weekend..bertemankan tilam, bantal dan ubat-ubatan.. kesian the children tak dapat laa nak uruskan diorang sangat bila dua-dua dah terlantar mcm nie .. alhamdulillah my mom and my sis duduk dkt so diorang tolong uruskan the children...

oh my... hopefully i am fit enought trough out this pregnancy..am entering my 5th month and insya'allah another 4 months more to go..

Borak Najla and Emran

2011-05-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

Usual situation bila dah main bersama-sama mesti kemudian gaduh...slalu either najla lepuk emran or the other way round..emran pun dah pandai lawan balik..hehehe..

sambil main basikal or main apa-apa laa Najla will scream at Emran suruh amik itu ini..org kena buat apa yg dia suruh laa..yg syoknya slalunya mesti ada seisi pukul memukul disebabkan oleh Najla loss her patience kalau adik tak ikut cakap dia.. so when Emran hit back Najla will always say... "Haaa Adik pukul kakak berdosa..adik masuk api neraka...'( and started to jelir her lidah to emran..)..and mula laa seisi bergaduh adik beradik dgn mesti ada yg menangis ..

Ayat Najla yg tak boleh tahan tu..explain kat Najla tak baik cakap macam tue kat adik..dia dengar kejap aje then buat lagi..huhu

teacher's day

2011-05-16T20:25:00.001+08:00

Happy teacher's day..we bought a special gift untuk cikgu-cikgu najla &emran..its a specially order cake from Dill cakes and also" cheese cake" from our talented cousin kak Ri..hope d teachers enjoy our small gift for them..tq for taking good care of our children for almost 9 hrs everyday...appreciate it so much...

Pullman Putrajaya ..

2011-05-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

Weekend Cuti Labour Day we had a short "vacation " to Putrajaya...Pergi tempat dekat aje laa since malas nak drive out of KL since confirm traffic jam..sini senang ajelaa 30 min dah sampai dr Shah Alam..heheh..

Keluar rumah early laa juga before 10am...planning to bring the kids kat Alamanda dulu supaya mereka penat jalan nanti bila check in boleh laa diorang terus take a nap...we was wrong laa.. sampai hotel d kids was super duper excited tak nak take a short nap..asik bertanya bila nak pergi swimming....ended up by 5pm after hubby take a short nap we all pergi pool..

after dah penat kat swimming pool pergi kids club pulak..sampai tak nak balik si Emran nak main the little tikes police car.... kids had so much fun dgn mandi swimming pool pagi and petang..pergi kids club pun pagi petang

the landscape of Pullman Putrajaya mmg cantik ..cuma the room agak jauh since kena tawaf untuk sampai ke one building to antoher including the main building..food wise ( buffet breakfast) honestly not so sedap and so limited choice since i guess they plan to cater for 100 % tekak mat salleh not malaysians but the guest actually ramai Malaysians dari Mat Salleh....mcm mana tue

What's in my mind : Err Org jenis apa yekk?...

2011-04-29T12:10:00.000+08:00

Dunno what to say for these kind of people.. very -very irresponsible people..sampai bila laa nak sedar.. lets look at the situation here

X : hi , needed .RMxxK coz i have to pay ... can help?

Y : ishhh i don't have that amount..takpe we had easy way..i'll call Z to help coz Z sure ada

Y asking Z

   Y : Hello.. i needed RMXXk to pay for X debt.. u have to help..i mean u MUST help..pls bank in RMXXk coz if not dia in trouble, dia tak da income tetap, nak bayar itu ini lagi .. bank in immediately ya..nanti X akan pay you every monthly ke..janji u kena tolong dia laa sbb nanti dia kena laa


   If i would have been there and kalau ikutkan hati  i will say So What?...why we have to clear off your "Sampah" yg u created it.. ...its like a situation where u don't have money but insisted to purchase a car ( hutang) but ask us if we can pay for your petrol, car maintenance,loan and tol(s) ..
Banyak cantek..

     To "the irresponsible" person..hopefully u pay every month as per promise, not run away then saying i dunno,, nanti laa... entahlaa ada ke amik?..alaaa sikit aje bukannya banyak or what so ever lame or stupid excuses... sikit ke banyak its still duit orang coz the person berusaha tungkus lumus kerja siang malam to get the money and save the money..while you ???....dunno what to say..

         I pray every day that ALLAH gives us strenght to brought up our kids to be a better person..not like this kind of person...

“Ya Allah. Engkau kurniakanlah kami dari isteri dan zuriat kami yang menjadi penyejuk mata. Dan Engkau jadikanlah kami termasuk dari kalangan pemimpin orang-orang yang bertaqwa”

Semoga anak-anak kami akan menjadi lebih baik dari kami dan mampu menjadi pemimpin orang-orang yang bertaqwa demi kebahagiaan yang hakiki. Amin.

Emran At 22 Months

2011-04-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

This boy memang lasak...habis abah dilompat-lompatnya macam trampoline..hehe..nasib laa abahnya besar.:-P

Alhamdulillah he does not having any problem going to school..and really looking forward to it.. so makes it quite easy for us sbb tak berdrama pagi -pagi..:-)) ..the teacher had already taught him greetings so every morning sampai sekolah kalau teacher says Good Morning Emran he will say "Good orning ceacher.."hehehe..

and he also learn to say thank you for the things you gave to him ...yg kelakarnya he will say "thank you ceacher" walaupun yg kasi tue abah or ummi...hehehe..asik ceacher aje..

My boy sangatlaa garang juga..kalau dia tak dapat apa-apa or people touching his toys he will try to fight back until dapat tak kira laa dengan apa cara sekalipun..he will gigit or lepuk or cubit.. ..ayoyo belum boleh belajar sharing lagi

Another 2 months he will be 2 years old....and her sister had already ask for a celebration at school..nanti insya'allah ada rezki laa yek

Short Stay Impiana Hotel Ipoh

2011-04-08T10:54:00.000+08:00

We had a short stay in Impiana Hotel Ipoh last 2 weeks ..a nice stay untuk rehatkan minda..Bilik pun tip top..we booked 2 rooms since it will be 5 of us including my BIL

Arrived quite late juga laa almost 4pm.. it was raining heavily from Tapah to Ipoh..

kids excited laa bila sampai kat hotel room..they had been jumping around and persuade to go for swimming..both of us are too exhausted nak bawak diorang g swimming but we promise them later after 5pm we will bring them to the pool

Pool terletak outdoor..so dlm pukul 5pm still panas lagi.. i stay for a while as i was too tired and pening duduk tengah panas.. so hubby took over to take care of the kids kat pool.. they had a great time splashing here and there..nasib ada wadding pool jadi tak laa risau as Emran can join too berendam..

After swim dan bersiap semua kids so tired and lapar..so we had a quick dinner kat hotel ajelaa since we all malas nak keluar ke mana -mana.. dalam fikiran nak zzzzz aje since the room is so confortable..hehehe.. my BIL datang after his class so he join us for dinner and after that semua lepak kekenyangan sambil tgk tv..

Esoknya after check out Initial plan to visit my dearest adik angkat Saffinas and her baby at her home in Tambun was cancelled as she was admitted to the hospital..kesian dia ada nanah kat hempedu dia..so visited her at the hospital instead.. Yg syoknya ke Hospital besar Ipoh tue pak guard nye nampak sangat so blur.. i ask nak ke wad mana since it was my first time there dia boleh jawab entahlaa saya pun tatau kat mana wad..Angin betul

After sending my BIL at his campus home we all pun bertolak balik ke Shah Alam..journey dari Ipoh ke Shah Alam mengambil masa hampir 5 jam...lama kan.. that's becoz hubby was soo sleepy to drive so tdo dulu kat R&R ...

Cian Najla

2011-03-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

Due to keadaan kesihatan yg ups and down we had to discontinue Najla's swimming Classes for a moment ..Hubby pulak this year terlalu banyak kena attend kursus outstation etc so made me quite difficult to bring Najla for her swim class every week.. i got easily tired and sometimes rasa pening so i cannot drive her to Pusat Aquatic after work and i projected it will be happening in a few months or through out the whole pregnancy

Owhhh kesian Najla..takpelaa we will buat plan lain for her later..insya'allah..as a start we are planning to have a short getaway to Ipoh this weekends.. the main agenda is to visit my BIL and give him the laptop he required for his 4-years diploma course..and also visited my dearest adik angkat Safinass

Cerita Sedih

2011-03-21T12:18:00.000+08:00

My Dearest Sister in law had a misscarriage last week..at 13 weeks.. takda rezki laa nampaknya utk dapat another anak sedara baru this year..her due date is approximately 1 month earlier than mine ( sept babies)..takpalaa ada hikmah disebaliknya..moga ada rezki nanti insya'allah

My health also so far not really that good.. ada ups and down...had been on vertigo attack almost 3 days in a row last week and ended up with MCs for 2 days.. Dr advice to get plenty of rest..

Hopefully the sailing journey of this pregnancy akan ok..

My sister's wedding 13.03,2011

2011-03-14T11:00:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah majlis berjalan lancar yesterday..tetamu yg datang pun ramai juga..last skali wedding yg dibuat for my family was during my wedding back in 2004...it has been almost 7 years..

this is the first time buat wedding kat our new kampung in Denai Alam...the preparation we made as simple as possible ..ramai saudara mara yg sudi membantu not forgetting shatirah's group of friends..

started the day as early as 7.30am for morning breakfast together with all the clan..10.30am started the akad nikah..my elder brother Adi took the role untuk nikahkan Shatirah sendiri ..alhamdulillah semuanya berlangsung dengan jayanya although adi was a little bit nervous...

start from Noon guest dah mula datang...Emran pulak menguji kesabaran sedikit by being a little cranky and also clingy...nak dukung aje...mmg tak larat nak layan dia n also nak layan tetamu since we are the tuan rumah.. after berapa round susu and also food mood dia kembali ok..thanks to Kakak Hanan and Syirah yg rajin melayan emran and follow dia mana dia pergi..yesterday dia dah macam ketua kampung kecil round seluruh khemah kenduri and walk in between the guest..hahahaa...

food wise we had arabian cuisine...mmg laku habis laaa d food..syukur sesangat takda yg membazir...
overall we are happy coz time nie laa dapt berkumpul sesama, berjumpa untuk eratkan silaturrahim,,,

congratulations to my dearest sister shatirah..i'm sure if daddy still ada lagi he will be happy too for your big day...

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7 weeks and counting

2011-03-05T09:19:00.000+08:00

   Baby no3 already 7 weeks in the womb ..as per my previous -previous pregnancy i am having quite a terrible morning sickness through out the whole pregnancy period.. sometimes up to 7 months or until 8 months.. for this time around i am trying "Biodex Set semasa kehamilan" which consist of Supreme Diet and also susu Ig G to ensure the smooth sailing of 1st trimester..have heard the testimoni regarding biodex and would like to give it a try...setakat nie alhamdulillah ok sahaja..the supreme diet really gives energy and takdalaa asyik terlepek sana sini and rasa nak tdo sahaja.. for us yang tak ada kemudahan helper, i really need to be bertenaga nak uruskan the kids, send them to school, kemas rumah etc...

          for this 3rd baby we have booked our place in DEMC..this time my gynae will be Dr Marzita...a pleasent lady and explain quite details juga laa...let see how it goes and hopefully the baby no 3 membesar dengan sihatnya di dalam womb

          in the other hand 1 week more to Shatirah's wedding..will be extremely busy next week and can't wait for our big family gathering ...

Satu minggu sudah

2011-02-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

Almost a week hubby fly off to London and Liverpool.. He's having fun there amd alhamdulillah he is in good health despite the cold weather in Liverpool.. He will be coming back insya'allah tomorrow.. Kids ok bila abah tak ada.. cuma some times najla started her drama queen session bila she cried out lout at night nak abah...while "abang " emran cool aje..his style is walk around the house up and down panggil panggil abah,abah,... kalau tak da he will walk away and forget about it...hehehe

Alhamdulillah manage to take care of the kids alone despite the morning sickness in the morning but after a few minutes rest + medication dah ok dahh... from the past experience of my pregnancy my morning sickness will be sometimes up to 7 months through out the pregnancy

Can't wait 4 tomorrow....we miss en hubby so much ...

Akhir Tahun nie akan BERLIMA ( Insya'allah )

2011-02-18T14:52:00.002+08:00

Insya'allah kalau diizinkanNYA we will be expecting our Baby no 3 .....currently am at my very -very early stage of pregnancy.. err actually tak sangka laa pregnant coz dengan emran masuk wad etc masa bulan January hari tue sbbkan i took so many emergency leaves.. and last Public Holiday ( Maulidur Rasul ) i did my medical screening together with dearest hubby kat Klinik Dr Siti in Bukit Jelutong..so we did a routine check etc together while i did some extra "woman health screening "
Alhamdulillah we are excited untuk menerima the latest edition of our family insyaallah in Oct 2011... belum buat antenatal check up yet and this time most probably will do it at DEMC as it is nearer to Denai Alam

Moga dipermudahkan pregnancy kali ini..insya'allah..

Ceritera Itu Ini

2011-02-11T12:52:00.000+08:00

Am Still recovering from sore throat and fever..alhamdulillah much -much better..only this week mummy was down with fever, sore throat like we all kena last week.. i guess to much work out for mummy and no rest since moving to Denai Alam..we prohibited her from doing any work this week and indeed ask her to rest and rest..she's recovering and much better..alhamdulillah

On the other hand we started to enroll Najla to swimming class in Shah Alam..we opted for weekday night classes 2x per week from 8.00pm till 9.00pm as we are not free during the weekends ..alhamdulillah she really enjoyed the class ...am happy with the progress although baru mula 2 kelas and insyaallah hopefully within this 6 -7 months boleh laa dia swim freestyle,breast stroke and butterfly.. :-)) ..

Next week will be alone for a whole week...sighhh... hubby will be flying off to United Kingdom for a week leaving us behind...sob..sob...sob.. ada rezeki nanti boleh laaa pergi insyaallah..hopefully i will able to manage the kids alone for a week nanti..moga dipermudahkan segalanya laa..

Shatirah 's wedding preperation still in progress.. i have fully paid the door gift and also the breakfast catering for a small family gathering for relatives before the akad nikah on the wedding day itself...last wedding for our family..terkenang kat daddy..kalau laa dia masih ada lagi for this wedding..

Suasana semasa berkampung kt DEMC

2011-02-06T20:35:00.001+08:00

Poor little Emran..

terpaksa using gentamycin among the strongest antibiotics as others tak jalan for emran

room service menu...boleh order macam kat hotel pulak

overall total stay of almost 6 days 5 nights nak dekat 5k ++ juga laa but not to worried coz all covered under ING Employee benefits.. alhamdulillah ...kalau takda employee benefits we still have our personal insurans yg still cover semua juga...time kecemasan mcm nie the most important skali ialah insurance laa coz we want the best treatment for ourself and also our children that's why we invest on insurance cum education fund...

Our 1 week summary..sakit

2011-02-04T15:03:00.009+08:00

its been a challenging week for all of us...satu seisi rumah was down with a terrible fever ( except hubby )..and to makes things mencabar emran was hospitalized due to this..it all started on last tuesday when the teacher inform us that emran was coughing badly at school..masa nie dia tak demam lagi..malam tue dia dah start demam panas and mengigil -gigil..bangun tengah -tengah malam and awal pagi crying tak henti henti sbb badan tak selesa...check his temperature nk dekat 39 degrees..cepat -cepat kasi ubat and demam turun sket

Rabu pagi we took EL and bawa dia ke DEMC untuk jumpa Dr Koshy...Check kt Dr Koshy demam lagi..so dr inserted the voltren supp.. Dr advice for Nebulizer 3 times as dr kata his lung terlampau banyak kahak..malam tue keadaan nie mcm bertambah teruk bawak ke A&E DEMC temperature dia naik 40 degrees...mak aii teruknya demam dia dgn ubat demam pun tak jalan...so khamis pagi ke DEMC semula jumpa dr koshy minta advice he said emran needed to be admitted as he foresee the demam is so bad and also considering his lungs banyak kahak..

kat wad pun demam dia turun naik turun naik sampai dr sendiri pun pening..after blood test dr revealed that looks like viral infection which causes demam dia makin severe and jangkitan paru-paru yg teruk..and according to his experience its H1N1 virus.. He was started with antiviral and after a few days demam dia pun dah turun and maintain below 37 degrees..now dr needs to tackle his phlegm and what he did was to put him on nebulizer every 2 hourly and also for physioteraphy..

emran was discharged on tuesday ...but he need to go fo follow up on next week ...now myself was still not feeling well..demam turun naik semula and also kadang bila waktu malam tak sihat badan... a sign of i'm getting old..hopefully in a few days akan baik laa coz banyak kerja tertangguh when your are not feeling well..

Happy Mood on Monday Morning

2011-01-24T23:55:00.001+08:00

Hari nie diorang bangun before 7am untuk get ready ke sekolah...alhamdulillah they all boleh bangun pagi cuma Emran ajelaa need a little bit of encouragement untuk bangun awal pagi..hehehe..kalau dia time tak ada mood he will say tak nak to morning bath at home as he prefer to mandi kat sekolah ..as for najla we trained her to take her bath before going to school...tak boleh pergi sekolah tak mandi ...hopefully semangat bangun awal akan berterusan laa coz next year Najla will be in primary school already...

Emran at 19 Months old

2011-01-22T09:00:00.000+08:00

This boy makin cheeky..dia akan imitate apa yg kakak dia buat..100 %... if kakak lompat atas katil he will do it exactly the same jumping non stop huhu.. owhh dia sangatlaa garang..kalau marah kakak dia siap jeling -jeling lagi n also tangan dia cepat ajelaa pukul kakak.hihih..slalu berebut untuk naik bike,main permainan and also tekan keyboard computer laa..

As inform earlier,starting from this year we enrolled him at Casa Kidz montessori..same school with Najla and he really enjoyed it very -very much..he learned more about table manners,singing,lap hidung sendiri when he had runny nose..hehehe..the table manners part i am very -very happy as he will not tamak-tamak a.k.a polok -polok semua makanan dalam mulut..yess he had a habit doing that and i guess he learn from somewhere..

We had a called from the previous taska asking what mistake she had done that causes Emran to be sent to other places.. i was quite shock too receiving that kind of call..Errr is she spying on us? :-P ..i answer her politely that hubby and i wanted Emran to be at the same school as his sister.. hubby and i was a little bit upset with this kind of call.. ~~sukahati kitorang laa yeks nak hantar anak sekolah mana..kitorang yang bayar duit, of course we want the best for our children~~

Happy 19 Months old Emran,,,perhaps time untuk tambah baby no3 ?..hehehe..insya'allah this year kalau ada rezki.. wink..wink..:-)

tickers

2011-01-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

Tengok pada tickers belah kanan...hrmm hari nie genap 7 bulan daddy pergi...ahhh kejapnya masa berlalu dah 7 bulan dah...am still missing him and sometimes terkenangkan dia..and bila tengok "perjuangan" stroke patient kat my workplace pasti terkenangkan semula ,,they sure never give up and i admire their perjuangan

Najla dah kurang bertanya bout atok..but she surely tak boleh tengok cerita melayu/.drama sedih kt TV yang ada org tua coz suddenly she will cry saying she wants atok..

in less than 2 months will be Shatirah's wedding...insyaallah we are getting ready and prepared for it..had order some special gift for her and hopefully semuanya berjalan lancar...

SHort Trip Balik SP

2011-01-15T21:46:00.001+08:00

On thursday we had to balik SP for a while to settle some urgent matters..its a short trip just 1 night to spend at Mak's place but terpaksa laa since today i am working..

We started our journey in the morning coz planning nak sampai awal...so glad ada Guthrie Corridor so for us it cut our journey short compared to NKVE as we can now go straight from Shah Alam to Rawang in less than 15 minutes..

Sampai half way hubby dah tak tahan ngantuk tak leh drive..cuaca pun panas... so i took over from him..driving from Kuala Kangsar to Juru..and after Juru he took over..the children slept sepanjang perjalanan except for Emran as once he saw me driving he scream out loud and wanted to be at the driver's seat...huhuh..memang mengada

we arrived in SP at around 3.00pm..so we settled all our work before heading to Mak's place..at night hujan lebat juga di SP but we go out for a while before hujan turun selebat -lebatnya to purchase a birthday cake for Mak since we will not be here on her birthday ...

5 org cucu Mak and counting..2 more on d way this year, insyaa'allah..my sis in laws both are pregnant ..hopefully this year ada rezeki untuk kami gaks untuk baby no 3 heeee;-)

and today 15th January 2011..mak turns 62..kami semua doakan agar mak dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik...thank you for all the things you have done for us and thank you coz slalu masak yang sedap -sedap untuk kami...;-)

Starting of 2011...we say goodbye to our kampung TTDI...

2011-01-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

  Early 2011 at last we unofficially said goodbye to our kampung TTDI as my mum had moved out last wednesday... lots of boxes and barang -barang yang dibawa..almaklumlaa 30 tahun duduk bertapa di TTDI akhirnya berhijrah jua ke Denai Alam...

  For sure i will miss the life there..TTDI are way too convinient..dekat dgn shops, banks etc..cakap aje semua ada...mana taknya i live there sejak baby lagi sampai laa i have my own children...my TTDI house had lots of memories yang tak akan dilupakan..back in 1980's there are only few houses there and the price of the house are way too cheap...skrang rasanya dapat jual balik sapai billions pun ada...:-)

The house mmg banyak kenangan ...especially with my cousins especially yang from johor who most of them do stay at our house ( mcm rumah transit utk mereka cari kerja or interview at KL ) ..and also some of a few cousins sebelah my mum pernah duduk sana dan bersekolah di SMTTDI coz my mum ajak mereka untuk tinggal dan bersekolah di sana untuk beri mereka pelajaran terbaik as my mum and my arwah dad believe that only education can change a person life..alhamdulillah indeed is true as ada my cousins mmg dapat opportunity to go to MRSM and further study overseas and becoming a successfull doctor, ada yg berjaya sampai ke menara gading tapi ada juga yg tak berjaya sangat...tapi its ok coz itu semua atas kemahuan n usaha sendiri..

Kenangan with my arwah nenek and arwah daddy lagi laa banyak di rumah tersebut..my arwah nenek yang live in with us yang started to tanam all the pokok -pokok especially the coconut trees infront of our house and also some pokok pokok etc..she used to have a full garden yang penuh dengan pokok pisang, ubi kayu etc ..i misssed the moment where she also loved to cooked all type of kuih muih and lauk pauk and will distribute to the neighbours ..di rumah tue juga my arwah nenek menghembuskan nafas terakhir kerana sakit tua 5 years ago...

  Most of my cousins yang rapat dgn my arwah dad had lots of memories at that house too...after daddy left some of the cousins feel the house is "empty" and something is loss inside..indeed for us too.. but life has to go on and that;s why mummy choose to move to Denai Alam to be nearer to us and memenuhi amanat arwah dad who really wanted to move to Denai Alam ..cuma sayangnya tak kesampaian.

  Insyaallah our new family home dah siap cuma perlu touch up sana sini lagi..insya'allah will invite saudara mara and few friends to come once it is ready..perhaps we will do some doa selamat insya'allah

a few pictures taken about our new "kampung"...

Trip to South

2011-01-05T13:55:00.001+08:00

it is quite a last minute decision to go up to south.. awal -awal plan nak balik SP but since i got an invitation from my junior buddy yang slalu pinjam buku kat UKM dulu iaitu Aisyah.. i inform hubby why not we go to her wedding since she take the initative to come to our wedding

Hubby kata OK no problem apa lagi cepat2 laa survey untuk book hotel..we wanted to give the children a break also since sepanjang cuti sekolah both of them had to be send to nursery as usual as both of us are working.. so we promise them to bring them for swimming

We started our journey on najla's birthday itself and arrived south 5 hours later...yess it was macam long journey since we are not really familiar nak exit mana..heheh...nak gerak dari satu tempat ke tempat pun we relly 100 % from Garmin anf google Map..mana tak nya sampai selatan pun cuma berapa kali dalam beberapa tahun..hehehe

Besides pergi kenduri amik kesempatan juga untuk melawat kawan-kawan yang telah bermastautin di sana.. We met my dear best buddy masa kat Matriks and UKM iaitu Noni.. after that we visited another buddy Aizan and her husband Fizi ...Aizan and Fizi was my classmate too in UKM .. And also amik kesempatan untuk jumpa my dearest adik angkat Huda yang telah di"campak" ke sana untuk buat houseman pharmacist..takpaa huda yek..sabar ajelaa...cabaran tue...

seronok laa jumpa kawan-kawan lama..it has been almost 6 or 7 years tak jumpa..mcm -mcm laa borak..After jumpa diorang balik berehat di hotel..the kidz over exicted nak main pool so layan ajelaa...

before balik KL singgah ke kenduri Aisyah.. am soo happy to see her on her big day...Lauk kenduri mmg sedap laa..:-))

off to KL ..sampai KL awal pulak tue..tak sampai 4 jam pun..hehehe :-))

Early Celebration of Najla's 5th birthday

2010-12-31T10:52:00.005+08:00

   We plan for an early celebration for Najla together with Adli kat Casa Kidz since her birthday falls time cuti sekolah she will not have the opportunity to celebrate it with her friends..

   hubby and i took leave on that day to take some pictures of them..the children were sooo excited with the cakes...helium balloons and also the lovely chocolate oreo edible images..

   the moist chocolate cakes ordered from dillcakes were superb...mmg sedap...not forgetting the edible image chocolate ordered from Lonia Chocolate mmg membuatkan semua orang kata waaaaaahhh, oooooohhh,,ahhhhhhh..:-)

overall i am satisfied although it is a small celebration as they enjoy to be with their friends...

Najla turns 5

2010-12-30T19:56:00.003+08:00

Its a belated post as we had just got back from Southern Region..Alhamdulillah on 30th December 2010 our dearest Najla turns 5 years old..owhh my cepatnya Najla membesar...

We did not purchase any cake or etc but we plan for a family getaway..3 days 2 nite ke Selatan..we had booked a hotel so that she enjoyed playing kat swimming pool which by the way she enjoy sooo much,,

27.12

2010-12-27T09:15:00.000+08:00

27th December is ayah's ( My FIL ) birthday.. If Ayah was here today he will be 61 years old.. beruntunglaa untuk mereka yg masih mempunyai ayah or ayah mertua as both of us ( my husband and i ) had lost both..

   I had not much memories about ayah as i only know him for about a year ++ ... i married his eldest son ( my dearest husband ) in 2004 and after marriage only i manage to know him much better or talk to him often.. i got to know what 's his faviurite food, what's his favourite drink etc and alhamdulillah we manage to bring ayah to denai alam to show him our future home a few months before he passed away..

   Ayah seorang yang tegas.. he works as an ex Supervisor for PLUS.. barely a few days before his retirement in 2003 ayah suffered a heart problem ..he had to underwent a stent ( balloon ) procedure as there is blockage in the heart..alhamdulillah he was ok after that and our wedding in 2004 was proceed smoothly in KL and Sg Petani..

in 2005,rezeki ayah and mak dapat panggilan haji..alhamdulillah he was so happy..although he was not really feeling well but he manage to proceed with the haj..

2006 was the upmost challenging year.. exactly one month after ayah nikahkan her eldest daughter ( my eldest SIL ) on 1st July 2006 ayah suffered a massive stroke where he collapsed in our Sg Petani home.. He was taken to Sg Petani Hospital and there the nightmare begins..no kemudahan etc where he had to be transferred here and there etc.. its a suffer and quite frustating as he was already in a coma but yet they take him easily and one Medical Officer (MO) siap boleh cakap biarlaa nanti dia akan heal sendiri..A stupid word from a person who called himself a doctor ..and as thought we are so stupid and does not know anything bout stroke

and 19 days after at around 3.00am ayah passed away peacefully as a result of massive brain hemmorage ( pendarahan seluruh otak) due to stroke .. and my personal opinion if he had received a better treatment he would have been treated better..or at least we try first ...hubby had write an official complaint to the minister of health, DG health regaarding the MO and hospital and from what he received a reply the MO was transferred elsewhere..

   Ayah seolah -olah tahu yang dia nak pergi ..as he suddenly say to us that he wants to achieve only a few things iaitu tengok anak perempuan sulung dia kahwin (achieved in 2006) , pergi haji ( achieved in end 2005) and timang 1st cucu ( achieved in End 2005) and after that he wanted to rest in peace..and sebaik sahaja dia achieve all Ayah kembali padaNYA..innalillahi wainna ilaihi rajiun..

Get Craftyv and Mummy's Birthday

2010-12-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today cuti umum so we all plan bawak kids jalan -jalan kat One Utama..so as early as 10.30 we all dah sampai dah One Utama sbb tahu punya kalau pergi lambat sure takda parking and also ramai sangat orang..we had an early lunch and planning to give najla a try kat get crafty since she is sooo in love with arts

We register her for 12pm class..one class around RM45.. tak ramai orang sangat so oklaa..she get to choose what she wants to do..she wanted to do princess drawer..so we left her there for 1 hour so she can be on her own with the teachers and new friends there while we go for window shopping...alhamdulillah she had no problem sosializing with her new friends as we did not received any call from the teacher saying she cried or etc..

around 1.10pm we came back to pick her up..there she was sooo happy showing off her art work...:-))...after OU off bertolak ke TTDI to hadiahkan Mummy a birthday cake..or more less ice cream cake..

alhamdulillah mumy turns 63 years old yesterday...we all sentiasa doakan agar mummy dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik...and tak sabar tunggu mummy pindah ke denai alam coz we can be nearer to her and visit her everyday...

Kids Baking

2010-12-19T18:32:00.001+08:00

Today we all pergi rumah Kak Ri and Ani kat Bangi..Kak Ri anjurkan baking class for the kids... yesterday dah pesan kat Najla and Emran tdo awal sbb nak pergi awal...they were excited.. disamping itu kita mengeratkan juga ikatan silaturrahim sesama saudara mara sebelah arwah daddy...

10am off bertolak dari Denai Alam..singgah Rumah Aunty Rokiah coz mimi nak tumpang sama..so we all pergi satu kereta ajelaa.. Sampai rumah Kak Ri dalam kul 11.15am...kitorang yg pertama arrive..hehe..so before the kids start belajar dgn Kak Ri we all isi perut dulu...hari nie hari Western.. Kak Ri masak Spaghetti n aunty Rokiah pun kirim spagetthi goreng...

  Dalam kul 12 pm mcm tue a few relatives datang join.. Yam + co and also Aqilah bawa cousin2 dia... diorang start buat deco cupcakes..Kak Ri kasi apron sorang satu..excited laa budak-budak tue... yg syok bila diorang really express their needs what they want to put on their cupcakes..for sure more m&m's, etc..hahaa..yg lebih masuk mulut..

  Emran pulak jadi tukang makan..belum cupcakes abis siap dia dah ngap dah dua tiga cupcakes..kalau niaga mcm nie bengkrap laa ummi..hihihih.

  after cupcakes diorang buat pizza plaks.. yang nie pun kids enjoy tempek -tempek the dough kat acuan pizza..mcm main plastersine n playdoh...^_^...they decorate the pizza with lots of cheese, hotdog etc..belasah aje semua ada janji masuk mulut sedap..ahakss

by 2pm we need to make a move coz ada urusan...Thank U very-very much Kak Ri for the free classes.:-)))

Aduss kereta ohh kereta

2010-12-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

Ayoyo this month my WKB banyak kena repair.. 2 kali pulak tayar pancit..then normal servis etc..

i guess had already lari budget for this month..:-PP..nak buat macam mana since i needed the car to travel back at forth from Denai Alam to Kota Damansara everyday..

I can;t believe thr car had been 7 years with us.. dah travel merata ceruk dah.. from Penang to JB.. and setakat nie our car tak ada rosak teruk except for the accident in 2006 kat Melaka tue

the car yg banyak berjasa to uss... :-) ) ..sampai orang langgar masa kat melaka tahun 2006...

Superbusy Mode

2010-12-09T14:38:00.000+08:00

Quite a busy month...

Nak kejar a few "sendiri " datelines before i go on leave at the end of the month till early Jan 2011( insyaallah..)

need to do my Staff's appraisal for salary increment and bonus..harap -harap ada rezeki mereka untuk naik gaji..Ameen.. i remember masa my time in BB few years back, one %$&@#$ so call " manager" buat appraisal for us.. that %^&*$ manager give us only 40 % and tak da peluang untuk naik gaji or dapat bonus or anything.. kalau naik gaji pun cuma RM 8 sahaja...!..kurang dari sepuluh hinggit..come on laa bukan duit awak pun yang bayar gaji pekerja apa yg dengki sangat duit company bukan duit dari poket dia.. dia nail gaji sampai beribu riban..

Planning end of the year leave..nak ke mana ye?..hrmm maybe ada rezeki lebih ke Lost World of Tambun laa kot.. i am sure the children will have lots of fun there..

01122010

2010-12-04T00:03:00.002+08:00

1hb Dec....

i would say a special date to remember for me personally..

in 2003 i am officially engagged to my love one ( skarang suami terchenta...:-PPP) on this date.. it was on a Monday.. and we clearly choose the date because kebetulan all the relatives yg jauh was in KL for one of our cousin's wedding..so we don;t want them to travel banyak banyak kali to KL so we sepakat choose the date..we did a simple ceremony but yet dapat kumpulkan all the relatives..alhamdulillah..and masa tue both mom and dad baru je a few days balik dr Umrah..so no "grand" engagement..:-)) .. and i remember masa tue i just work about 6 months in DSH as a houseman pharmacist..gaji pun errr ciput aje jadi punyalaa tak nak org tahu that i dah bertunang so i just kept quiet and did not wear my engagement ring masa kat opis..heheh..ada juga pharmacy staff yg maybe perasan kot coz dia tengok ada inai kat jari tapi takda ring..hahaha..so that person become so suspicious.. but i buat relax ajelaa..bila nak dekat wedding in June 2004 bila i edarkan my wedding card..barulaa mereka kata kemusykilan tue hilang..kuang..kuang...

actually i pun tak nak pakai enggagement ring masa kat DSH dulu becoz i takut the ring hilang or missplace since masa jadi housemen pharmacist i had to do cytotoxic drugs reconstitution ( CDR)..the ones that we had to wear the full protective suit yg macam angkawasan -naik -ke -bulan tu..so when i have to do the task i had to take off all the jewelleries, watches etc..so the chances of being missplace is quite high jugalaa

and 1hb December evey year also is Dad's birthday..so its really special for us sekeluarga..this year dia dah tak ada lagi.. kalau Dad masih ada he will be 63 years old..and i am sure he will be a happy person to celebrate his birthday with his family especially the cucu-cucus same like other atuk...our gift for "him" will be our doa..Moga "dia " ditempatkan dikalangan orang -orang yang beriman..

1 Dec 2003.. Dalam kenangan..( L to R) my beloved uncle Arwah Pak Karim, my cousin Abg mat and my beloved arwah Dad

Sudah Botak

2010-11-30T15:43:00.000+08:00

My boy dah botak..after 1yr 5 months finally we cut his hair...his hair was not so long but hubby decided to cut it anyway..berbekalkan mesin potong rambut letrik jadi barber sendiri laa yek..hehehe..so jimat RM..:-PP ... hubby decided to potong rambut No2 ( or is it No 1? ) ..emran was so scared with the machine and he cried out so loud and meraung raung.. macam laa sakit padahal tak sakit pun...drama king betul..

Najla's Story...

2010-11-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

Lama tak cerita bout our Najla...in less than 1 month she will turn 5 years old...aduss rasa makin tua dah..kejap je dia nak masuk 5 tahun..

   she still the talkative girl yang suka cakap tak berenti -henti..sampai kalau org tak tahan mesti pening kepala..hahah..time dia senyap adalah time tido aje..:-P..hari -hari dan setiap masa ada aje topik perbualan dia and ada aje idea borak dia..

     sangat excited untuk ke sekolah every day and did not mind to wake up at 7.00am everyday to get ready for school..alhamdulillah part nie yang syok coz agak memudahkan utk umminya bersiap ke kerja..tak lambat dsb coz she had no problem waking up in the morning.mandi bersiap ke sekolah dsb..since now dah start cuti sekolah we still send her and Emran to school as since hubby is no longer a teacher so school holidays dia kerja macam biasa..:-)) ..owhh kat sekolah pun teacher kata sangat laa lasak and teacher says Najla loves to jump around and she is like a jumping jelly beansss...hahaha..

       She's soo inlove into swimming pools and also art...melukis dan menconteng sana sini adalah her favourite..insyaallah kalau ada "rezeki" will enroll her in art classes like get crafty at OU.. i am sure she will love it so muchhh

Training Bomba

2010-11-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday 9 staff from my workplace including me went to Balai bomba Sg Buloh for a whole day training...a really great experience but very -very tiring..bukan senang kerja bomba nie..hose pun dah berat 25kg..belum lagi baju dia..

with my office mate Kak Yus

we all semua memang tak sangka laa hose berat 25kg..i really had trouble carrying the hose with one hand and have to run 100 meters with the hose..huhuh.,..bukan sekali dua angkat tapi 5 -6 kali juga..so total 25kg x 6 times = 150 kg yesterday..besuides that kena kawad juga.. i totally forgot how to kawad already..the last time kawad was 7 years back rasanya masa latihan training kat UKM dulu.. Memang pancit..nampak sangat my stamina memang tak kuat..huhuhu,,

we all kena pegang hose when they open the air to 10 bar...tembak orang sure terbang punya..we had a hands on experience and also we all kena tembak air dgn sarjan yang mengajar..memang basah kuyup laa..

with our trainer sarjan samuri

training yang lasak..huhuhu

memang penat sangat laa but really wonderfull experience..bukan senang nak training whole day dgn bomba plus we get the chance to naik kereta bomba, try all their peralatan etc.. disebabkan penat sangat balik pun i tersesat jalan ke shah alam..wanted to go from sg buloh to shah alam via guthrie highway tapi terlepas plaks simpang guthrie tue sampai ke penjara sungai buloh..so ha to turn back..kesian 1 friend of mine yg ikut belakang i tersesat juga..had to ask her to turn around and show her the way to bukit subang exit via guthrie highway..my mistake since i memang tak biasa langsung area sungai buloh and tak pernah laa ke sana after daddy passed away..entahlaa maybe coz sbb teringat kenangan terakhir daddy di Hosp Sungai Buloh so i not so keen to go to Sg Buloh if tak ada apa -apa hal so i don't really know the area well.... today my whole body memang sakit laaa hasil penangan mengangkat 150kg..and also have starting to have sore throat etc..

gambar kenangan my office mate and sarjan samuri

Happy 17th months old Emran

2010-11-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

Yayyy...this boy dah setahun 5 bulan...owhhh sangatlaa lasak..jatuh terhantuk dah banyak kali dah...huhuhu...lebam kat pipi dahi owhh jangan cakap laa..memang ado..

skarang dia panggil sume orang abah aje..hehehe..adoii bila laa nak advance panggil ummi nie..:-P..tapi still clingy boy..sanggup nangis pegang kaki kitorang semata -mata nak suruh dukung dia..kalau tak brguling guling laa dia sampai kita dukung...and syoknya berguling tak kira tempat depan toilet..kat dapor..adoii laaa baby boy nie..manjaaaa...^_^

next year we plan to change his school...nak masuk sama sekolah dengan kakaknya...insyaallah..at least he can learn something since current taska dia more on daycare only where the children just main + makan + tido + tengok tv...errr so i don't think Emran can learn anything from those activities..

Story About my father ( Continue)

2010-11-13T08:16:00.004+08:00

30th June 2009, at around 6.45am my dad suddenly had a stroke attack.. he could not speak at all..but he tried to.. he called Aunty Rokiah in Shah Alam and Aunty Rokiah knew it was a stroke.. its was a "code blue emergency".. Quickly they called the ambulance and Abg Usop.. it seems so long to travel from TTDI to DSH..

myself was in PMC as Emran was still on jaundice on his 12 days of life.. its quite a challange for me physically and emotionlly during that time as just a few days before Emran was admitted to PMC ( again) i did speak to him and how happy he was to carry Emran in his arms..

in DSH things was quite chaos.. dad was quickly rush for CT Scan and also heart scan etc.. for CT Scan it was confirmed there was a clot and bleeding and during that time he was semi concious.. Dr need to put him in ICU for monitoring purpose.. but Dr broke down the news that he will be semi paralyzed if he managed to recover from the stroke attack.. I would say during his time in ICU it was seems like a " waiting game" for our family..kami cuma mampu berdoa agar diberi kekuatan dan juga kesabaran

One week in ICU..Dad manage to come out from the danger zone and transferred to a normal ward with monitoring.. a few doctors come to attend dad in DSH name it cardiologist, meurologist, physician. gastroentologist ..what makes us angry is one Cardiologist who quickly jump into conclusion that my dad had no harapan untuk pulih.. i mean it is such a "cruel" words to say to a family members not to put up hope/ berdoa..hanya ALLAH yg berkuasa..not the doctors yg boleh tentukan ajal maut seseorang.. my mum take it positively and say to the cardiologist..its ok he will improve with god will ..terus belah cardiologist tue and tak datang lawat dah.. i guest the cardiologist just wanted RM from Dad's insurance for his so called " consultation " ..

I admire the positive atitude from the neurologist Dr Azmi who really gives encouragement and support.. he said Dad can improve but takes times.. maybe a year, maybe more years to come..

yes indeed its true through out the journey of recovery he had improved a lot..from totally bedridden and could not talk at all ( vegetative condition ) he can talk, can walk with the help of walking sticks ..a recovery that Dr Azmi also agak terkejut.. it could not happens without the continuous support and positive attitude from my arwah dad himself, my mum especially being wih him 24-7 , and my other family members.. the journey to recovery was sometimes challenging,,,only we family knows what happens and am gladfull semua dapat lalui dgn tabah sabar although sometimes rasa kesabaran itu hilang.. but we know we want the best for him.. During Shat's engaggement on 27th Feb 2010 he was quite overwhelming that the crowd which consist of family members ( around 300 ++ ) datang .. neither did we know it will be the last function held in our TTDI house with him

11 months after his journey to recovery, on 17th June 2010 dad suffered a 2nd stroke just one day before Emran turns one.... and he did not survive the 2nd stroke..CT Scan revealed that his brain was already bleeding all over..and he will not survive it..true enough..and 19hb June 2010 daddy kembali pada penciptaNYA pada pukul 11.50am di ICU Hospital Sg Buloh..

Dari Allah kita datang kepadaNYA kita akan kembali.. i will cherish all the moments with him and i hope my children especially Najla who spend most of her times with him will also do the same in a way that she never forgets her atuk who had been with her for 4 years 6 months..

Story about my father..

2010-11-04T13:33:00.000+08:00

its already Nov and in less than 2 months dah masuk 2011.. tahun 2010 yg akan ditinggalkan pastinya membawa seribu satu kenangan.. siapa sangka the 1st 6 months of 2010 we still had our dad with us but towards the next 6 months in 2010,we are left without him..

I do want to write previously regarding my dad but i guess sometimes ianya terhenti di situ bila tiba waktu nak menulisnya..

My Dad was born and raise in Segamat Johore.. He was the youngest in the family...He is a Mechanical engineer by profession.. he loves to play golf and usually he kill time by playing golf with his friends or sometimes with family members..

Most yg kenal my dad will know how strict he was.. some people will take his words as very harsh and maybe ada yg akan berkecil hati.. for me personally it is a way its good to be strict coz if not we are not here and achieved what we are now today.. His prirority 1st is towards education as he always said that only education can transform the life of one person..yes indeed its true..he encourage to go as far as we can in education..

Since my dad came from a big family so he had so many anak -anak sedara, cucu sedara or etc..its fun actually to have a big family as when it comes to occasion dapat berkumpul ramai-ramai.. prisip dad towards saudara mara is to ziarah and saling mengunjungi sesama keluarga tak kira laa saudara itu muda dari kita..Dulu masa daddy sihat we used to be agak memberontak or marah why dad would sibuk -sibuk take the initiative to visit anak -anak buah/ cucu sedara sedangkan mereka did not call or take initiative to visit him..but i realize it does not matter if we are older we cannot take the initiative to visit the younger ones as menziarahi dapat mengeratkan silaturrahim sesama kaum keluarga..

Dad also was actively involved in IEM ( Institut Engineer Malaysia)... He had become among the lead council to accredate Engineering Courses in local and private universities in Malaysia..

Dad life transformed when he suffered a stroke on 30th June 2009..

to be continued...

Family Day Jabatan Pelajaran Wilayah

2010-10-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

Event held at Taman Wetlands, Putrajaya...it was hubby first Family day as a new member in Jabatan Pelajaran WP...weather was not good..it had been raining since morning..kids got excited and woke up as early as 7.00am..i supposed to be working today but due to last minute they inform that hubby had to purform in Sketsa Madu Tiga, i had to be on leave to take care of the kids while hubby buat persembahan..

event started around 8.00am i guess.. but since it was raining most of them datang lambat..including us..we arrived around 9.30am...they started with ucapan, doa and senamrobik..najla was excited to join them at the field during the senamrobik especially the chicken dance part..hehehe..

acara budak -budak pun ada ..najla did not participate since terlampau ramai budak and she did not feel so excited to participate..the acara was rebut gula -gula..she was there at the field but when the event start she just walk around and did not pick any sweets pun...haha..of course laa tak menang apa -apa..

the event prolonged till 2.00pm ++ ..time tue weather pun dah semakin panas..kids dah penat dah,,hubby pun tapi hubby lum perform lagi,,,mula -mula they all said tak jadi sbb already nak pukul 3pm and cuaca panas terik,,so we was thinking to make a move dah..tapi alih-alih mereka kata jadi pula so we have to wait betul ke jadi atau tak..by 2.30pm baru mereka suh hubby and his team yg mewakili pusat HEM JPNWP get ready...they will be the 1st team to perform..they had to perform sketsa madu tiga..he had to be P. Ramlee yg ada 3 isteri..ada 5 kumpulan from different jabatan and pejabat pendidikan daerah perform with the same song but different sketsa..depends pada kreativiti..we just watch dari jauh aje since emran dah zzz time tsb ...and his group dapat no 3...kira ok laa tue dgn tak practice apa pun..hubby kira macam "bidan terjun " laa kena paksa jadi P. Ramlee tue..takpaa laa

after habis semua kids dah lapar sangat,, we went for late lunch kat D Souq Putrajaya since makanan tengahari yg disediakan tidak mencukupi pulak..balik rumah around 4.30 pm semua dah terpengsan kepenatan..

gambar -gambar lain upload kat fb

Najla's concert- Casa Kidz Montessori

2010-10-23T23:42:00.009+08:00

today is Najla's concert day...event was held in Guthrie Hall Bukit Jelutong... Najla was so excited..tak boleh tido malam...we had to force her to tdo malam tue..hehehe... Early in the morning dah wake her up...bersiap-siap etc..and off we go to Bukit Jelutong..

This was the first concert held by Casa Kidz...it is a new school in Denai Alam..and Najla was among the first batch... overall for the past 10 months i am happy with the school.. i have no complaint about it...the fees also was ok laa since Najla stay at school from 7.30am till 6pm...she had her breakfast lunch and also afternoon nap kat sekolah..since we started her school early she had no problem adapt with her teachers and friends and also was more outspoken and socialized well.. alhamdulillah..

The concert started with Doa and Nasyid by the kids...then performance by the kids followed by graduation for 6 year old.. ..then come to Public Speaking by Najla..she had already practise lots of time but was suddenly stage freak..hhehehe..terus jadi shy masa atas pentas...:-PP...takpaaa laaa next time cuba lagi laa yek...

Lastly performance tarian tradisional....as usual she dance with all her heart for the song and can remember the steps perfectly.. :-))) ..

overall we really enjoy to see the kids perform...natural aje...next year Emran join kakak pulak yek...

Berubah hati

2010-10-21T09:03:00.000+08:00

i was listening to HOT FM this morning on the way to d office..the topic was berubah hati..nice to hear what other people commented or share their thought bout this topic.. but i don't agree with few people who called Fara & AG complainig bout their spouse.. i mean... apakahhh u had to inform the whole malaysia that regarding your partner punya kekurangan.. i person called saying selepas "10 yrs kawin baru tahu bini ku pemalas rupanya AG & Fara.. dulu masa bercinta saya cuma kenal dia 20 % ...pas kawin baru kenal 100 %... and hampir berubah hati bila dapat tau perangai sebenar bini..."... bukankah tujuan perkahwinan itu utk saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain...and adakah spjg 10 tahun tue takkda kebaikan langsung isteri dia tue, ada keburukan aje yang dia nampak.. pity betul wife dia..husband dah canangkan keburukan dia pada seluruh malaysia via hotfm kata dia pemalas..

Sebuah perkahwinan perlukan tolak ansur dan kerjasama....and not just complaint.. complaint.. and complaint...and juga belajarlah menerima kekurangan dan kelebihan pasangan masing -masing..:-))

Hubby less untuk one week

2010-10-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

Minggu nie hubby busy ngan conference... tdo hotel tue,..syok nye...so sepanjang minggu nie dia tak dalaa...shat n mom datang stay over kat Denai Alam ...

yang kelakar nye bila hubby balik today Emran was so angry with him that he refuses abah ...he nangis n meraung bila hubby nak amik dia..maybe coz dalam masa 1 week nie hubby tak tdo ngan dia jadi dia macam merajuk habis..hihih..lama juga laa baru ok..

Najla ok ajelaa..cuma ada one night dia bangun around 3am kot n nangis teresak esak nak abah..tetiba aje..

weekends nie insyaallah my new friends from my new work place will be coming over..invited all of them for lunch...can't wait...

Worst Service Ever..

2010-10-08T08:58:00.001+08:00

One of the worst service ever that involve RM that happened to us was AEON Credit Services.. ceritanya begini, We purchase a cooker hood last year using AEON Credit Services.. So the monthly installment was autodeduct from my account.. Alhamdulillah last month ie in Sept we had finished settling all the installment..siap pergi sendiri with mum after office hours at their counter in One Utama.. dah kasi official receipt etc dah ..

so last few days masa i wanted to pay the bills via maybank2u perasan that my account shortage a few hundred RM..bila check found out that AEON Credit auto deduct lagi..so call diorang tanya why?.. u know what they answer to me

Customer Service : Minta maaf Cikk.. kami tak terima pun cek tue

Me : Aikk takkan tak terima saya bukannya pos tapi pergi bayar sendiri pada 23hb Sept kol 6.00pm kat One Utama..siap ada resit lagi..

Customer Service : Oo ye ke, tunggu ye cikk

Dalam hati dah geram dah...aii takkan laa tak terima cek padahal duit dah amik..last -last dapat alasan dari one of the lady said that ooowh kami tetiap bulan memang autodeduct dari akaun Cik..kami kat HQ tak dapat lagi cek tu dr One Utama..dia akan amik masa 2 minggu..

i was pissed off and told them aii ini bukan cek oversea atau travellers cheque ,perjalanan dari OU ke HQ menara Chulan takkan laa sampai 2 minggu..u all kena laa update customer punya akaun status yang dah bayar habis ..

Customer service dia tak dapat cakap apa daah cuma kata akan pulangkan balik our duit in maybe a week time ..

Ok i had work under AEON before.. perhaps they thought that RM berapa ratus yg they accidently ter"deduct" from my account lagi tak seberapa but for us it means alot as the RM can be used for belanja dapur etc for this month and also we had a budget for every month berapa kita belanje .. kalau katakanlaa installment tsb melibatkan duit RM ribu macam mana kan??

Tukang Sepah

2010-10-03T17:16:00.000+08:00

Kids tak sihat pulak last week..so they did not went to school for a week..Najla demam and muntah while emran had a runny nose which did not stop although all types of medication were given to him..quite strange..brought both of them to normal GP clinic..was given few medications but yet emran punya runny nose tak baik baik..

so yesterday both of them went to my workplace to see the peadtrician Dr Lam since he had clinics only on saturday...owhh on Saturday mmg busy sket kat my workplace compared to normal workdays... so sementara menunggu turn nak jumpa dr both of them duduk kat pharmacy..najla was ok laa well behaved since she got pencils and papers to scribbles while emran on the other hand was so cranky ..lama -lama baru ok.. so bila mood dia dah ok he explore the pharmacy..abis semua ubat -ubat dia punggah sampai bersepah dan susun merata -rata tempat...ayayai..notti boy..

After 13 years

2010-10-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

I am glad to say that my husband is

no longer a teacher..
no longer a cikgu disiplin where he had to chase students around
no longer have to stay weekends at school settling all the jobs yang "cikgu lelaki " punya kerja yang kena buat where cikgu perempuan sits at home comfortably
no longer had to stay after school to ajar tuisyen or extra classes just becoz he is a male teacher while female teacher can go home at 1.00pm due to ada komitmen utk masak, amik anak, jaga anak bla-bla.. ( ingat cikgu lelaki takda komitment ke?.. )

SYUKUR SANGAT -SANGAT...

my husband had been transfered to JPWP in Jalan Duta starting from today..and his journey to his workplace from Denai Alam was cut to half compared to travelling to Danau Kota and he can works in an office environment where he has his own office with computers and printers + aircond

and the best thing he can choose his working hours either 7.30am -4.30pm, 7.45am -4.45pm, 8.00am-5.00pm etc... tak payahlaa bangun seawal 5.45am pagi untuk bersiap pergi kerja,,

i know some people said cikgu kerja separuh hari aje..kol 2pm dah ada kat rumah..but not in the case of my husband.. i never experience him balik awal right after school..slalu ada aje yg dia kena buat..and ended up balik lambat juga..

Alhamdulillah after all those years.. my husband dapat tukar "kerjaya" juga..hehe..tapi he will always be a TEACHER..^_^..tuisyen jalan juga..hihih

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY

2010-09-23T12:29:00.003+08:00

Hubby bersama sifu "Jutawan senyap" ^_^
( Ameen moga dapat jadi macam nie satu hari insyaallah)

Happy 35th Birthday to my darling hubby... Thank u for all the hard work and pengorbanan etc.. moga rezeki keluarga kita dipermudahkan...insyaallah.

love you so much

XoXo

Ummi, Najla & Emran

A year older..

2010-09-20T15:19:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah hari ini genap usia 30 tahun..rasa kejap je dah masuk angka 30..^_^ ...alhamdulillah syukur atas segala kurniaan yang telah diberikan.. got quite a lots of wishes kat FB...thank you for the warm wishes..

Nothing special to celebrate with hubby and kids as his birthday pun around th corner..hehe...

15 months old Emran

2010-09-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

Hari ini Emran dah 15 bulan..dah bole jalan dah alhamdulillah tapi masih jalan terkedek-kedek

he loves to eat..apa org kasi makan aje tolak batu and kayu,,,hahaha..

mmg kena keep and eye on him coz he will put everything dalam mulut

yesterday kat ttdi mummy nampak dia masuk makanan kucing dalam mulut

apa lagi menjerit laa kitorang...

cepat-cepat korek mulut dia..fuhh bahaya betul..semua masuk mulut

sampai mummy panggil dia vacuum..hehehe

yerlaaa sume benda kat lantai dia nampak n kaut masuk mulut

so mmg rumah kena slalu vacuum laaa..kalau tak si kecik nie jadi vacuum..:-P

HAPPY 15TH MONTHS OLD EMRAN...

Masih lagi beraya

2010-09-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hari ini Public Holday..syukur laa dapat cuti lagi...dapatlaa berehat juga laa after 2 days since tuesday and yesterday i am working alone in the office since all my staff tak balik lagi..agak kelam kabut sket laa bila tetiba datang 2-3 patient sekali gus dalam masa yang sama..tak menang tangan nak dispens ubat..
takpaa laa tahun depan insyaallah nak mintak cuti lama sket time hari raya..

aktiviti hari nie pastinya menziarahi saudara mara belah KL..dapat pergi 2 rumah aje..first pergi rumah ayah uda kat Kg Batu Tambahan..lama juga laa kat sana sebab hubby's cousin Kak Ila insist kitorang tunggu dia masak untuk makan tengahari,,,actually Kak Ila panggil kawan -kawan dia makan..kira mcm open house..kiranya kehadiran kitorang langkah kanan laa..after makan tengahari ( lauk simple tapi sedap,,)..we all shoot ke Shah Alam plaks umah Kak Fidah

kat rumah kak fidah makan lagi..hehe..Kak Ri masak stew, mihun dan sebagainya..ramai juga rumah kak fidah.. sbb family belah abg Ary datang skali..full house laa kiranya..lepas rumah Kak Fidah dah tak larat laa nak ke rumah sape -sape lagi so balik ttdi rehat..

2nd Syawal & 3rd Syawal

2010-09-14T10:21:00.001+08:00

On 2nd day we decided to have a short break in Penang.... since Emran tak pernah datang penang so alang -alang dah ada kat utara plan shoot ke penang terus laa.. we invited others to come along ke penang semua agree so off we go

bertolak from Sg Petani around 11.00am sampai kat jalan masuk ke jambatan ya rabbi jem teruk..masa tue tak tahu plak ada kabel TNB terbakar kat Jambatan..we figure out semua orang nak bercuti ke Penang Island.. memang tak boleh masuk langsung ke jambatan from Seberang Jaya..so we quickly make a U-turn kat Prai untuk naik Ferry plaks..alhamdulillah masa time kitorang nak naik feri tak jem pun.. a bit slow but moving.. sampai kat Penang Island around noon..so we had our lunch first kat penang before heading to Tanjung Bungah.. Unfortunately the others keluar lambat from Sg Petani so they ended up tersekat terlalu lama untuk naik ferry by 5 pm pun tak sampai penang lagi..kesian betul..

We spend a day at Tanjung Bungah..kids having fun main air... pergi pantai then main air lagi...heaven juga laa dapat berehat 1 day kat penang... next day after breakfast..kids main air lagi then by 11.00am check out..

before going back to Sg Petani we all beraya kat one of my ex-Bbraun collegue kat Sungai Ara.. alhamdulillah selepas 2 tahun lebih dapat laa berjumpa semula.. ..malam around 1.00am we all make our way back to KL..

1 Syawal 1431 H

2010-09-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

LAst minute decision..we went back to Sungai Petani for Hari Raya...hubby decided on the very last minute that he wanted to go back..memang last minute ie on thursday 1 day before raya around 10,00am he said to me jom balik SP laa jap lagi.... so since last minute we take our own sweet time untuk bertolak janji sampai dengan selamat..firstly we settle all our things first..went to MBSA to collect Pharmacist licence..then went to TTDI jumpa Mummy & Shat..lepak -lepak ttdi japs till noon then pergi perkuburan kiara lawat pusara daddy before balik Denai Alam utk packing barang...kejap je dah nak masuk 3 bulan daddy takde.. but till today masih macam tak percaya dia takde.. ( sorry memang terasa mcm tue, i dunno why..maybe sbb kenangan tue selalu ada bersama) ..Najla pun dalam kereta bila masuk kawasan perkuburan tue tanya nak ke mana , nak tengok atuk...najla nak atuk..naja rindu atuk etc...sampai hubby has to explain to her that atuk dah tak ada nicely...

after siap kemas rumah and packing around 3.30pm baru bertolak..journey to north ok smooth juga takda laa jem sangat kecuali bumper to bumper but moving from ipoh to sungai perak...dalam hati myself memang dah budget mest jem punya laa sepanjang jalan coz yerlaa semua orang mesti berpusu-pusu nak balik..tapi alhamdulillah lancar...syukur sangat ..najla slept all the way till Juru while Emran cipta rekod tak tido langung sampai sungai petani..heheh..We arrived in Sg Petani around 9.30pm..we did not stop at any R&R coz dah budget mesti jem punya laa.. so we just isi minyak and relod touch n go siap-siap from Shah Alam..buka puasa pun dalam kereta aje masa kat Taiping..cuma sampai Juru kids dah hungry so we went for Nasi Kandar kat Autocity..

1 Syawal tahun nie kat rumah mak di Sg Petani semua adik beradik belah hubby ada berkumpul..seronok juga laa sbb full house.. ..Mak pun sayu laa sbb anak -anak n menantu dapat kumpul bersama semuanya..dah jarang dapat kumpul semua skali especially yang dah berumah tangga..Najla and Emran having fun playing with their 3 cousins, Alif Nur Iman, Akmal Hadi and Hanania ( Nania)..

hari Raya pertama full dose ngan rendang, ketupat palas and nasi impit + also nasi minyak...

Tahun nie tema biru...:-)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

daripada kami sekeluarga

Raya Preperation

2010-09-07T11:27:00.001+08:00

   A few days before Raya... all preperation ala kadar ajelaa ..Kuih raya ada yang beli ada yang buat but not much yang dapat buat with toddler in the house..semua benda dia kacau  sampai kuih tengah masak kat oven pun dia sibuk nak ngintai oven ..hehe.. planning to bake a little bit more nanti kalau sempat laa and planning to do some sweet dessert like blueberry cheese tart and also perhaps some cakes with my sister Shatirah ..

We have not decided yet to go back to Sg Petani or not..ada a few personal things which both hubby and i could not decide yet till now .. maybe we raya kat KL ajelaa.. if we Raya in KL only planning to visit all the saudara mara sebanyak yang mungkin insyaallah..

last weekend went for a buka puasa buffet with office mate at Desa Paku Ara Damansara.. food wise ok laa..puas hati with the foods but for me not the food counts but more towards merapatkan silaturrahim with my new officemate ..

   this hari raya it will certainly be different and sometimes after terawih mummy and i will talk about it.. i mummy will say to me " teringat lagi Raya last year daddy sakit..tahun nie dah tak da dah..".. but mummy said she bersyukur daddy cuma bedridden for 1 month only and keep on improving until the day he passed away..most of arwah daddy' baju batik, baju melayu, sampin songket etc was still nicely kept inside the closet and mummy have not decided yet what to do with it since Adi and also Shahrir tak muat pakai baju -baju arwah..

     tomorrow afternoon only i will start my Raya leave and will decide what to cook for Hari Raya... one of the lagu Raya yang sedap didengar for me is "Rindu yang telah pergi".. sayu ajelaa., Moga Daddy berbahagia di sana dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang -orang yang soleh..

RINDU YANG TELAH PERGI (Akim, Black, AG)

Sekali lagi ku terdengar,

Suara takbir,

Rasa menyelubungi,

Bila ku sendiri

Ku masih bermimpikan,

Hilai tawa itu,

Walaupun hanya sesaat,

Ku merasakannya

Kini yang tinggal hanya,

Pusara sebagai penawar,

Bisa ini,

Agar bercahaya,

Aku mampu berdoa,

Ini takdir yang maha esa

Di hari/pagi raya

Terbayang kenangan indah,

Tika bersama,

Keluhuran di wajahmu,

Ku kenang selalu

Andai ku meniti sebuah,

Cinta sejati,

Aidil fitri jadi saksi

Tulus hati ini

Rindu yang telah pergi,

Membawa satu memori,

Menjadi satu coretan cinta,

Oh woo…

Di pagi syawal ini,

Tertitis airmataku,

Memandang potret wajah dirimu